wau~!! today fun heheee~!!! ok first went to the museum meetings... damm i was late again as usual for 30mins.... anyway today saw zaimah~! hehee her hair was short~! looks so much better.. then shaffinaz gave out nougats~!! nice~!

later on wanted go hereen to take np but zaimah suddenly left cause her bf pissed by her.... sad... then so we go far east... go eat first met xue er n sarah and xue er's friend, kai shi... then we had the lunch together.... poor shiffinaz and wati they all their kuay teow so sucky... but ours was nice... felt bad for them.... then went to take neoprint with sha n wati they all first... then there was these 3 japs girls behind us... so rude... cause the queue was long then block those shops entrance then the staff come and ask us to like stand aside... the japs girls said URUSAI... means nosiy to that girl but obviously that staff dun understand.... kao... wanted to told that staff but didnt... kao that is so rude lor... so the morale of the story... learnt an extra language~!!! u never know when u need it... so act least u know someone is scolding u n u can counter back~!

then later just go walk walk... hahaha so fun today... heheee... then go hereen told np again.... then met horse again~! hehehe horse so funny today... then saw benjamin ho also so qiao... then he going PC fair with me tml~! with xue er and maybe sammy... oh ya... then later nai meet us... we go eat yoshinoya~! then took quite alot of photos with me n xue er's GD88... (trying to xia lan here ok... dunno whether u all can smell it...) oh ya....nowadays i just like to use the word SMELL~! dunno why hahaa.... then at yoshinoya cause i was odd one out then ask xue er to pull the other table over but still got ppl there.... then told her... "can u smell soomething EXTRA here?" which is me lor~! hahaha.....

kao.... u know xue er just so funny just now... explaint the chinese word zhou tou wu lu... walk to dead end la..... then she say like for example someone wan to rape u then u run n run then stuck at this dead end... so u just got to let him rape u lor~!!! whua lau~! kao xue er damm..... dunno how to say her~!!! hahaa.... next time who wan to rape her just go ahead n bring her to dead end... she will just let u rape her~! hahaha~!!!!

then horse n her friend left and xue er n kai shi also then me nai and sarah go paradiz centre play pool.... then walk to PS first... hahaa then samuel saw me i didnt notice... then nai told me someone called me... hahaa.... whua samuel popular liao huh... hahaaaa.... heard that every girl in AJC is drooling over him ahahahaa..... oh ya saw kang wei at far east this afternoon~!!! she rox~! hahaa... then later on reach paradiz centre... it was full argh~!!!! then walk to PS.... nai dragged me to go meet fung n debbie.... then got back my sleeping bag but where is my digi cam software huh.. fung? hahaha.... anyway just feel kind of weird with him around la....

ok tell u all cine pool's table sux big time lor... n so ex so dun go there~! then later play arcade for awhile then left liao..... took night rider with debbie.... then she took cab from yishun mrt.... then talk to her alot.... then know that CJC got this party at embassy at this sat.... i think i bring naoki to go~!!! hehehe~!!!! oh my god... naoki just email me told me he coming on thurs night~!!! cool huh.... hehee

oh ya... read steff blog... kao i am touched that she willing to pei me dye my hair n help me choose colour leh~!!! aiyo felt so bad that that day i never go pei her dye hair.... to steff : i am so touched.... from the bottom of my heart... hahaa

then read horse blog also.... cheer up la horse.... i know ur chinese not that good but u cant always think that your chinese is always so bad,.... u can do it.. just that u been speaking english too often~!!!! duo jiang hua yu pls~! hehehe

hahaha i forgot alot of stuff that i got to say... anyway.... better go sleep liao la~! later 12pm must meet xue er and benjamin at expo mrt~!!!! oyasumi~! love the world~!!!!! muacks~!!! Alvin bless you all~! not GOD ok~! :P

dunno why today sleep so long liao still cont to sleep after i woke up at 2pm...

