Sunday, December 28, 2003

today went out with darling!!! la la la... took neoprint!! so nice!! ah!!! so so so so nice!!! i a loving it... then went to ajisen eat the ramen!!! *tiao* it was super nice!!! kao... didnt know their ramen is really so that nice... went arcade then walk around... aiyo!! waste money huh!! why wan to change phone!!! haiyo... anyway went to darling house!!! wau so nice!!! tiao... then left already.. cuz rushing to the airport to catch the flight....

wanted to meet grace but.. decided to go find sarah n nai nai instead... hahaa... show them the neoprint they also said nice!!! then played darling's song to them then they said very nice!! hehee... i am so proud of my darling... went to visit xue er... we just walk n walk around... then later we went to newton to eat!! heheh the duck noodle was nice... but i still think the bedok one is nicer!!! hahaa... then went back town again... i bought the reef slippers!! so nice!! then i went to buy a leather wrist band thing... kao so big! tiao.. didnt know until i bought it... then went to find sheryl!!! tiao... she is so cute n shuai!!! ahaha... then she said... hey why not i turn str8 then u jio me... then i told her NOT FUNNY... hahaha... oh my... she so damm cute... esp. her hair look like teddy bear's fur!!! she look like tin tin and calvin n hobbes the calvin... then look like lin xiao pei also... hahahaa.... later on went home liao... tired...

// darling... i am just still very immature... i really just love u the innocent way... i really felt so xin fu... i nv been felt so loved... esp after these period of sadness... emotion unstable times... u cured my love sickness... u revived my heart to start to love again.. i just wan to stay with u forever... i have a feeling that u are my last lover... i have a strong feeling that we will last for the entire lifetime... oh darling... u are my strength when i am weak... u are the reason why i am here... i promise u that... you are the last thing on my mind... \\

Saturday, December 27, 2003

Fri....

went monks with grace xin ting and my darling with kay...the rest... love them!!! so fun!! but that day was like so dramatic... alot things happen... then initially i cant go in... cuz i dun look GAY!! hahaa... then me act act gay gay abit then can go in liao.. hahaa.. i love my darling... saw quite a few ppl whom i dun wan to see... my cousin la.. big mouth bitch... then saw kylie's sis... dun like her... yucks... then kay damm funny... describe those fat ppl as big piece... hahaaa... aiyo didnt know she also from maha bodhi!!! aiyo!! so qiao....

darling sing song into my phone... i love it so much!!! so nice... everytime i hear it... tears will just roll down like tap water like that... so touching.... i love ya... took leave to go out with darling... going taiwan on sun to do recording for album.. so must spend time... went to watch scary movie 3... find it ok la... they tried too hard to be lame n funny.... still prefer 1 n 2...

sat...

saw sarah n nai nai... ask him to help me buy tix!! hehee... aiyo i went to watch mona lisa smile with darling but i was super tired.. n doze off... dun get the joke also... but its nice... even though i didnt watch much... but my darling acc was wat i really wan... today my aunt bring me go buy my quiksilver bag... nice nice... hehehe... then she gave me money to get reef slippers too!!! thankz aunt!!

// darling... even though i just know u not more than 3 days... but what u did for me... is so much till i really so touched by ya... i truly love u... the song u compose specially for me... touched me so deeply that my tears just keep flowing nonstop... i am crying with happiness... i am so glad that u had found me... just when i wanted to give up on love... u came n just treated me like a fragile baby... i live for u... love ya... \\

Thursday, December 25, 2003

Hey Guys!!! merry Xmas!!!

tues...

charlene n steff came n visit me!!! so nice!! then they got me a present!! then i got them one too!!! hehee... then i request to leave early to do some shopping ma.. went to order the sakae sushi.. kao they were like keep on delaying... haiz.. anyway i really run around so much did alot stuff sia!!! haiz.. super tired...

reach grace house at 8 like that... ngiap tian cai zixin grace was playing majong... not interest la haha... then later on kok choon ac mingxue then came... then all like hungry ghost like that cant wait to eat... then i keep telling them to wait for HL lor.. hmm... anyway it was nice la the food but i still think last yr one super nice hehee... last yr more ppl... later on we just play around haha so fun... then went to fetch xue er... then the stupid choon yeow complaint that its so boring n sian wan to go home.. kao... i hate his attitude lor.. forever come gathering n said its boring.. its damm insulting k... then the domino effect started... ngiap wan to leave too... tian cai also wan to leave.. then mingxue see them leave also wan to leave... wat the hell lor!!! then i was like shouting at home... FUCK la... if u all think is damm sian then in first place u all shouldnt come wat!!! hello!!! its a gathering lor... next time the most i dun organise lor... dun invite u all la... kao.. its like damm insulting esp to grace k... cause she is the host k... haiz... idiotic ppl... anyway i was super piss at choon... he is blacklisted... any gathering he is NOT invited...

then went to the playground and play!!! hehehe play dog and bone!! then play the number game then the forfeit damm funny.... like the one grace stand on the chair and shout come and rape me!! and hui ling run round in circle say i am molested for 10 times... wau lau so funny.. hahaaa... later on went to exchange our gifts.. hahaha then aiyo why all of us give so lousy present... its not that i am fussy or wat... i know its the thoughts that counts... but guess we should like buy something nice n practical.. anyway its over... la la la...

wed...
xmas eve!!! went to work lor... kanna shag... later on at nite stupid ac call me and ask me where am i i was like working... its 9PM++ i work till 10 wat... then she very angry that i go mad monks... i told her i m going there for awhile only ma then go find her later wat... then she shouted at me n said aiya then forget it n slam my phone... wat the fuck lor... kao... then i also piss at her fuck up attitude lor... then i just dun wan to go liao.. went to monks with sarah n nai nai... then saw sheryl!!!!! aiyo long time nv see her!!! aiyo so shuai!!! i love her!!!! so cute!! aiyoyo... then just wanted to stay outside cause its like the entrance fee like $18 instead of ten... then i am carry this big bag... anyway later sarah psycho me to go in lor.. use cheat code to go in... so i end up going in for free!!! oh my god!! i am so JIAN!! hahaha...

went to dance with evon n her friends... that day the musix was really nice... oh ya.. then something happen!!! only those went there know... i shant say out... then left soon liao la.. tired...

thurs....
its xmas.. but i am working lor... wat to do my pay is higher ma!! nothing much happen... just that its damm hot k.. went to buy sushi then i saw ernest!! that JI guy from acs baker... came back from aust.. then he is with ming li my pri sch friend... so qiao this world... hahaa... long distance relationship is not an easy thing... they surviveD!!!

// darling... i really really love u... i love ur musix so much... i am addicted to it,.. ur voice touches my heart... ur words moisten my eyes... i am really fallen for ya... how i wish i can fly away with ya right now to a place where we can be alone... think i am fated to be with ya.. i will do my best to survive all problems... i love ya! \\

Monday, December 22, 2003

wau lau super stress....

sun...
went to work... saw charlene wang NP one.. she working lor... at isetan!! that gift section near the toilet there!! hahaha... damm funny she told me got one guy there diam diam approach by gays!! ahhahaa..... anyway get stuff from her got discount!! la la la... oh ya... i gonna buy alot stuff from her... then was super busy that day lor... is continously alot of ppl!! wau siao!!! work till super tired... is continuous... haiz...some girls are just so lucky... one guy bought a mju 300 for his gf... wau... so xin fu... la la la... then later on i saw vanessa!!! wau shock! hahaha she was with shawn from JI that guy... aiyo both from acjc... i was like... erm.. kinda out... anyway... vanessa told me 14 can get into acjc science!!! i was like tiao!!! huh! like that that time i should have go for the appeal but i hum ji nv go...

earn alot today... my pay for today got abt 200bucks!!! la la la...

today....
kao waited for that si ngiap damm damm long... haiz.. i went queensway... then walk in.. i saw ryutaro!!! serene like that japs guy... hahaha couldnt recognise him at first cause he wearing specs!! cool sia!! then later i went walk around shops 3 4 times sia!!! tiao... wanted to buy 2 pairs of shoes but then later wanted to buy 3 pairs but the 3rd pair one dun have my size... end up..

today i bought....
1) nice green n beige belt for just $9.90
2) adidas shoes at $79 old model but is nice... target it for long time...
3) new balance shoes... $89 the previous one dun have my size!!! then choose another one which is not bad...

went tiff house sia... shouldnt have go over cause its like so sian n even thought alot JI ppl there but its like i dunno all lor... only a few... really a few... then left liao... haiz or else i could have been shopping for more stuff in town.. haiz...

anyway today i went to collect my pay!!! so happy... the pay was like double of wat i expected!!!! i thought only get $400 [excluding the sitec show pay] then they gave me $895!!!! la la la!!! i still have not add the sitec show which is like $500 plus lor!!! la la la!!! so happy... but must control my spending power...

i am so stress nowadays... ppl stop pushing me for stuff k... i am just over my limit.....

// i love my friends... i love myself... i love the feeling of loving someone... i love the feeling of being treated very nice by someone... i just wanna hug someone right now... \\

Saturday, December 20, 2003

yest

la la la... yest went to find xue er at far east her work place man.. then i brought chocolate for her!! she like so happy!! hahaha... then later after her work was talking to her at BK.. hehee... talk abt alot of stuff... as usual... we talk damm loud hahaa... oh ya.. that girl who keep on say hi to me everytime she pass by the roadshow... ask me for my number! *tiao* just give her lor... i am not so bad like someone lor.. i dun always reject ppl lor.. then just give her my number... haha she said she is from NP mass com also! hmm so qiao... then aiyo she ask me out! *tiao again* but i dunno leh.. dunno should go out with her or not leh... hahaha... nah see how ba... anyway cant stand those stupid wall's ice cream girls... keep on come n irritate us to buy ice cream from them... every single day.. haiz... cant make it girls who keep on acting cute hahaa... anyway... dun like them... yucks...

later on at nite... went to meet horsy then went monks... later on evon came.. aiyo evon's gf is my st gabs classmate's sis! haha so qiao man!!! then later on rayn came with his friends also.. then liantee came also... i thought she came too... guess i too sensitive.. anyway... poor rayn... lost his new E700 samsung phone!!! aiyo he hor... dance dance then drop out from the pocket... haiz.. poor thing...

haiz... i very sad leh... couldnt find him there yest... wonder where is he man... then saw another one!! just abt to went up... he left!!! ah!!! so suay!! hahaha.... sad-d... aiyo!! horsy all her friends!!! damm chio!! those les!! tiao!! must go monks with horsy in future... sac got alot chio bu also!!! aiyo... esp got this girl very very friendly!!! she very funny!! so chio!!! tiao... hehee... oh ya... saw that bung who look like my cousin!! aiyo!! so shuai!!! i feel like jioing bung leh... ahahah i am so weird sia!!!! then left at 2am lor... cause its like so sian no one to have fun with me....

sat....

aiyo grace how... so funny today went monks with me n xin ting.. then there dun have any les or bung lor... today her fri then is the les nite... then she say no lor everyday also got ppl go... hahaa anyway we promise liao!! next fri go!!! muahahaa!!! i love les! i love bung! i love gay! i love crook ppl! but i just dun like sissy! ahahhaa.... oh ya yest saw this st gabs senior... yucks... so sissfied... from prefect one la... then today talk to grace alot!! aiyo... my deary grace... miss her so much man... haiz.. but she leaving for aust soon... abt one month time... grace!! i love u!!! hehee... so funny man both grace n xin ting... hahaha...

today sold quite alot of cams... hehee anyway.. really sian today.. haiz... i miss all my friends... suddenly... i feel like giving all my friends a kiss n a hug... tell them i love them... hey to all my friends out there!! if ya reading this... i just wan to let u all know.... i love all of ya!!! muack!!!

oh ya!! today beside my roadshow got some stuff going on!!! saw jean tanker!! then i went to took photo with her!! she is so nice!! hehehe gonna show all of ya soon!!! muahahaha....