didnt go sentosa with sam cause he msg me back told me that he got something on... haiz.. too bad lor... then nv go find sarah they all.. dun feel like going out... just wan my eyes to rest n not wearing contacts for a day...

went to update my webby~!!!! i from 8pm like that update all the way till 3.30am~!!! kao... i cant believe i sit at my comp there for so long~! argh... anyway i very happy on my new webby~!!! so nice... hehee.... pls go visit when free hor u ppl reading my blog one.... www.geocities.com/ragubiboy/

then just now watch abit tv.... saw tanya chua the interview... her new chinese song very nice... forgot the title.... really nice leh... then i go d/l the jolin the shuo ai ni that MTV.... pls lor sarah.... i dun look like that guy inside lor... maybe 1% la.... i think he look more like jay...(yucks) but jolin that song quite nice....

my comp hard disk is running out of space liao... mon is going to be my sports camp... then i have not pack my bag... argh... then i realise that xue er going to watch bruce almighty on mon with shu fang... i think maybe i just download the movie from kazaa la...hahaa.....

xue er called me just now abt i asking her to do the mbs contact thingy... haiz kanna kao peh by her... hahaa... haiz xue er so sorry la.... later must go create the excel thing of all our class contact so she can call during her work... hehee... then just now steff sms me ask me go dye with her... but i was still lazing around on my bed hahaa.... sorry babe... hahaa must think twice b4 dying ash blonde leh~! cause i think i will look funny~! hahaa.....

oh ya... tml is rachel canoe competition... dunno can make it in time to watch her row row row the boat....haha.... then got museum meeting and i have not come up with the program schedule... argh~! my room still in a fucking mess lor.. i really very piss abt my mother dunno what the shitting hell she doing... ask her to call my uncle to help me do the swing thingy~!!!! argh~!!!

oh ya... just now mi ryeo online~! so long nv talk to her... then ask her to help me find the wuri's family that korean drama the theme song~! cause i dunno the title... *AHEM* it is in korean ok... and i dun understand.... hahaa must know many many friends from all over the world~! i got this friend from Estonia.... i bet u all dunno where the hell it is right? is near russia la~! haha..

aiya nothing much happen... nowadays my blog getting shorter hahaa dunno is it good news or bad news.... haha... go sleep liao...

whua lau....today i go cut my hair~! is short now liao lor~! aiya dunno leh think the new haircut kind of sucky.... anyway today went out with sarah nai and sam... hahaha so funny... keep on teasing sarah abt ben yeo~! hahaa.... the more i look at sam now the more i think that he looks really like ben yeo lor...

then later went to that 1.oak shop at far east... sam's friend's shop... bought 2 t-shirts~!!! each for only $10 lor~! hehehe~!!! what a great deal~!!! today spent $50~! $20 on clothes...$30 on hair... argh....

tml i going to meet sam to go sentosa n sun tan... whua he damm steady... he agree to wear his green trunks pei me tan cause mine is orange... argh... like so attention seeker lor... so lucky got him pei so not that bad... but i sms him he nv reply.. that stupid nai... didnt know that just now he help me save sam's no he put his name as sam the man.... what the helll.... lame...

oh ya... sam got us free coffee from starbucks cause his friend working there and he also used to work there~! so cool~!!! hehehee.... damm long nv drink coffee liao heheee....

oh ya... damm shitty leh sarah that job agency that girl, leen... she said now still dun have any lobang yet will call me soon... aiya but dunno really will call or not... haiz i think i have to go look for other hp jobs lah.... sian.... anyone can help me find? i treat u a meal~! hehee.....

then went to bugis...saw swee xia... oh my god lor... she thought that sarah is my gf... kao... no lor... then later went to that shop again dun have my vans that shoes liao... idiot~! ah~! that one really very nice leh but dun have liao....

then just now outside hereen got those ppl singing songs... is actually a music school looking for new talents and also go singing lesson... i filled up a form.. and the person say will call me up to ask me for an appointment for audition... to hear how my singing is like the recommand which singing course for me to go to.... aiyo but i dunno what song i going to sing~!!! ah~!!!!!! must go search liao....

oh ya just now mi ryeo called me~!! ah~! then i didnt told her i change my phone number but she also so long never come online... then she ask for my address.... dunno why...

aiya better tuck in early... gtg now... oyasumi....

whua lucky today able to woke up on time... but couldnt make it to bank in my cash order again cause....queue damm long argh... then just rush down to orchard n saw MOK XIAO LIN on my way there~! hahaha~!!!!

sian lor... go the tori-q hor... not as hot as i thought but i keep on getting my fingers scald by the metal thingy.... kao... i dun think i gonna work but have not give that person the answer... but anyway i know how it works in tori-q haha.. i dun think i wanna work in F&B... will make me scare of eating at those place i work lor....

oh ya then sarah help me ask her job agent for the hp interview lor.... i just gonna bluff them that i got hp experience which i dun...but i really know damm alot abt hp lor.... those who know me will know that i will nv sick of talking abt hp hahaa.... really hope the get that job.... even if the pay is $4.50 i will also dun mind one hehee.... hope can earn by comission...cause i can talk until the person buy the phone~! muahaha~! anyway.... nokia going to suffer if i work at hp shop ahahha~!

tml meeting sarah at 1pm lor... then today nai dunno why so quiet.... just walk walk around then nai damm early left liao.... then left me n sarah then go mango, zara then go kinokuniya then i show her the japan hp magz~! the phone all damm cool sia~! hehee....

oh ya... naoki just email me told me that SH53 out of stock and he got me SH52 silver one~!!! HURRAY~!!! but is in japanese so must ask him how to use when he in singapore hehee.... cant wait ne.... hope to know more japs~! muahaha~!!! anyway must go and buy something for naoki as jian mian li~! u know... since he got me a japs hp.... hmm....wat to get for him....

aiya..today the xue er n sammy nv come n join us...haiz... anyway got quite alot fun with sarah hahaa.... i wan to go lesbian pub~! to see chio bu~!!! argh~!!! i just pretend i am butch~! hahaa.... any girls got BRA to spare? hahaaa.....

the korean drama getting nicer n nicer.... and i didnt know that that shuai ge name is call kim rae won~! while the lead actor, wuri's real name is kim jae won~! almost the same except the r & j... hahaaa......

aiya today very tired.... but pop to my bed liao...oyasumi

AWESOME~! is what i can say for today NP orientation hahaa... i tell u
the stupid GL (group leader) super duper LAME~!! DOUBLE LAME~! kao...
aiyo now i having sencond thoughts abt bio tech... not because of the
academic wise but... u have to disect the MICE~!!! GROSS~! i didnt know
that lor~! AH~!!! i thought u just playing with those samples yucks~!!!
then he demostrate with a COMPUTER MOUSE [how lame can he get] then
told us to put that knife on the neck then put the mice's tail out~!
yucks... u all can imagine for urself.... kao...[sick]...

then later on just walk round the campus all these so damm hot... oh
ya.. i was with chee ching they all... my st gabs gang... didnt expect
to see yann lin and yue chao... yann lin called for me~! hahaha dunno
why she so excited maybe too long nv see each other liao... and i saw
one of the most hated idiots from st gabs lor...VINO...argh... that
stupid indian guy... is not that i am racist or what... but i cant
stand him lor... not JUST ME~! then he with another 2 indians from st
gabs.... and u know the lunch was provided by NP... then the 3 of them
go get the food so much u know~! aiyo so damm TUI NIAN~! [throw face]..
just avoid them amap [as much as possible].... that vino also going BIO
TECH argh... sick....