// y all my timing all so wrong... when i dun like u... u just come for me... when i like ya.. u just go away... is it all my fault or wat?? i think i just dunno how to grab the chance... \\

Thursday, December 18, 2003

!!!!! guess wat!!! someone send me back my wallet!!! oh my god!!! i love that perrson but told my money nvm but all the cards are still there!!! including my neoprints!!! happy!!!! la la la.... but i am now so used to carry that ziplock thing out instead.. so compact.. aiyo but i close my nets n debit card account! haiz... i got it back less than a month... shouldnt go report so early... haiz... nvm... this is my first time lose my wallet.. so must be careful from now on man!!!!

horsy's friend helping me to make a new blog skin!! so happy!! must go get her a xmas present also!!! aiyo yo!! i owe alot ppl xmas present this yr!! must go think what to buy!!! haiz!!

today went for training!! la la la.... alot ppl went for the penang trip... then ok lor didnt played game but was ok la... hahaha today eliza kanna bully by derek like siao! hahahaa... aiya no mood to blog man!! la la la...

so happy that i got back my wallet... cause it really meant alot to me... haruka n shoma gave me one... dun think now levi sell that wallet....

aiyo!!! anyway just now on the way home saw evon!!! haahha!!! she going monk tml!! i also going with her!! la la la... going to ask her intro me alot of butch!! la la la... butch are funny!! hahaha.... i love butch!!! *muack*

// i am gonna see u soon!! hope to see u!! u are so cute!! wanna pinch ur face!! la la la... \\

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

wow!!! today i work i saw alot alot alot ppl i know man!!! really really alot man!!! all walks of life man!

pri sch friends.... zixin, gim chuan, melvin leh that idiot.. as usual lor always see him one... that time at expo work also will see him... am i curse to meet him everytime or not!!! aiyo.. then this girl i think is called ting ting
sec sch friends.... benjamin ho
JI friends... Leslie!! *drool* i super shock that she drop by!! wau lau!! i totally faint!! so chio!! i wan to turn str8 for her!! hahaha!!! aiyo... my first love of this year!! aiyo leslie!! chio bu n she is super duper nice person!!!
Canoe friends... jerlyn!! think she with her bf ar.. hahaa... derek!! when i was in the train back home.. hahaa..
museum friends!! shaffinaz and zaimah!!

later on i went lunch with naodia [debbie's friend] then went to scotts foodcourt! saw stephanie!! and saw phyllicia dunno how to spell la.. haha then saw them!! aiyo so long nv see them le!! the steff told me charlene cut her hair until very nice then blah blah hahaha...

aiyo i was wrong man... that girl work there now is not the samsung girl.. is colin's friend... not wonder i was like huh why that samsung girl suddenly turn till so ugly? hahaha... so bad.. anyway both girls are so foxy.. dun like...

then today novi came!!! aiyo she so nice as usual!! hahaha so sweet.. i told her i am hot.. then she say ok next time which roadshow u work i will put air con just for u! hahaha!! aiyo tao yan! hahah... then novi she dress till so nice!! so diff from the work she is in the office!! like one super star!! hahaha...

oh ya.. then today pin yue came!! then she got into sajc... she wanted to go vjc.. but short of a point! poor thing!! aiyo then tell her go acjc ma!! she like dun wan lor... but i keep nagging her.. then i say.. eh u go ac right at least the sch is much more decent than sa lor.. and u are paying for the same amt of sch fees! why dun go acjc?!?! got swimming nice sch yan dao kia everywhere... aiyo *drool* hahaa then i just keep on nagging her... then talk to her damm damm long!!!

then zixin today pass me back my shirt! aiyo zixin so sweet n nice also!! she help me wash the shirt then return to me!! then she got the new LG 7100 that screen n turn turn turn one!! damm nice lor!! i really love it lor!! its really nice!!! aiyo!!! so nice man!!! haahha...

// are u the one?? or am i the one?? \\

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

woke up late... then ngiap already wait for me in town liao... felt so bad lor cause we went to watch movie that ngiap watch liao haiz... anyway went to buy SPEED CD le!! ELIZA!!! i bought at $17.90!! hahaha! u bought at $18.90!! hahaha! then went GIO get my berms!! hehehe i love it man!

saw yun yi at PS!!! hahaa... saw her again!! aiyo her bf so shuai... *drools* then xue er came!! ya she bought the acs baker sch mag!! wau lau so many yan dao kia!! *drool* haahahh... aiyooyoyoo!! so nice!! so regret nv go acs[alvin chinese school] man.. haiz.. anyway going to look at the book until i siao! hahaa...

the show love actually very nice!! oh my god!!! alot thumbs up!! must watch man... aiyo.. i was like so lovesick n watch that lovey dovy show.. then felt even emptier.. that's why i haiz so much today sarah... haiz... then aiyo that guy so sweet he wrote words on the cards n play xmas song!! hahaha.. love is all around!!! haiz..

oh ya.. then got this part show that super hunky guy going to do that with the girl... then got this young kid couple beside me... the girl keep making that kind of delicious sound then drool on that guy.. then keep saying aiyo so cute... then when show the part of the sexy girl... she beat the bf n say stop staring! wau lau... so suay.. why the gf can see other guys then the bf cant see other girls... haiz...

xue er left early.. then ngiap already at home.. haiz.. then me with nai n sarah... felt so OUT! but ok la cause both of them also my very gd friends ma.. aiyo sarah wore this skirt so short today! hahaha... poor thing then nai nai have to block front n back.. so funny.. then went to find naodia... went around... only find things i like at pacific plaza...

this is wat i want for xmas...

new bag.. quiksilver $69
new long sleeve sweater.. ripcurl $79 very nice!! [maybe will get it..]
new boardshorts.. quiksilver.. $65??
new balance track shoes.. $110 [can bargain la]
new sneaker.. nike.. budget 80 to 100 ba.. ask nai for cheap n nice shoes...
new handphone strap..
new boxer shorts..
new facial wash n scrub.. body shop..
new w-inds album
new accessories...

estimated money spent... $450... wau lau!! alot sia!! haiz... but anyway its worth it lor cause i wont be buying new bag n shoes for like a yr? haha.. i am having 2nd doubt on getting a canoe boat... i think i just get the paddle.. then my trip to japan the money target change from 3k to 4k... i love japan! *muack*

then just now walk past the roadshow.. hahaha no one notice me! hahaa.. then that samsung girl.. kao she looks like shit today.. then got show sarah they all the pic beforehand then all said chio.. after seeing her there.. nai nai said... sarah lucky i hold ur hand! wau lau nai nai damm bad sia!! chek arh.. oh ya! today saw mok xiao ling... she not as pretty as that day saw her leh.. then saw that lin xiang pin.. on the way home i saw louis n cynthia!! my ex collegue from kushin bo!! hahaa but they dun recognise me then nv talk to them la...

was at borders just now... cant find many books on canoe polo leh... even canoe also dun have much.. then saw only this bk.. then was looking at it.. was looking for some stuff that will help me during the game.. hahaha aiya canoe polo stuff i will blog at my canoe polo blog..

// i dun wan to remember the past.. i just wan to carry on my way.. find someone NICE to me.. someone who really CARE abt me.. NOT COLD towards me.. \\
from xue er blog!! damm funny!! light up my day!!!

I took a bus home. I mean I always take train one, but dunno why I jsut suddenly feel lie taking bus. And the most.. hmmmmm.. how should I put it across....??? Anyway while I was on bus, at a certain stop this guy (*shld be around my age or a bit older*) sat beside me. Then, in front of us got this couple was like soooooo into each other lo. They were hugging and whispering, kissing like SIAO! In the bus some more.. i really felt so disgusted. But free show mah, so watch lo... HAHAHAHA... worse still beside our seat was another couple. But this time is teenager one, ONE GIRL ONE BUTCH.. also hugging and kissing like SIAO, even more passionate then the couple in front of us. So we were like surrounded with 2 free show to watch. We kept looking at the butch one.... until got one part the bus jerk then the butch fell of her seat. Me and that guy just burst out laughing at the SAME time, so paiseh lorX, cos so loud. The butch's girlfriend stare at us, the guy also stare back and made a face. Then I cannot control, kept laughing... until almost cry. The guy really so brave and funny, cos he some more whisper out loud saying," want to kiss also dunno how to seat properly!" SO FUNNY lo... in the end me and that guy just ended up talking. HAHAHAHAH~!!! We were discussing about kissing couples on the bus... -laughs- Hes name is Chris... very funny person... through teh whole journey he kept on suaning the butch. Laugh until i also got stomach ache. I alighted earlier than him, he did asked me for my number but I told him I got no handphone. At first he gave me that," dont bluff me" kind of look. But I explain to him about how I lost my phone thingy... then he believe me. hahah, so he very sweet, he so paiseh to ask my house number. But I told him its better if I dont give him my house number... very dangerous maHx... my mother~!!! He was okay with it, ended up he gave me hes number. HAHAHA, and said," you call me ok. No need paiseh. Maybe we can do something tgt or take bus see kissing couples fall off their seats again!" HAHAHAHA (*the butch was still on the bus lo*) I think he purposely add the last sentence. Buttttttttt hes is so funny and nice~! =) -sighs- dunno if should call hima not??? So weird loX, girl call boy + I only know less than an hour + I will be betraying my never call people theory. -shrugs- Must call alvin and ask what he thinks. -smiles- He quite good looking lo, can make it. Sporty look. he was wearing surf shorts, normal tee and quick silver slippers. carry big big bag, also dun know inside put what, can get so big. hahahaha... oh and he wore spects.. look intelligent -smiles-

Monday, December 15, 2003

today went training in the morning wau lau no one lor... only me n wei hong nia!!! haiz... no choice la... then we just gym lor... hahaa so strengthless... anyway later on i dunno why i just got the urge to run for 20 rounds... haiz.. guess in the movies they show ppl who just fall out of love can really run alot... haiz... *sad-ed* anyway... i am still in a saded mood... just act strong in front of everyone la... end of the day still sit down n stare into empty spaces...

later on i go meet xue er go for job interview lor... anyway nothing to do also... hahaha the 77th street office very stylo leh!! hahaha... then later on go town.. PS giordano... aiyo!! miss everyone!!! kanika!!! i suddenly just really really miss working at giordano lor... aiyo kanika... got new ah boy liao... dun wan me le... the new ah boy also same as us.. 17.. but taller than me.. haiz.. but he like very toot toot one leh... hahaha aiyo that angie hor so funny!! aiyo if only i am working at PS now... haiz... sad-ed so sad-ed but couldnt lor... due to sch work n canoe... haiz... miss everything... then saw kai shi n jo.... hahaha so qiao... anyway i reserve a berms today at gio!!! super cheap got staff discount!!! only $13.30!!! muahahaha i going to get another one also so shota... my host mother's son... aiya now he grown up le... almost same size as me... then later walk awhile more left le....

then today canoe training.. haiz everyone is like against each other sia... so scary... so fierce n tense... aiyo relax la... i am not in any position to talk la cause i so long nv come down... anyway... i twisted my ankle!!!!!!!!! aiyo... n now my stupid mother she dun wan to gimme money to see the chinese doc lor... so sad... i got a very poor life la.. haiz.. so must work in holiday.. cause my mother forever dun wan to gimme money to buy stuff lor.... fuck sia... she wan me to walk like some handicapped ppl forever.... hate her... i will nv forget how she scar my face ok.... i am the only one with scar on my face... not even my 2 idiotic brothers... argh... sometimes i look into the mirror... really sad... feel like crying lor... why she abuse me so badly when i was young... take the incense poke my face k! n wack on my face... haiz.... its seems that my life seems so worthless.... haiz... still emotionally instable...... i need someone to comfort me now.... haiz... felt so empty inside me... haiz...

eliza bought SPEED new album... i going to buy tml too... its super nice... esp stars to shine again, crying and walking in the rain.......... i super duper like walking in the rain lor... describe exactly how i feel now... so lonely... walking in the rain with no umbrella... and the song crying also.... aiyo... why i feel so xin ku now... i dnno why everynite i just feel very sad... maybe cause i know by the end of the day... i am still all alone... why when i cry my heart is feeling pain.... haiz... feeling really low now... haiz.. leave me alone..... haiz... if one day i just left... just forgive me for not telling u all... haiz.. wat am i thinking now... haiz...

// i just feel so sad now.... really sad... that someone who is really meant for me... pls come out n save me from dying... i am feeling weak now... i think i should just really been gay ba.. hurt by girls so much... someone just come help me pls... \
Ken Dear Dear: haiz... forget it la dear... i think i give up le... i am not god.. i dunno wat she is thinking... she keep on being so quiet... i dunno wat she thinking... i am just like stuck in the dead end...

Sarah jie mei: haiz... i sad is it because i still have feeling for her??? or is it that i just felt so empty with no one around... haiz.. i dun even think she knows i am suffering.... its killing me... haiz..


Xue Er: not funny lor... i actually very sad la... dun see me joke with u... i just try to forget my sadness... but its all comes back to me... so glad u find the one u like... haiZ... wat abt me... will just forever be single... i just dun have the right to love... i must have done some kind of sin...

Ziting: ya its yun yi from MBS one our class mate......

Sunday, December 14, 2003

its just another tiring day.... argh... i dunno why everytime alot ppl misunderstood wat i said in my blog... haiz.. anyway.. i dun like that samsung girl k... n she hor... kao.. think she is a fox... then the colin that dealer of the roadshow go let her work n replace us olympus staff! wat the fuck lor!! cause its like... we olympus give him all the free gifts n rent all the spacefor him n he earn damm damm alot like shit... n he is kicking us out! wat the fuck!! anyway amos n jordan know abt it man!! wonder if they can change the dealer!!! if not just ask him be the cashier man n shut up!!! idiot...

ok tell u all who i saw past 2 days... i saw kym ng!! she super chio in real life!! then saw tat cynthia koh again.. she speaks ang moh to her bf... LOL.. then saw yun yi!!! hahaha 4yrs nv see her!! she in MJC lor.. then that day they show me his bf then i saw it real life... wau!!! really shuai.. *drool*... hahaha.. then saw that wei heng... yucks... then diana n naomia or naodia.. aiyo the twins i until now still can differentiate.. then toilet pass by also!!! oh ya.. then ac later on at nite drop by with her sis n her mother!! hahaa.... ac said i hit her very hard that nite at monks.. then i was like... huh??? hahaha super fun man!! esp the me against the music!!! muahaha.... i wan to go monks again this fri!!! someone jio me can??? must go msg kerrie... hehee... oh ya... then i saw a few bungs i saw at monks the other day.. hahaa...

sarah: dear sarah... dun sad leh... actually nai nai really turn into a nice nice guy... thank to u.. really.. he really chance into a really nice gentleman now.. i dun think he like someone else or wat.. dun feel so insecure la... he really fu chu alot for u... haiz... i am so shock but what he did for u... i dun even know if i can do that for the one i like......

haiz... i dunno man... everytime i look at a couple holding hands joking around walking down the street... i just envy them... its like so xin fu lor... i always day dream that soon i will be like them..... able to hold her hand... walking down the street... but for not... i dunno why... i think i too rush into making the decision that i should not like her.... i guess that day i am just super duper emotionally super duper down... i am feeling very emotion unstable nowadays... haiz... i think i can cry whole day long... haiz... i dunno why... i think i am so BI lor..... i am still thinking abt tat jappy guy at monks that day... haiz... i really dun like any girl now.... i so irritated by those girls who come forward n trying to know me... esp that wall's ice cream girls.. aiyo.. keep on looking at me.. aiyo... then everyday at friendster those girls keep wanting me to add them.. siao... dream on,... i guess i should just put i am GAY at friendster... then no girls will msg... aiyo.. also got those fat fat disgusting guys also come ask me to add them... yucks... haiz..

// i dunno if i still like u or not... i just cant think now... i am feeling tired... i am very sad now... i am in a depression period... i just wan to isolate myself... i just need a break.... i cant take it anymore... i going to breakdown soon... \\

Saturday, December 13, 2003

Fri...

happy birthday to zixin!!! super duper tired today... haiz... then met ngiap at 8plus for dinner... he still thinking to go later or not... idiot lor is not i wan to say him but he everytime dunno why so against zixin lor... then dun go because its her bday..... wat the hell... hello... u can go for our sake also??? sometimes he just treat all his friends as spare tire... start to hate him again...

met ac first.. then went to marina n find ms lee!!! its been 4 yrs since i last seen her!!! my rugby teacher in pri sch!! then she shock that she is not teaching rugby now but rope skipping... then i was like *tiao* hahaa.. then she said... hello rope skipping got alot style k... hahaha... then saw other ppl also... then left for mad monks!!!

fri day... les nite on mad monks!! my fav!! muahaha.... but dun see as many chio les as last time leh... but somehow this time round got alot bung lor... then very few guys... saw this guy!!! super cute!! *drool* he look super jap man!! i think he is younger than me by 2 yrs? he is the only guy with one whole grp of bung man!!! sia la!! fierce! aiyo... i cant get u outta my head... hahaa... ya ya... then went dancing for an hrs come out cuz ac they all complaint too hot... then later was like telling ac... ac i hope later they play my fav music.. britney spears me against the musix.... wau lau!! they played it when we went in for awhile!!! super high!!!! hehee!! i super duper love that song!!! muahahaha!!! aiyo!! then later on went home liao....

sun...

kao i overslept... dun feel good today... hate that dealer at the roadshow now man... aiya got alot stuff happen just lazy to mention it... hahah horsy came over!! but was serving customer so cant talk to her.... oh ya today serve this stupid shitty american!! idiot lor... ask me if the voice recorder can do this stuff.. then i said cant only can edit it on the pc with the software... then he THREW BACK the recorder back to me n said... WAT SHIT RECORDER IS THIS!!! SONY CAN DO IT... then i counter back... THEN GO BUY SONY LA!! i super tu lan!!! idiot... fuck man!! shit this kind of ppl man... wau i super duper pissed.... anyway i dun like americans just think they are bunch of poser... think they smart... (ya right)...

oh ya!! ppl!! i declare that i am gay man!!! i will turn str8 only if BOA jio me!! muahahaa... hahhaa aiya just any chio bu come jio me lor... i still thinking of that cute guy man!! muaahahhahaa.... cannot say guy cuz his super young... ok... cute BOY!! hahaha... oh ya then samsung booth there got this chio bu!!! only weekend then come... wau lau!!! i drool lor!!! super BoA lookalike sia!!! DROOL!!!! but she is 5 yrs older than me... hahaha.... nv i just see lor... nowadays i just like to stare at gd looking ppl n just day dream........... k la better sleep early!!!!!

// i just wanna collapse onto the floor... cry out all my sufferings... all i wan is just to have someone i can be devoted to.. i wan to hold ur hand n just walk down the streets.... but it seems that all these just break into pieces of glass that can never be join again... i shall just carry on finding new glass bottle to fill it with my love... or maybe i am just fated not to love anyone?? i wonder... \\

Thursday, December 11, 2003

wanted to blog yest... but something wrong with the blog... anyway.. yest wanted to like just enjoy myself at home then go for training later... who knows... amos called me and ask me to go n work cause feng yi is sick... so go down lor... if not dun think they can find any other ppl liao... trying to be a nice guy!!!

sux man... nothing... no business it just keep on raining... hate it... anyway.. dunno why suddenly got this girl came n ask for my number... siao... say her friend like me... tiao... just give lor dun wan ppl say i dao... then that girl came to ask she look like my japs friend!! chihiro... aiya anyway all cannot make it one man...

suppose to leave at 9 but delay till 10 sia... those customer damm funny... early early dun wan to come.. wait till we wan to close then come... idiot man... anyway... went to find jia zhen they all having this donation thingy at taka there... later on just went home...

today...

went to swim with ngiap... then nick came later... saw that st gabs guy think is edmund... aiyo damm paisei.. we were wearing the same trunk! *dionk* anyway.. just left n go meet roger go cut hair... nick gonna highlight his hair... then si nick keep on condemn olympus n ngiap also keep on suan me... idiot... CANON sux k!!!

went to cut my hair was really short... just like 1st 3months that time in JI hahaha... oh my god!! my hair now is just so black i miss that feeling!!! so boy boy... and now m black hair dun look black... look more like brown k... something wrong with me hair hahaa....

anyway think nick wasted his money highlight cause didnt highlight much n he paid 40... then i quickly go canoe training was super late... left at 5... then i took wrong bus,.. then no choice liao la take cab... kao... i chiong down then guess what... the equipment stuff store is not open yet... kao n i wasted $$ on cabs... haiz... aiya dun wan to say abt canoe today man... everyone just like hated each other like that... think the canoe spirit is dying... kinda pissed today... no one appreciate my effort to try to go down... n bang me here n there... is like HELLO... i am took leave on training dates... this whole month i am either working or training... not much social life... sux.. argh...