anyway we all dun wan to queue to get the free food so went to canteen
2 to eat... kao the chicken chop at first looks so yummy... but its
damm oily~! yucks...argh.... then later on went back to join the game
... quite fun la... aiya as usual those ice breaker game..... then one
of the GL called yan pin... damm toot one... just now walk till kanna
bang one of the pole...stupid girl... hahahaa then i not calling her by
her name but calling her....hey that kanna bang on the pole girl...
hahaa... then was playing wacko also... haha damm funny... those
wackers really toot n fooled by me... i call the person name and point
the other direction~! kanna CONFUSE~! tiao~! damm funny hahaa...

oh ya... i saw that banana guy that indian guy from my JI OG16~!! ah~!
hahaa... then saw this MGS girl went to JI whom flirt with me in the
canteen... then brandon come n interrupt... argh~!!! wonder why she nv
go JC with her gang... haha... oh ya then i saw this guy look like that
RI andrew..went JI one.... look so alike...

then have some safe lab talk... aiyo the teacher showed us this damm
gross video... i tell u... if u think final destination 2 is gross...
this vids is 100 times grosser~! show a metal chip went into a guy's
right eye... then show the operation lor... the doctor slice the eye
dunno what then aiyo dunno how to describe but is damm er xin... the
eyes just went red lor~! argh....

later on went to collect yann lin samsung S300~!!! chio phone~! oh ya..
at that HP shop they selling very jappy phone sharp and NEC.... import
from USA one... and cost $1300~!! but is damm cool... oh ya... S300..
finally got to really play with it,.. the colour screen... just OK... i
still think mine is better.. and mine is BIGGER by 1/2... but her
ringtone damm loud~! i like that song violin sonata no.12~!!! oh ya the
external screen is brilliant~!!! when the light is gone right... it
becomes a MIRROR~!!! then when u receive msg or calls the external
screen got animation damm cool lor~!!! but the antenna abit too long...
i dunno who S300 the ringtone doesnt song as nice as T400 leh...

so i went to orchard alone.... went paragon lor.. for the TORI-Q
thingy.. hey the pay is freaking good lor... normal days is $5/hr then
weekends is $5.50/hr then public holidays is $7~!! is dunno how much
better than the stupid KUISHIN BO lor... but the working environment
extremely hot... so the person tell me to come down tml 3pm for 2hrs
trial... then see whether i can handle it or not... i think i will take
this job lor... cause really cant find other better one...

then later went to far east eat chicken rice... guess what... i walk in
then sit down talking to sarah on the phone... then eat... then the
table in front of me the guys left... then i realise is that guys back
in NP who look like andrew that one~! so qiao... he also using S300...
i think he quite shuai better than that andrew... his face flawless
leh..but dunno it seems that he might be putting make-up~! dunno leh..

hahaa...then talking to sarah on the phone... her that baby sound so
cute~! argh~!! then later on went home.. very tired sleep from 7pm till
11pm... then watch tv~! i nearly forgot to watch that korean drama~!
aiyo very nice lor~!!! ah~!!!

then later watch guessx3... got this talent search thingy... and only
15 make it... u know what... i think got more guys got in than girls
leh...and the guys really can sing quite well... then i like the last
girl who can sing n dance really well~! :claps: then got this 4 guys...
kao look so like LEAD~! also can sing quite well... then later on they
also show those failed n sing damm badly... really really bad lor.. i
seriously swear that i can sing BETTER... but i still sucks..honestly..
i really hope to sing better... not just because i wan to be singer la
.. but also i really got this strong passion for singing... hahaa...
then i watch the whole thing and see what i can learn from the thing...
here is what i learnt.....

1. dun even try to sing very high or tough song like sun yan zi or SHE
in one... sure die~! TOUGH SONG = INSTANT DEATH

2. try to compose ur own song and sing... cause no one heard before and have no expectation for the song~! cause it is original~! imagine u singing sun yan zi song and everyone knows how well she sings... so the expectation rise....

3. CONFIDENCE~!!! STAY CALM~! LOOK AT JUDGE~!

4. if you are a guy....DUN ACT SISSY~! it is such a TURN OFF~!