// i just hate to love u... cause loving u is just like killing me slowly.. i dun wan to commit sucide by loving u... my heart is crying.. i dun wan my heart to suffer... if this carrys on... i am just being an idiot with no life... i cant stand it... i going crazy... u just dun appreciate it... i am trying not to hate u..... i guess i should just give up... do watever u wan... i cant be bother....\\

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

yo yo yo...

sun...

went for my japs test... kao!! damm alot of ppl!!! kao so scary really alot ppl took the test sia.... so happy i brought my green jacket my okasan got for me... the classroom was so cold!!! freezing even though i wore jacket lor... then i just anyhow do la... cant be bother... hahaha...

went to harbour front n meet them... only shi ting grace zi xin nai ac n me lor... then the sky black black we decide not to go beach cuz it would rain somehow... so we walk round sentosa!!! heheeh.... quite fun la!! then told alot nice nice photo with nai's camera.... olympus MJU 300... LOL!!! got this photo look like some cheerleading pose!!! muahaha... super nice lor all the pics.. hehee....

later on nai nai went to queensway buy his boots... then his parents drove us to grace house!!! its been 4 yrs!!! since i went to grace house!! i miss tong tong!! her dog!!! aiyo miss everything!! grace room is nice!! her bed is big n nice!! aiyo!!! then we snatch to see MJC yearbook!! eh super happening leh that is what i think la... ac also think so!!! muahahaha!!! then she was like.. eh alvin we should have go JC for a year then go poly man.. siao la!! waste time... hahaa... anyway later on we walk to canadian pizza to eat... on the way... alot of stuff change!! miss the place so much... i guess once grace left for aust... i wont have the chance to visit the place la...

then xue er came n was furious cause i nv told her we change our venue... cause canadian pizza only deliver dun have dine in... kao... then i told her... u dun have phone wat... then she counter back say i should call her house... then is like she is not at home liao ma... haiz... tiao... then during the dinner was so fierce sia... even ac they all dun dare to talk to her... XUE ER!! i think u are getting this very spoilt princess kind of attitude lor... better change k!! or else... even i cant stand it liao man!!!

later on we walk to grace house behind that garden... aiyo some kids just so childish n kao peh us for making alot of noises... but hello... its not ur house lor... immature!! then we played ice & fire!!! super nice!! hahaha... aiyo... dam funny then ac bang onto zixin... sia la... car accident... hahaha... super fun... but gtg lor cause its late.. n ac next day got sch...

mon...

went training.... no one there!!!!!!!!!! only me!! tiao kao all went to help out with the extro camp sia.... then i do my own push up n running lor.... aiyo saw this couple running touch here n there... kao i wan to puke lor... hello... if u wan to run just run.. if u wan to date just go town... if u wan to have sex.. just go hotel k... dun come to the track n kiss n touch n do that kind of stuff lor... wau lau... wat a turn off... then went to serangoon swimming pool meet ngiap to swim...

he is so late man.. first time there... aiya no mood to swim.. then later on go sim lim with him then go spy on those salesman... see how they sell camera... idiot... say bad things abt olympus! PUI!!! i dun like panasonic n recommend me panasonic one... idiot... then si ngiap... he PANG SEH me lor... went out with his MJ friends to eat BO JIO me lor... then still say i thick skin wan to go join him...... WAU LAU.... PISSED... idiot... then i call my dear dear ryan... he come down.. but make me wait damm long also... oh ya... my face was swollen today!! looks fat!! haiz... anyway went town lor... then ryan go pirece his ear haha... stupid guy so funny... idiot!! oh ya!! then i saw karen!!! stupid idiot!!! she not coming for canoe liao lor... wau lau... haiz...

tues...

my eye lids swollen!!! swollen until i from double eye lids to single eyelids!!!!!!!! so swollen man!! kao die!! then i wore specs to work lor... i look so fat... abit like pan wei bo... hahaha.... i guess i am allergic to something man... haiz anyway bad day... kanna accuse of spoiling that c-5060 cam but feng yi know that is not i spoil one lor... think must be that epson guy spoil one lor... i use nv spoil k... haiz anyway forget it... i need more $$$ nowadays to eat more... getting so hungry so easily... hmmm i am still waiting for my pay sia... argh.... i need to start to do my xmas shopping list... tml i going for training hope got ppl ar!!! guess will meet nai nai go swim first... anyway... go sleep le.... oyasumi!!! i wan to get my new balance shoes on thurs!!!!!!!!

// i just wanna love u... \\

Saturday, December 06, 2003

!!!! guess wat!!! today i saw wu jun ru!! that HK comedy actress!!! hahaha her hair was totally orange!!! then saw my dear dear ryan... then today bad weather... sux anyway not in the mood to blog... cuz i think gonna fail my jap test cause i nv study n dun bother to study now... hope i just pass by luck!! ganbatte masu!!! hehee... oh ya... i went to my dear ryan's friend blog then saw the photo then saw serene!! that horsy that sac senior!! i know her too!! *LOL* its a small world after all! hahaha... haiz tml the sentosa gathering abit pathetic... haiz... anyway hope the best for it...

// i love ya baby... i am afraid that i cant control my feelings for u... cuz.. my love for u is overflowing... save me from drowning in the sea of love... \\

Friday, December 05, 2003

today wake up early... went for that audition... it was very funny lor... dunno should tell u all what they ask me do.. but i just think that i look very stupid... the girl ask me to wear this stupid soccer jersey... yucks.. hahaha anyway she ask me to took out my ear stud... then i took out... aiyo!!! alot those dried blood that kinds of stain there... yee... anyway went for work later on...

aiyo my collegue forever late sia... now i shant be puntual for work man.. hahaa... sia la everyday eat mac breakfast until my that coupon is gonna used up liao... must think of other things to eat.. haha..

was really a nice day today sia.. cuz.. ken dear dear come n visit me la... hehehe then we went to take neoprint... hahaha me n feng yi were suppose to eat mah but i still feeling quite full so i go take neoprint with my ken ken dear... just the 2 of us... so sweet.. hahaha... we hug n kiss leh.. then touch here n there... hahaa... then he left.. he tired.. then go find feng yi.. then carol wong! she *toot* me.. hahaa... she was out with her sis... even though her sis is a yr older but look like carol mother... *LOL*

later on pin yue drop by!! she was wearing this nice blue dress.. hahaha wore dress for campfire!! then later serene liantee and roby chan came!! *LOL* then serene wanted to take photo but she felt pai sei-ed cause alot of the collegue were around la... hahaa... then later they left... then again i was like standing there then saw someone walk past....!!!! look like sim jun jie!! my pri sch friend!!! but i didnt go forward to ask whether is it him or not.. anyway later on.. i was serving this auntie.. she was with her sons.. then i saw this guy looks damm damm familiar.. i keep on looking at him.. he also look back... but just cant remember who is he... hmmm... maybe just someone i saw on friendster *LOL*

then later on nai nai n sarah also drop by... hahaha... then i go for break... then join them for dinner... at KFC.. hahhaa that's is the advantage to work in town... can see alot of ur friends n go join them eat or play during break hahaa... wau today like really super duper saw alot ppl..

after work went to find roby chan they all.. they were at hereen... then saw the cynthia koh with that channel U that shuai ge.. saw benjamin... that carol that benjamin my st gabs senior that guy... hahaa... walk around then saw this guy at a shop look like andrew my biotech lecture that andrew *LOL* got a shock...

went hmv... the japs stuff all move up to level 3... dunno why they move lor... then poor roby chan she bought tackey & tsubasa that single for $29+ got it from hmv... then now the price drop to $11+ wau she heart pain! poor thing... nakanaide! genki genki yo! the w-inds long road single is $19+ dunno should buy or not.. haiz.. then just walk walk then left already...

// long time no see! nice to see u today! *shy* ganbatte ne... \\

Thursday, December 04, 2003

!!!!! ok.. today i was on the escalator up to lido... then got this 2 lady in front of me... turn back... turn again.. then stare at me... i was like... huh... stare wat! wat did i do... later did i know that.. they were asking me to go for an auditon for a telecommunication commercial!!!! wau i shock sia!! muahaha... so excited lor... thinking that i will be in a commercial... my dream k!!! then i ask again so wat commercial will that be?? they said it will be either singtel M1 or starhub... i was hoping that is not M1 lor... cause i owe them 400plus the bill... hahaha.... *run away* hehee so happy but i dunno how to go her office there... tml morning 8am must wake up... then early got the office... cause later still got work sia....

dear ken ken call me today... aiyo... so sweet of him man... talk cock to me... he really know how to talk cock sia... idiot... ask me dun buy canoe boat... cause i can eat $1000 worth of japanese food with that amt of money... idiot sia!!! hahaha then he so sweet lor... just msg me ask me if tml he visit me need his to bring any food for me... aiyo... i just wan HIM can already... i love u ok dear!! *muack*

hehehe today sold a few MJU camera!! both 300 n 400!! hehehe so happy for those who buy MJU!! gd choice!! then colin gave me 100 print voucher!! muahaha... oh ya.. then i get to know the epson guy who work there!! ask him print photos for me!!! FREE!! muahaha epson printer is good.. the quality is good... my digi cam the resolution is lousy... sux sia...

anyway.. this is my MJU picture!!! using a 5megapixel cam to take one!!!


my fav pix!!


me and takky holding same cam leh!! hahaha....

// ken ken... i love u... i wont look at any other guys but u...\\

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

hehee... hmm... shall blog more abt my expo experience hahaa... got another guy in olympus one nv see him before but very friendly... hahaha he siao siao one... keep on saying me look like beckham... kao.. siao siao.. then saw the andy again... he really super duper look like jaron lor... sia la.. should take photo with either one of them then show them... hahaa... really look like bro sia.. tiao... hahaha the andy also very funny one hahaa... then he go dye his hair blond... looks gd on him but he looks beng lor.. hahaa.. was really fun la during the 4 days...

oh ya did i mention that one of the guy there called darren the mingxue look alike... then he from st gabs also.. hahha but he graduate even before i got in st gabs hahaha.. i really love the mju 300 lor... someone give it to me pls.. hahaa...

today ac come down n collect my bio notes from me.. haha one whole box lor she was like *tiao* hahah... then went for dinner with her.. hahah,, then she talk alot cock sia... hahaha then she damm cham lor.. their sch sux really,,, jump jump jump to so fast... i like one month before my exam then learn DNA stuff she 2nd lesson just jump into the topic le... kao super fast lor... then met horsy!! she with zeng zi..

eh hope tml can go look at shoes with nai n horsy leh... cause the 2 of them going to find jobs together.. wau lau pei me in the morning first leh hahah... seriously i need a new n nice n good track shoes lor... that day wore eugene that old track shoes he dump in the club house... wau super nice lor... i can just keep on running nonstop lor.. 2 rounds round the campus k!!! siao siao.. usually i will just die.. think i should get maybe addidas one... nike track shoes just totally sux k... eugene one is fila.. maybe i will consider fila n addidas la.. get a cheap good n nice design one... muahha... but dunno my mother will gimme money or not... just ask 100 from her ba...

i report lost of cards yest.. debit card replace must pay $10 then NETS is $5.. tiao i dun think i wan to replace la... cause now i can still bank in my money just that i cant withdraw hahaha that is good so that i cant draw money.. muahaha...i dunno why.. recently i very happy that i lost my NETS card.. hehe!!! i think that NETS is very sinful!! make u draw money... just like vampire slowly draw blood from u... draw until dry up!! muahaha!! now i just need to replace my islander n IC card lor.. and ya student card ar!! so doom sia... argh..

aiyo!!! sometime i blog dun even know if i got mention some stuff in the previous post... aiyo i really love the kitago that pe shirt n the jacket lor!!! wow!! super nice hehe... must request for the shorts from okasan!! hehehe... must get a set ma.. actually still got pants one too... dunno should go request from her for the pants or not.. hahaha... must go send back stuff to her in return for the gift... hmm let's go back gio again... but can withdraw $$$!!! tiao... haha.. so nowadays just request $$$ from my monther hahaa... yeah!! she will be my ATM instead...

nowadays i go work keep on bring my laptop i think its good lor.. then can do my stuff when no one around cause no one scold me!! hahaha... no la... then can use the camera here and take photos!!! hehee... going to write letter to okasan soon... after my japs exam ba...

grace wrote testi for me!!! aiyo... i really love her man!!! grace my super duper besty friends... actually grace is my super duper besty friend even before me n xue er become so close!! hehee!!! aiyo miss her so much lor!!

this is wat she wrote!!!

yOyoZ.. alViN!!wahz..realli like so long no SEE u le..but heng tt time at orchard bus stop saw U..haha.. nearly cannot recognise U ah..hee~U become SO musculAr and shuaiER le..heh!much manly TOo...compare to pri school that time when u r quite small size and ya voice not yet break...heh heh..ya singing at tt time realli is kinda torturing eh..haha but mi dun mind listening to U..coz V.GOOD friends MA..but now kinda miss it..hEe..SO u better call mi n SING for mi b4 i Go aust.haha...ya lo..pri school is realli fun ah..we like tok bout anything de.. u still rem tt u tell mi bout the "person" who is also in library de... the one always "M"( our sercret passworD) U..haha...sEE so long aGo still rem ah..haa! realli enjoy hangin out with U..but the tupiD mr wonG always aim uS de..COZ we realli tok a lot in class..wahaha..luckily we all now escape from his hand palm le( direct translation from chi) haa...dun sae bout the toilet incident lE!! ahahaha...darn MaLU lO! haa.. mX will definately suan mi tt wheneva he sEE mi...haha..but it is realli veri funnie... will not forget tt punishment de..yuP yuP! will not forget u TOO WOR.. keep in touch!mi will e-mail u WOR and also SENT some anG moh bikiNI babes photoS back 4 u..enuFF friend AH! hee..ohhhh... u like jAP rite..tink there also Got..coz oversea students ma..if got to noe any of them mi intro 2 u k?haa.. take care ya! WIsh u aLl the best in wateva u Do!! haa~ REm to miss mi WOR when i m away... =)

my blog entry is so long dunno if u all are reading it hahaa... so long w-inds... aiyo just read xue er blog.. kao she so poor thing... her evil mother scold her so badly n her bro slap her... kao really the worst thing ever happen is when a guy slap a woman ma.... somemore is her little bro slap her lor... kao... no big no small liao leh... kao... xue er... i will help u take REVENGE!!!!

// its just u n me... in the world of fantasy.. filled with nothing but love that just keep dripping on us... keeping us alive.. live for each other.. \

Monday, December 01, 2003

wau sia la!!! was late for work today... suppose to go down at 930 but i 9 then woke up.. super tired k.. then i rush then 10am then reach not so bad la... so sian lor... hehehe far east got cheap printout... muahaha... think going to print some photos soon... i really need to study for my japs sia... super rusty... is this sunday sia... die la... i didnt even memorise all my katagana... die!!!

then today jordan pass me the korean cm cd of olympus mju 400 advertisement... looks stupid lor... the whole thing cant see much abt that cam only the last 5 secs.... wat the hell... unlike japan one... muahahaha.... today time flies la... kao the road show is for the whole month till jan 4!!! then amos told me to work for the whole month!!! if really work for the whole month... the basic pay with be at least 2k!!! muahahaa.... ya ya ya... i wan man!! muahah... town the sales is good la.. then i xmas also wan to work cause the pay will be 8.25 per hour!!! hehehe anyway is until 9 ma... then later on can go countdown in town!!1 mauahhaha.... hehehe... oh ya... hey must go book hotel in town then can rest n put all our stuff there....

today working there... saw abiel that RI guy from JI 1st 3 months... then later on ngiap come visit me with his MJ friends... he didnt carry bag looks dam funny... like woodbridge patient.. cause in hospital they usually wear those very light colour clothes ma... hahaa... wed i am taking off... anyone wan to go queensway shopping centre to shop for track shoes with me?!?!? then later on at 540 got training... die la... its been like almost 2weeks since i train... sure die one!!! miss all my canoe mates man....

// loving u.. \\

Sunday, November 30, 2003

muahaha... finally the show is over man.. hehee... my pay is 80 per day.. so four day is 320.. still have not counted my commission.. si eddie... wan to kill him lor... say this show we will at least get 1.5k each home but i think i will get abt at least 550 lor... hope can get 600 plus... this show the sales was really bad for all brands lor... kao.. our target is like 500k and canon is 1 million!!

haiz... i really dun like that DJ at our booth there... other DJ like the panasonic one play those music so nice ours? play dunno wat hokkien n stupid chinese song... k.. i think u all think the DJ must be some chao ah beng... pls lor... NO... its an indian! dunno why he play those songs lor... seriously is damm sucky... and always speaks at the wrong timing... so loud n all the promoter cant speak to the customer sia... wan to go ask him shut up.. but was damm busy...

yest nai nai came over n i intro his mother to buy my dream camera mju 300... seriously chio k!!! wau lau eh!!! hey nai if ur mother one year later dun wan hor... sell me... hahaha i wan!! hahaha... then i ask eddie abt whether will that cam be obsilate... then he said wont lor... muahaha... wait for the price drop somemore man... then later on nai msg me say the cam is really good lor cause he was taking photo in town with all those xmas lighting... hahaha... told him liao!! muiahaha.... seriously olympus camera is really got quality until panasonic man... sux... so wat they are using leica lens but the overall of the camera can utilize the lens... in the end... its a shit cam....

ok this is wat i discover during the show abt those brand promotion with the gift... panasonic they give very very little.. the most 3 items and they bluff ppl abt the gift price worth how much lor... its all bullshit man!!! then canon... hahaha.... the master of "cheater" u see they give so many stuff huh... actually all their gift is all those 3rd party stuff n is damm cheapo one lor.. they give by quantity but not quality.. the rest not sure la hahaa....

anyway saw that stupid melvin again sia... kao cant believe he is super flirt... u know during the show... those msn girls they wore butterfly suits.. then he go take photo with them... then pose until as if he damm yan dao u know... hey my collegue also said so k!! haha... then jeffrey n feng yi said that w-inds long road super nice!! hahaa... i got taste ma... seriously i like the song alot k... hehee... ya then after the show dunno who go steal our metal catalog stand lor... all the flyers were all on the floor lor... if is our own ppl move the stand away all those catalog wont be stack on the floor... then went to eat with them at bedok....

amos call me to work for tml again... i was like k lor... anyway if tml i dun work.. i dun think i can wake up on time to go for training... damm... i really miss training k... then tues to fri dunno should go for the first aid course or do the roadshow.. it is at town lor... so i was like very keen to work cause can see alot ppl there ma... then everyone of u all can find me.. but its like i promise xin yu that i will go help her to be the first aider for the camp next week... maybe i just go help her with something else ba... haiz...

ppl... i am seriously like need to do alot of stuff but i like just keep on working n working n working lor... i dunno whether i should go ahead to work or just stop n do other stuff... i got my japs test on 7 dec n is like i didnt study leh... i dun wan to fail lor... its like i am from advance class k!! later fail really damm pai sei sia... oh ya... i love my host mother... she sent me the kitago junior high sch pe shirt n the green jacket lor!!! super duper nice k!!! wau lau!!! got sew my name on it too k!!! the 2 cost 10,000yen which is singapore $150!!!!!! damm ex right their uniform... wat to do... its japan... damm it... i really seriously love sick lor... i am miss my that mju 300 blue... i wan to hold it... kiss it... use it... shoot it... LOL... aiyo!!! eh ask the olympus have a advertisement on that day then ask me be the model *LOL*.... zoe tay is the spokeman for the mju 400... but i still think mju 300 is better than 400... cause of the colour... 400 is gold ok.. so obiang... mostly for those 20 odd ladies... kao.. mju 300... i just love ya k baby... *muack*.....

// cont work hard... for our future... for our happiness... \\

Friday, November 28, 2003

sian sian... today as usual la... the crowd still quite little lor... aiyo i brought my laptop then keep showing the mju 300 CM!! super nice k!! hahaha... aiyo!!! i just now go friendster see... then look at grace testimonials from her friends... haiz.. i suddenly felt so sad lor...super super sad leh... cause she is leaving for aust soon... miss her soo much lor... ever since we graduate she start to drift away... we were super duper close during pri sch... aiyo... i just miss her so muchie... grace ar... grace... ya we gonna organise a farewell thingy for her.... will be either at ac or my house lor... ard xmas period.... dun feel like blogginy.. i go sleep...

// my eyes are drying... i am staring at ur name for too long... i dun wanna blink... cuz i might just lose u in that blink of moment... it's just gonna be you.. \\

Thursday, November 27, 2003

!!!! i am so excited today!! muahaha!!! i saw mju 300 in blue instead of silver!!! super chio lor!!! it was only meant to be in japan only!!! but this time round!!! they import to singapore only for this show sia!!! super super right!!! eh i really wan it... i love it so much till who buy for me... i love that person... then novi said... if she got for me then i have to date her out 10 times!! *doink* haha... i really love it lor... then they say try hit the target then the blind bonus go request for it lor... wau lau i really love that camera lor!!! it is so so so so chio.... so much chio-er than canon sia... eh ppl if u all go expo pls come the olympus booth find me!! i am selling voice recorder!!! so anyone wan voice recorder pls come look for me k!!! oh ya!! guess wat!!! if u sign 18months contracts with starhub maxonline u can get X box for $49!!!!1 super good sia!! i am getting that.... hehehe... pai sei abit short the entries tired la...

// *huggiez* u are so sweet... i am just gonna rot due to ur sweetness... i am just got a sweet tooth... \

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

hey ppl!! i going to work tml till sun at expo the sitex show!! come find me at olympus vioce recorder booth!! if u all wan to buy voice recorder pls find me k!!! the deal super good sia.. the camera giving alot of free gift!! so tempted to buy the mju 300 my dream camera... but must save $$$ for my canoe boat n paddle n go japan... haiz... i dunno leh.. the most i think abt it... kinda feel like giving up the hope of going to japan with the 3k... dunno why leh... guess it is abit tough to get 3k by next yr end...

went tamp gym with ngiap today... wau lau! so *lost* in the gym as in dunno what to do lor... still prefer NP gym... haiz.. then went to run 2.4km at the stadium... later on go TM walk walk... hahaha ngiap gonna buy the LG phone!! i think it is super nice lor... tempt me to change phone sia... but i wont!!! i must stick to my save money... esp now since i lost my wallet....

shit man!!! i just realise that my house key is in my wallet n the IC got my house address!!! that is so serious sia!!!!! doom ar!!! i dunno leh... later the person come into my house... but sometime the person wont know when the house no ppl to go in right... n i dun dare to tell my mother lor... she will CHOP me up... argh... so doom... shit man somemore if change house key... my house got only one wooden door with fix lock... kao.... *DOOM* guess i should tell her that i lost my wallet over the phone......
haiz.... die la.... die!!! kao... i really suay beyond suay... kao... how sucky can my suay-ness get... arh!!!