5. if you went for the talent search.... MAKE SUCH U DO SOME GROOMING~! or else u look like some pathetic beggars on the streets....

6. DUN FORGOT UR LYRICS....cause u sure FAILED...and wasted all the time dressing up so nicely....

7. BE ORIGINAL = PERSONAL STYLE

8.DUN try something DIFF new on that day... another INSTANT DEATH~!

kao... i can be like some judge liao hahaa...

oh ya... i really wan to go cut my hair... now is like so weird... my hair since early feb till now... have not touch the scissors yet.. tml i will be going for my job thingy... then meet sarah after that going to jio xue er nai and sammy...oh ya... anyone reading this... wan to go town also can join us~! hehe sms me...

better go sleep now... just thought a damm good idea for my new webby.. hehee...CHEERS~! oyasumi... now all the time are corrected~!

whua~!! today went to post the letters to my japs friends n host... cost me $8.10... then xue er called me n said that they not going to watch movie... aiyo that shu fang lor so pa jiao~! see her timetable wrongly.....

then dinner time went to eat the fried fish noodle again...oh my god lor i am so addicted to that thing~! argh~! but it is healthy what.... i just love the fried fish so much~!!!! then went to buy rojak and curry puff.... muahaha ate alot... now abit hungry...

ronald called me ask me whether wan to watch bruce almighty... dunno leh maybe ask them to watch with me n xue er... hope they can socialise abit... cause u know la st gabs guys everytime in front of guys always very shy one... hahaaa.... then when no girls around become monkey liao... see how...

then went to practise my keyboard abit... call ac... her mother n adeline got dengue fever... so poor thing... 1 week MC.... ac cant go out liao... argh~!!!

received the email from toshiba that go down NP to collect the laptop on 18 june 10am... and MBS chalet ends on that day... but i wont go down so early to collect cause i know surely alot ppl queue there one.... can go NP with gim chuan and kok they all from the chalet.... argh why dun they make it on 19 june instead cause i have to go back NP on 19~! countdown to my new laptop~!!! 15days~!!! argh...cant wait... must settle my room first argh~!!! the thing just keep on draggin~!!!

i wan to get back my sleeping bag from fung ah~!!! someone help me pls~!!! i need that for my NP camp....argh...

naoki email me say SH53 got all of SH52 functions.... aiyo why SH53 design dun wan to be like SH52..then ask him whether can gimme both~! muahaha.... 3300yen to them is nothing ok~! aiyo i so greedy argh.... must go collect my genki sushi voucher soon....

oh ya... i didnt go bank today...woke up too late... then tml got NP thingy hope can settle asap n bank my cash orders~! flipping newspaper today... i just cant find any better jobs than the tori Q... anyway tori Q the job not bad and is $5/hr i guess tml i going down for the interview... but the working environment is damm hot leh~! hot n sweaty environment = more pimples~! argh~! must take good care of my face~! and my body too~!!! i aiming for 6 pecs before the chalet... must eat alot ah~!!!!

better go now...tml have to go NP at 8.30am.... must wake up at 7am~!!! now is 2.17am~!!! ah~! bye~!

Hey ppl~!!! yo yo... today i was like woke up by joanna... she called me and said in a very low voice.... kao trying to buff me she somebody else... anyway was talking to her as we got to settle the museum campfire programs... then blah blah blah.... put down the phone and went to sleep somemore... and i think i woke up like 4plus? i dunno why nowadays when i typing blog right... i remember what i did when i just woke up but the things after that... like erased already.....

went to buy my dinner... kao... remember i was broke yest and my mum didnt left me any money.... idiot lor... argh... i dun wan to draw some more money from my account... then went around my house search for money....guest what... i have no choice but to draw $20 lor.... argh....