Tuesday, November 25, 2003

wau lau..... super suay sia... i now super sad k.... i lost my wallet on mon night... then tues morning then i realise i lost it!! argh... then went to police station they say no need to report liao... just wait for a week if nv receive then go make new one... argh... sux it lor.,.. really hope someone pick up n return me lor... the wallet is my japs friends gave me one... shoma n haruka... haiz... i really treasure it lor... haiz... i guess will buy back the same wallet... but now i am wallet-less... then i lost my nets also how to draw money sia... haiz... saded guess wait for a week ba.... *pray* thankz everyone for ur concern!!

i am was sick too k.... was working on tues... the sore throat getting abit worst.. then fever start to develop!!! argh!! then was like so weak n my back like going to break already... guess i last week was like too pia liao ba.... went training 3 days in a row then go work whole day without much rest.... today my rest day sia... better recover by today ba...

yest went to check my friendster... got this guy damm scary!!! wrote a super long msg for me till i shock lor... it is really long... guess what i laugh till siao... he ask me to try keep long hair... siao! i was like look so horrible in it but he still ask me *bu fang* try it.... siao kia.... here is the msg,... enjoy reading!!!

eh~ hey~ hi! er.. saw yr pix in Amy's profile..
Amy is my sec sch frend but we din tok much de~
yr hairstyle make me zhu yi it.. i mean i saw yr
hairstyle den go browse yr profile.. i'm oso a
person follow jap until siao wan~ haha.. i like
Jap fashion and Jap hairstyle.. i go kinokuniya
(Taka) buy Japanese Fashion book and jap
hairstyle.. u bu fang go there see see.. er.. i
seen many types of jap hairstyle.. and i got go
visit yr own webby~ its pretty nice~ eh~ and i go
c yr GD88 then there got yr pix.. yr sec sch
look, i got see u b4 leh!? u look VERY familiar~
But donnoe where i see u b4? serangoon, sengkang
(Compass Point) but i don think is hougang~ more
ying xiang see u b4 in serangoon~ aiya~ nvmind~
4get it.. er.. msg u juz wanna gif u some
commands about yr hairstyle and yr face shape
suit which type of hair.. i prefer u suitable in
median long(Japan they called tat) but to
singapore tat is long hair type! for example.. W-
inds: Now the hairstyle of Ryohei and Ryuichi or
the Lead: Akira's Now hairstyle.. i think u got
watch F Generation oso right? in scv channel 54~
u in this type of long hair more look like a
japanese guy~ And the colour.. i got dye b4 the
colour which in the pix u dye~ don bleach too
much especially in this type of bright colour
will spoilt the hair.. my hair had spoilted then
i now dye blue black den now the colour fake diao
now look like dark black bronze~ and wont look
like hair very dry~ look healthy! hehe.. i see so
many hairstyle and colour and those idol
hairstyle.. i mean my observation~ the most wont
outdated colour is dark chocolate(Not those
Bright de) near dark de, or the dark bronze near
dark not near bright or dark red which the red
not very obvious or not very bright de.. this
year fashion on Black, Red, Darky Bronze.. hehe~
wont outdated de~ so *bU fAng* try~ i go Kimage
(Funan IT Mall) dye de~ a professional
hairstylist call Sunny(he the supervisor in
Kimage) he dye hair will see the texture of yr
hair is it can tahan the colour or not.. he will
explain to u~ Den cut jap hair he oso good.. but
b4 u go get a sample hairstyle which u like wan
let him see.. or u can go kinokuniya buy~
remember taka wan! coz the magazine from japan
import to singapore then Taka is the 1st to
received! those magazine at there sell off very
fast~ haha.. anyway say all this, u *bu fang* go
try~ and i have done my part to tell u le.. coz
when i see yr hairstyle and yr look wanna tell u
change wat hairstyle coz don wanna let u waste
the look u have~ i mean don wanna u to take a not
nice hairstyle den spoilt yr look~ u got the
japanese look~ me only got boy boy (boylish jap)
look nia.. haha.. anyway~ ya! forgot to tell u..
FAr East sell many Jap cloths and long jeans~ i
usually go there buy one but only a shop nia~ coz
the shop is directly import the goods from japan~
and is limited wan.. for example different disign
and not mani pple got de~ like example one shirt
tat design about in singapore only have 5 of tat
design nia.. understand? haha.. if u wanna noe
where buy? when next time i go there buy i help u
see the shop name then tell u ok? haha.. paisay
let u waste time see this crap msg~ cya~ ;p btw
i same age as u~ study in yuying sec sch, name
Zhi Liang~ u go ask amy~ maybe she noe ba~
donnoe?! haha..


update again soon....

// i miss my canoe polo... i miss u too \\

Sunday, November 23, 2003

miss my bloggy!!!

sat

feeling damm tired lor... went down to parkway... couldnt find my way to the booth.,.. n was late.. didnt know must reach at 930... n i reach at 11,.. but lucky nv get scolding la... then was like... kao super irritated at then... it was so hot... outdoor show k... then guess wat... got this senior citizen event... then ask those ah peh ah ma sing karaoke for free.... n they went up n sing... 99% cannot make it lor... n they were like doing relay... take turns to perform... each person like sing for 5 times... n u know wat... this ah peh hor... kao... he was like sing high n low pitch... switch here n there... kao... i was having goosebumps lor... tiao... cant stand it!! argh!!

guess what!!! i saw my pri 3 form teacher!! mrs phua! that stupid duper fierce teacher!! didnt call her... still the same.. its been almost 8yrs!! kao.. cant believe it... ya i remember she said she live in katong... n she like laksa but cant take too much of it cause she will have sore throat then she love to eat tofu n sotong ball!! see my memory is so good unlike some ppl.... like xue er! hahaha.... suan suan suan her!! then saw aunty hui li!!! my pri sch classmate!! kao... so pri sch today sia.. hahaa... then my collegues said... eh alvin... u underage girl also wan... (cause she is small size)... then i was like,... wat! she is my pri sch classmate lor.. same age!! hahaha....

the crowd at there was good but no sales! tiao... why so suay one those road show i go always no sales... sad-ed i wan to earn alot $$ one leh... haiz... then finish liao went to meet horsy!! she was with her friend... then she let her hair down... was abit weird la... still prefer her to tie her hair up... then took pics!! she told some very nice nice photo.. then infra to my phone!! hehee... wanted to eat with them but better dun lor.. cause i will eat alot n in the end... i went broke... yes... my saving money target!!!

my dear dear desmond msg me!!! he said he was in the bus then this guy behind him look like me!! n he said he wanted to high 5 to "me"... hahaha... he said he very yan dao sia... *droolz* alvin love alvin... *muack* oh my god i was like... so excited when he told me... hahaa... cause alot of times alot ppl said that they saw me... but i wasnt there lor... kao!! imagine one day u walk on the street.. saw someone super duper look like u... wat will u do??? i tell ya i will go n know him n hug him! like my long lost twin... i dunno why.. i just got a feeling... i am not alone... my twin is wondering around!!! *LOL* weird me...

sun

today.. woke up damm early lor... 8am... 2am then sleep... anyway... went to work.. got sore throat lor... stupid mucus stuck at my mouth there... guess infected my throat... damm i cant sing now!! help.. hahaa... then later on transfer to bedok.. cause someone wasnt there today... then it was quite busy there also... then went over... good la.. the sales there was great lor... so happy... then talk to alan alot,.. nice guy la... got bad sore throat so didnt talk much... went to give out flyers instead... start to love to work there... ya later on the amos call me to go back there again tml.... ppl come visit me at bedok k!! hahaa... esp xue er.... hahaa... aiyo... nowadays... my love hormones are over flowing... i just wan to hug everyone i love... LOL... all my friends... hehehe... k la... gtg liao...

Friday, November 21, 2003

sorry didnt blog often...

wed..

went land training was so tired sia... hate it the mucus is stuck between the part where ur nose n the mouth pipe is connected... dunno how to describe k... cant breathe properly... n my shoes sux... hey ppl... nv buy nike all condition gear... sux totally... it is either too heavy n bulky... or to thin till the sole worn out fast... guess i will get addidas or fila track shoes... need to get one real soon... intensive training!!! eliza went to cut n dye her hair... was really nice la... she better dun worry too much ar... went market!!! talk abt the expedition stuff again.. hahah so funny lor... tiao... hahaha i am loving it...

thurs...

dunno why i slept so late... i woke up at 5pm!!! tiao... pool training was at 530! end up i reach at 630... was really fun n learn alot stuff... ya... seniors were great gave us lots of tips!!! damm... didnt know that rolling is the rolling not rowing... not my fault k... that time debrief the junior said rowing instead of paddleling then i guess is jia min say rowing is the rolling... tiao guess u all confuse le... anywhere... my rolling still not good enough lor... must train with helmet... cause of water resistant... delay n prolong whatever haiz.... went KAP... had a great laugh over there... saw brandon kam!!! long time no see sia... hahah damm funny he saw me like no reaction hahaha idiot as usual... always gimme that look like i am some crazy guy or idiot... hahaa... nowadays just keep on playing gun bound sia...

fri...

today wanted to go out but xue er n ngiap all so broke n lazy to go out haiz... then i scare ngiap by saying that if he stay at home one layer of fat will form round his tummy... hahaa... but he still wan to stone at home... idiot la pon sch just to stone at home.... haiz... then just went to training lor... today was tiring also... i gave up my boat let jerlyn get on... then i went to aside to learn to control the ball on the paddle... need more training n practise... i wan to go buy polo ball!!! my throwing still sux!!! dammm i need to improve on lots of stuff... so i decided.....

decided to have another blog... www.canoepolo.blogspot.com didnt know no one using canoe polo as blogspot name... so i use it!! ya.. so i going to post what i went wrong what i need to improve at that blog... so here will be just my social life... yes i am loving canoe polo to the core right now... i will train damm hard!!!! jia you!!! need to build up more strength on my arms... jia you!!! need to hit the gym more often!!!

went to eat with them just now... alamee the only thing nice is the new stall selling the claypot noodle!! nice nice... i love it!! poor rachel... she got very bad stomache just now... our damm zai girl suddenly turn so sick,... girls are fragile,.. haiz.,.. so we guys must protect them!!! hahaha sounds abit retarded me,... anyway... cant stay for the camp.. cause gtg work tml till end of the month... i need $$ so training i will train harder when i am back!!!

better go sleep early le... its late.. need to work... hope got alot ppl buy cam.. i need more commission.. more money... to go japan... buy canoe boat n paddle... guess my mother will kill me if i told her i going to buy that which cost almost 1.5k... ah nitez!!!

PS: ken dear dear... miss u k... take care dun worry much abt me... take good care of ur father k... u are the best... gd luck!! *muack*

// felt abit love... i love the feeling of being love by u by abit ..... even just abit will make my day! *muack* \\

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

hahaa... yest was crazy sia.. wake up 6++ went serangoon stadium to meet nai ac n fung... ac not going liao then fung n nai was late... stupid nai the nite before was like keep on suaning me ask me dun be late then end up he late... somemore the latest... as usual... wonder he meet sarah got always late or not.... then was super hungry have not eaten anything so only ran 6rounds... before that i did 100 pushups ok!! hehe... then sian la... go mac eat...

talk talk here n eat till quite full... decided not to go swim first but go play lan game!!! hehee... it was still early.. 10am.. then we walk up n down the place then 1030 then start playing... fung chose the wrong map... then so sianed we left... actually wanted to meet them later in town but was too tired n lazy...

reach home... do my neoprint book stuff... going to complete soon!! 1 book per year sia... left 4 pages nia... didnt comment n wrote as much as wat i did before... then sleep to 7... yest i was really so into canoe polo.. then i went internet search watever stuff related to it... then later on edmund on irc told me got this jap canoe polo guy damm zai one coming singapore!!! hehehe his name is keta honya... cool sia... aiya i so stupid thought japan no canoe cause they got winter... but didnt realise that there is this thing call indoor swimming pool.. hahaa... oh my god!! i am loving it... japan + canoe polo.. what a lethal combination...it's turning me ON!! then found these pics on the link at some ppl's blog... she also play canoe polo... cool...


edward! kill them!
hahah this is the pics during the IVP in aug... that's edward!! damm pai sei sia... our canoe n the paddle are so lousy compare to others... haiz.. need some upgrading..


jonathan cap someone!
nice pics sia!! jonathan capsize someone!! that's the impt of rowing.. so that when u capsize can quickly recover... i realise that by doing tons of sit up will improve ur speed our recovery...


haha nicholas kanna spy by someone... hahaa... our harry potter in canoe club.. must see real life then look more like harry potter!!! funny guy... he is my devil!!


saw this canoe damm nice!!! super nice n can change the cover one!!! hehee... someone buy for me pls!!!


this is nice too but look abit like those UFO spaceship... hahaha... it is very light...


this is the japs playing canoe polo!!! super nice nice!! i love that revenage boat!! super nice!! white colour with orange skirt... so so so so nice nice nice... that is what i wan for Xmas!! hehehe...orange n white.. another lethal combination!!!

*backstab alert* yes... i kanna backstab n now i am super furious... cant believe this is happening again... discreet... will only tell to my close friend... ya i think xue er should abt it... idiot man... ya.. seriously... there is this teacher i cant remember who.. back in my sec sch told me that... try to mix around more in sch.. next time when u go out to work... u will meet all kinds of ppl n esp the common one... backstabbers...

well anyway... this sat till next tues i am working... so sad that i cant go for my canoe polo camp... i missing out alot but need the $$$... yes! i am still in the suntec that show!! thanks amos for helping me out!! i love everyone!!! *muack*

yest was talking to xue er on msn.. hahaha she was like crazy over rugby now due to the world cup rugby... haiz now then crazy over rugby... abit the slow right.. hahaha... i was like P5 already so into rugby... to me my theory is... rugby is for guys... soccer is for sissy... hahaha... just like what lin wrote in my testi.. i dun care how ppl look at me... cause i am what i am... muahaha.... oh ya... now my goal is to train hard for canoe polo... to be national canoe polo player in 2 years hopefully!! ganbatte masu!! i am just so into canoe polo much more than the sprinting side... find sprinting so boring n nothing fun... hahaha... so now i will conc on canoe polo... then only sometimes go for sprinting training!!! still thinking should spent money to buy the double dutch paddle now or not.... it is $350... tiao... that's alot but they say that is very cheap for that paddle... i dunno leh... i would rather buy the canoe together with the paddle... i wan to own a canoe!!! that is over 1k!!! it is getting my way to save 3k to go japan!!! ah!! i need somemore $$$....

// i love u.. u love me... we are happy family... hahaha.... i love my canoe polo... i super loving it... i love my friends... i love myself... i love japan... i love music... i love to play... i just simply love to love... \

Monday, November 17, 2003

today.... overslept... nv go training... then heard only weihong n ken was there... tiao.. poor thing.. but everyone was so so so shag lor... hahaha... anyway went to meet ac first at amk... then went down town to get the tix first.. was watching wishing stairs.. later go long john eat first... before meeting ngiap n fung...

saw evon with her friends... hahah then she ask me.. hey alvin u really gay is it.,. u like that ken u mention on ur msn n going canada to get married is it? hahaaa..... then i nod ya ya ya... i am super gay... hahaaa... then talk talk talk to her... then saw this guy at long john looks so like nathaniel... miss him so much... ya borrow my summer snow vcd until now have not return yet hahaha.... then ask ac she said she not sure... haiz...

later on ngiap n fung came.. the 2 of them damm funny... ngiap was wearing white shirt with red shorts while fung was the other way round... sort of look like a couple hahaha... then went in the lift saw that used to be famous singer... wau so muscular sia... tiao... then nai was late n we didnt wait for him... kao... the show was nice but those pigs behind me keep on kicking my seats... so irritated.. then keep on joking here n there.. so noisy... then ac told me that they reminds of me cause i also always very noisy... but HELLO... they joke while watching horror show abit the wrong right... at least i only joke while watching comedy show which is normal ok!! hahaa... but really nice la the show... 8/10 popcorns....

went yoshi to eat... then nai reach.. went to take neoprint... hmm saw karren pri sch friends... then later saw benjamin also pri sch friends... hahaha... anyway later on we went to play lan game... hehehe play team fortress!! was super fun aiya but they all damm lousy leh... hahahaa.... then play warcraft cs... then later went home liao... abit sian sian...

meet ac fung n nai tml morning 8am to go running!! hahaha... then go mac breakfast then go swim later.. hehehe... stupid nai during the bus keep on suan me say i confirm will be late... idiot... i must PROVE him wrong...

dunno what happen to my dear ken... miss him sia... hahaha.. then i got another dear dear desmond also nv msg me which he promise me... haiz... hahaa.... nicolle found me on friendster!!! miss her so much!!! such a nice nice girl... miss the days in JI sia.. haiz... soon one month of hols gonna end.... haiz... gtg...

Sunday, November 16, 2003

!!!! i am back from the canoe expetition!!! i survived!!! yeah!! haha... ya it was super fun....

fri

went for my japs class first then go meet the canoe ppl at the clubhouse... feeling hungry but cant go yet... then surrender bus pass to eliza hahaa... then we all go the usual warm up area to play some games... then dunno who start the sound thingy then someone will shout dong han.. hahaa... then i go do the remix version haha.. then later play another game is the handing everyone hand then pass signal from the first person to the last... hahaa... i blur lor.. haiz... then later on choose the angel n devil... i am angel of elaine n devil of jermaine... my mummy.. hahaa.... then cant be bad to my mummy ma she F&B leh later no food from her die! hhahaa.....

after those game we went supper... bath get ready to sleep but cant!! cause the next door idiots are making alot of noise lor... so kao peh sia... i still can remember one guy sing the one night in beijing so er xin until i wan to puke sia!!! then very diff to sleep on hard floor... haiz.. worst... i got very bad flu n think gonna get fever....

sat...

my wish came true got a bit of fever sia... but i still ta han!!! then morning i keep on taking photos!! hiak hiak... then went to the area to launch our canoe... then have to partner ju ju sia... NOT every guy's dream partner... hahaa... *SOUNDS DAMM BAD* then was like singing alot of song.. eng, chinese n jap one...sing until wau no voice ar.. haha... then juju hor keep on insist that she wan to sit behind.. kao... she like heavy than me i guess... then she like didnt paddle much n i do most of the stuff haiz... sun was hor but lucky i put sun block... then ju ju play the angel n devil game... then edmund is her immotal.. then she suppose to bully syaz... then both edmund n syaz is on the same boat..
then ju ju keep on asking is edmund alright until he kanna freak out... say if syaz bully him then ju ju will help him wack her haha... then saw yan ren i keep on asking him if he is ok... ask until he also freak out... just disturb him one... hahaa... then later on he do the same thing back to me!! tiao...

the best part is here... the most happening n unforgettable incident.... we canoe into the swamps area... then ju ju jump off the canoe n pee in the water... the other ppl keep on scaring her n say that got fish la what virus then scare her n she pee halfway n get on the canoe... soon... i look down at my seat.... i saw RIBENA colour liquid.... SHE MENSTRUATE IN THE CANOE!!!!!!!! HELP!!!! i just quickly get out of the canoe n sit in the front... kao... cause i remember wat mrs tang told me abt blood transfusion... aiyo... then ask ju ju wat is her blood type then her is O... then i relax... sia la... can die one u know... aiyo.. dun mess around with blood k... then later edward very very nice n help us to bail out the water... then eliza said at that time my face look damm tramatise *dunno how to spell*, lonely n lost... kao... like that say me... aiyo i really freak out lor... then everyone start to remember their canoe number make sure they dun get ribena canoe...

reach our site... then cont take tons tons of photos... then start cooking... was fun... later go n bath... feel so shiok... then later at nite got the best game i ever played at camps!!!!! i call it "say the name" is actually played among 2 teams... then in the centre got 2 person holding to a groundsheet... then each team will send one person to stand in front of the sheet then when the ground sheet drop down... the fastest person shout the other person name... the person win... then the loser have to step out.... wau lau damm fun!!! then some ppl keep shout at the person at first then cause them to stun... hahaha then sometime u see ppl just stun there... hahahah... damm long then start to shout each other's name.. hehhee... aiyo so funny sia... then my turn.. i put shirt around my neck.. then wear spec n caps... then the opponent was derek.. haha i shouted him first.. cause he could recognise me!!1 he say i some ah gua like ah ma hahaa.... disguise successful!!! then later on use same stuff n trick tse yong also!! hahahaa!!! damm funny... all lose under my hands... muahaha... aiya then actually all shag liao then some go sleep... but we stay n listen to derek talk cock... haha he damm funny sia buai ta han... aiyo... then later elaine raise her arms n point wat is this... i shouted fat.. haha then later derek no no still got another name for fats... who is from biotech one... then i oh... LIPIDS!!! hahaha.... then kanna suan the whole day... later on... go sleep liao la tired....

sun....
wake up... said i snore... didnt realise hahaa... then go pack stuff.. hahaha... set off... paddle till one place then got the island kanna surmerged during high tide... the everyone canoe there n get off... can really "walk" on sea... then keep on taking tons of photo!!! hehehe damm shiok sia!!! later on... lin n tristan n zhi jian come n cap out canoe... IDIOT!!! hahaa... then later i run back to lin's canoe n cap him n mark... they damm lousy leh... 2 persn in the canoe n i one person cap then,... then they all cap our canoe with 3 ppl with no one in the canoe sia... LOUSY! fun fun... then later on rain!! so shiok to paddle in the rain then in the sun... went to another small small mini island to pick up seashell to send to my japs pal... hehee.. later on reach back shore then pack our stuff to the bus n lorry was raining again... then everyone was wet... later on is all the pack stuff la....

reach sch... settle down for debrief... was really nice to hear all the comment... poor EL..(expedition leader) kanna shoot the most.. most of the main com go there was carryiing the idea that we are going with own ppl so just treat them normally lor... didnt expect to kanna shoot from seniors that we should treat them like participant.... but was nice that the seniors pointed out our mistakes to improve.. then nicholas kao... he said till dam sacrastic!!! kao... i dun wannna mention... some ppl... kanna shoot them keep on blaming on himself n felt very fed up like then... this is not the first time seeing that person that... if he carry on like that he gonna suffer cause like tat he wont correct his mistake... haiz...