watch tv... Happy sunday on chn 54.... really damm funny~! oh my god~! hahaa nowadays i am just so in love with S.H.E~!! hahaa.... they dress up as sailor moon then dance the morning musume old songs... hahaa funny.... the whole show was really damm funny... anyway now every sun i must stay at home~! haha... oh ya was damm angry lor what i woke up.... i miss F generation last nite and today again,..... shit me mah,.... sleep n sleep like a pig...argh... miss my w-inds...

later on continued to watch tv... chn U got this show abt those social problems thingy...... aiyo.... they show those kids being abuse by the uncles aunties the relatives.... aiyo... got this boy he really damm poor thing... u know he kanna cane alot times... then the uncle drip hot candle wax on his body.. then the worst of all... his uncle use pincer and cut his upper lips into half... gross~!!! yucks~! aiyo.... the boy really damm ke lian leh... i was like having tears in my eyes... then his evil mother sent him to the uncle places mah... the parents divorced..... and until when the boy was sent to hospital then the father knew the child was being abused.... kao... can see that this boy is full of optimism... pardon for my bad eng.... aiyo... i dunno whether he will grow up and got this fear of those strangers and other cause he was like being abused but everyone in the uncle's family....kao.... it happen in malaysia not singapore.... they are chinese..... kao felt so sorry for the boy.... next time i must really love my kids....

then talk to jacinta on msn.... she was telling me that kristie and sha got bf... kao... all of them went to jc all got bf.... then even jacinta herself also got a bf.... hahaha call ANDREW~! then keep on teasing her~! hahaa... haiz... then me.. still single... for such a long long time.... then told her that no one wants me... then she say... no la ur tiao jian not bad mah....then i replied...maybe i got tiao jian but just that i have high expectations.... hahaaa...

xue er called me just now... told me tml go watch bruce almighty.... so late liao then is like wan to watch must jio sammy sarah ac they all what.... then told her see how and call her again tml.... then i was also thinking leh.... since nowadays can d/l movie from kazaa why bother go cinema watch comedy... until is like action movie like charlie's angles... nowadays i am so thifty~! haha... must save money~! aim to go japan by dec~!

settle down abit and start to write letter to both my host families.... i dunno whether the letter reach rina or not leh...shit...very worried lor... cause that time send her got BoA CD leh... not just a piece of paper lor~! then stupid rina keep on changing her email and nv email me back... argh...

then after writing to my japs host... i wanted to start to write to dawn from JI... cause promise her to send her the photo i took with her... but have not done so ever since i left JI... then i went to pick up my autograph book and read... suddenly just miss everything in JI.... haiz... i really nv forget those times with every single person... then i happen to flip to rachel's page... and then i realise she got a blog too~!!!! i was like so excited and quickly went to see it~!!!!! i read from 1st jan to 1st june lor~! kao... rachel i didnt know that u go to serangoon garden country club which me n nai n ac went there for the past few weeks... and dunno leh her blog just rox lor~!!! hehee the stars abt her mood for the day is cute~! i must go n do research on how to make my blog more blog~! must change a new skin liao~!!! and rachel~!!!! u keep on going orchard for the past weeks bo jio one lor~!!!!

after reading her blog i was thinking whether in the first place i chose not to go jc is it the right choice.... but cant really think much abt it since i made my choice to go poly.... so i guess i have to make the best out of it~!!!

now is like 7.08am lor... been reading rachel's blog for dunno like 2hrs plus without even knowing it.... i feel like doing somemore stuff but dunno feel like sleeping.... have not been exercising for the past few days... argh... must go n exercise~!!! i wan to swim... but my old speedo trunks spoil liao... then the BODS yellow/orange trunk abit too AA liao later ppl think i am gay.... will only wear it when got ppl to pei me.... like go ac's club there.... so i guess i must go get another nice trunk but not so striking one... my mother such nag at me one... haiz... i dunno should use my that loreal dark copper brown hair dye leh... cause i wan my hair colour to be lighter not darker~! hahaa.... aiya better go sleep awhile.....tata...