later we all took alot photos hahaha... ju ju keep on bugging onto mark sia.. hahah see mark's reaction damm funny!!! haha.... then went mac to eat.. n talk alot funny stuff!! i laugh until i got stomach cramps... hahaha... later on went home... hahaha shall blog to much... guess i miss out some fun stuff... hahaa

Thursday, November 13, 2003

i seem to blog very often nowadays... now i damm damm tu lan with olympus lor... idiot... amos that time told me to go sembawang giant to work on 13 n 14 which is yest n today... but i go there yest... eh! sembawang dun have giant lor... is NTUC!! then call him he ask me call novi... then call novi she told me it has change to next week lor... then just now talk to aki.. he said that someone going to replace me for the show n other road show.. FUCK lor... that time 2weeks ago they went bedok do the show was good but after 2weeks disappearance the ppl dunno that we are back... then the crowd was pathetic lor... aiya fuck the olympus now lor... i SUPER tu lan with them... i think during dec i gonna call those tuition agent to give tuition for pri sch kids... i think by giving tuition can earn better than go the olympus n work lor... tu lan!!!

after kanna CON for going to sembawang... i went home la... go take my stuff then went for swimming n tanning... then later lin call me say later got pool training then i remember!! then aiya dun wan tan liao cause is like sat during the expedition sure chao ta one.. hahaa... then just swim...

i just realise that i am typing the same stuff as my previous post... argh... nvm...

aiyo... someone from water polo threw ball n hit perry.. then perry was like damm angry cause no one admit tat they threw the ball at him... then he scold them until those waterpolo ppl were like damm tu lan also but dun also scare scare... the we all canoe polo one also stood there n keep quiet dun dare to comment... then during thr training... i always find the sprinting part damm xiong... aiyo then edmund keep on cuting into my lane n how am i suppose to sprint... dunnno why always got ppl block me... the other time was ken then now edmund... tu lan again... yest training was abit strict n serious... i just sux yest... then during the game we were suppose to do the strategy thingy... i was really concentrating.. but they say i blur... but i dunno is like the situation very confusing lor... i so lucky then i know how to row!! then manage to row up fast.. i think doing sit up helps alot in rowing...

later just went to eat... eat alot hahaa... reach home... hahaha roby chan found the w-inds nhk long road live for me... pai sei is not FUN it is daijiten... the show name... then wau nice sia!!! got place fly above them!!! rox!! but dunno why they show half of it nia!! idiot!!!aiyo w-inds!!! long road super nice sia... nowadays i keep on repeating the same song... hiak hiak...

my friendster hit 200!!! thankz!! have not pack my stuff... it is 2.12pm now... later 5 got jap class in sch... argh.. sian man dun feel like doing anything... gtg... will be back on sun afternoon but i wan go see pan wei bo on sun nite at 630.. then si xue er dunno die where liao....

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

idiot ar!!! olympus they all bluff me again... the road show change to next week... haiz... si novi!!! always like that... 2nd time liao ar... sian... then went back home then go out n swim... wanted to tan... but then lin called me remind me today go pool training sia,.. hahhaa then nv tan only swim... hehee i swam 30laps in 45mins!! *claps* but got rest la.. haha... alot ppl went there to tan lor... n *ahem* guess alot g*y were there... saw bright blue bright red bright orange trunks... *tiao* hahaha...

came online... lin read my blog n say y i nv put the joke he told edward here... kk i shall ok....

its started with lin telling edward that his face peel until damn bad cos of the sunburnt
den edward say..use aloe vera lar..its very good....
so lin replied....okz..he go home..take the Peel fresh apple aloe vera juice ...take the aloe vera from there...and put it on his face.. *tiao*

hahaa went to those w-inds webby again!!! si roby chan bluff me!! say long road no live mpg... i saw got long road NHK live!!! damm nice lor!!! here is the preview.... but i dunno how to d/l the mpg must ask roby chan...





nice right!! kao!!! u see the road there got paint w-inds!! *tiao* wau... if only i am them!! then it will be damm damm cool sia... still got some more ar... went to their official webby... cause long road is the no.10 single so got abit celebration thingy... hahaa...





kao got all these car in japan... super cool leh,.. haiz... aiyo... singapore seems to be getting more n more boring sia... i wan go japan!!! hiak... later got to go sch for pool training ah... think today gonna be very tough... but must ganbatte!!!

dear ken... dun worry too much k... i am here to help u! *winkz* heheee....
went beach road... wanted to buy the banja bag... but those ppl there dunnno what is that... so just got ziplock bag then alot those shop nv open so cant see any nice shoes.. then went golden mile complex ask abt the crusie thingy!! hahaha i got cheat code for the cruise!! muahaha....

went town with nai to meet ngiap... then ngiap 2 mjc friends came... then went to cut hair with him... he suay nv cut much... hahah then that lady who cut my hair cut until really slow... ask her cut short she like cut abit abit nia... tiao then ask her cut shorter.... she dun really dunno how to style sia... she look like korean but i thinkk she is malaysian la... hahaa... then now i look like a butch! tiao... really lor... went canoe training later rachel said i look like butch... mummy also said so... hahaa... nv good wau... can go mad monk chiong...

then went for jap class... tiao.. the chishiho sensei hor... aiyoyo... everything also ask me explain... she thinks that my japs very good... but lucky i know how to explain hahaha.... then keep on say.. hai erubin kun... even though i advance but i really miss out tons of stuff... the paper she gave us got alot grammar stuff must learn!!! jia you!! haha..

then later went to the canoe training.. aiyo they all ending soon... sad sad cause thought they gonna end at 9 plus... but end early... then i go do 100 pushup... run 2.4km... then later run again with lin another 2.4km... wau all the training dates change sia... then later went market there to eat hehee....

on the way home was with lin eliza n edward... aiyo damm funny lor... hahahah edward keep on disturb eliza say she trying to molest edward.. hahaa.. then eliza say... alvin i know u later go home surely type into ur blog right!! hahaha.... aiyo eliza hor!! wan to kill her sia... she ask me my L1R4 is how much... i say 11... AIYO!! U COME POLY SPOIL THE MARKET SIA!! the i ask her what her L1R4.. she say 9.... KAO!! U SPOIL THE MARKET WORSe THAN ME LOR!!! aiyo she hor... hahaha so nice to see everyone again... but very few juniors were around... guess all of them dunno... haiz...

new canoe training dates....
mon - 930 to abt 12 (land)
wed - 440 to abt 8 (land)
thur - 530 to abt 930 (wet)
sat - 11 to 1 (wet)

must train on other days sia... training getting tougher... n now i need to work so... i plan to go running in the morning b4 go work but dunno will be tired or not... haiz... kk better go off... later need to work... ya nowadays i working at sembawang the giant there free must come find me haha!!

PS: Karen... i not selling canoe n sony stuff... i working under olympus so only can ask me abt olympus ya... other camera sux... hahaa....

dear dear ken... love u ah! hahaa... both of us are feb babies!!! haha... aiya no one will flirt with me one la... they only will flirt with u one... hahaa....

// let's just be normal friends again.... dun think so much... just wanna know what's inside u.... \\

Tuesday, November 11, 2003


i am naked!!

hehehe... yest went sentosa with the les group n yong quan... ya was fun!! was really hot initially but later turn cloudy.. so suay everytime go sentosa is hot first then cloudy.... then took alot nice photos n likt this one above is my naked photo... specially dedicated to my dear ken... hahaa... damm funny... we played captain ball, volly ball and rugby!! hehee... went to kayak also... poor jia zhen partner with liantee then they just keep on paddle round n round... stuck at one place!! hahaha... later on go bath... those girls damm suay... so pack then bath outside the shower first.. hahah bo jio one leh!! hahah like during sports camp...

liantee thought we forgot to celebrate her bday... after shower her face was super black sia... then i ask her to tell us a cold joke then she shout at me to ask me go away sia!! fierce! hahha then we at the hawker center shock her from her back with her bday cakes!!! hehehe she really surprise!! gong kia!! aiyo!! i just super duper cant stand liantee jokes... she hor... tell us what kind of guys she like... she like chao ah beng... then those skinny kind... can be found at pasar malam one,.. hahaha damm funny sia... aiyoyo... then the kerrie keep on drooling at the oliver from dragon boat... hahaha... think she seriously will turn str8 for oliver sia hahaha.... aiyo but seriously that oliver is worth drooling... then liantee say he too muscular she dun like... everyone *tiao* lor... cause he is just right lor... aiyo liantee hor... wrong frequency sia.....

today!!!

aiyo today hor.. so pek cek with the haru scene lor... went there 130 then ask me wait for an hr plus... aiyo ok nvm i wait... then i go paragon the flash n splash bought xue er's bday present the roxy bag which is really nice.. white n pink... but dun have new pcs so i had to go down citylink... n yes i went... what to do my 10yrs best friend... xue er so next yr u better know wat to do hor!!! or else i gonna kill u lor... then 3 already they still not done yet du lan dun do liao.. then went to meet xue er lor... gave her her present.. then she super happy... hahaha later on at hmv then she open the bag... then saw the pan wei bo CD... then she AH n so touch!! hahaha hehehe my idea man!! put the CD in her bag!! hehehe so she thought only give her 1 present but is actually 2!!!

later on kai shi n sarah reach then went play pool lor... haiz that stupid auntie there sucks lor... initially they didnt give us the chalk then i nv ask lor... wat the hell... then later return she say i steal it lor! bitch anyhow say... then she show that stupid bitchy face... my ic with her better dun do anything stupid... or else i sure DIG out her eyes... idiot... then later wanted to go karaoke but abit ex cause we wont be singing long lor... hahaha... then went eat yong tau foo... was really nice... haha the soup nice too... share with xue er... later she went crazy hahaha... went to take neoprint!! was really nice... then nai suddenly just pop into the machine hahaha!!! then later we all go swensen liao lor...

kao... then we told ngiap!! u still remember ur sweet memories with that sweet girl!! hahaha kanna suan like hell.. damm funny.. poor ngiap i threaten to pour water on him but it turn out to be real!! so sorry wet his jeans... hehee... pai sei! then i guess we pay overshot lor.. haiz... anyway later on went play lan with ngiap n nai... we play team fortress again!! was super duper nice lor!! hehee... haiz we damm lame sia... dun use gun we use crowbar to wack each other!! hahaa... idiot la both go be medic!! haha damm siao!! one day must ask more ppl to play then fun one... then u see alot diff class of ppl to play... hehee not like cs sux!

aiyo... was chatting to my dear ken ken... hehee so sweet of him to advice me on stuff... ya we got this plan... mon wed fri i will be the woman... then tues thurs sat he will be woman... then sunday OFF! hahaha... then we sign the AK (Alvin Ken) pact... if no girl like us... we will go canada n married... *LOL* so funny... aiyo... nowadays i just so crazy over my dear ken.. hahaa... miss u dear... *muack* then later on zijie msg me on msn ask me am i really gay cause my nick on msn put i love ken ma... then i replied... ya i am damm gay!! muahaha....

tml gonna go meet ngiap n nai go beach road.. gonna get the boja bag... then look at some stuff too.. then later go cut hair at 230.... later on go jap class then go canoe training... i miss my canoe pals!! love them!! i love everyone!!!

// hey girl... when i first saw u... i just know that u are the one... but now... the song qian tian by jay chou just describe the situation perfectly.... i dun ask for much but just to know u better... \\

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