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Saturday, December 20, 2008

time to change my blog song!!! i am addicted to this.... i hope everything will get "BETTER IN TIME"

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

Its been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through

go in, come in
thought i heard a knock
who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

how could i turn on the tv
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

if im dreaming
dont wanna let, hurt my feelings

but thats the path, i believe in
and i know that, time will heal it

you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

since theres no more you and me
its time i let you go so i can be free
and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
yes i will

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

(chorus till fade)

*i'll be still waiting...

Friday, December 19, 2008

can someone tell me which local n oversea bank here offer the highest interest rate for australian dollars fix d... let me know asap.. thanks

Thursday, December 18, 2008

everyday i woke up with morning dew on my eyes,
my vision is blurred,
tears became the additional cornea..
the protective layer will soon roll down...
reaches my heart,
is that my medication for the heart broken wound?
or is it causing more pain by corroding it?

alcohol took me away from reality,
spurt out the truth that i love you.
alcohol intoxicated my blood,
serve as an analgesic drug,
but my heart keep pumping the pain.
not even liquid nitrogen can numb it.

i cant sleep,
i will have nightmare.
i cant wake up,
i will face reality again.
euthanise me,
stop this ambivalent situation.

Inevitable Pain - Erubin

S11 is soooo soooo damm nice... caught it at SINEMA with dawn, sujana, yan yi and julin.... its soooo funny... full of hokkien vulgarities... I LIKE!!! hhahaha.... they scold chee bye so nice... hahhaa its really super funny... pls go watch it....

today watched 18 grams of love with xue er and yao.... its damm fucking nice tooo... damm it... now i really hate mainstream movie... cuz its damm boring... and the director for 18 grams of love is the script writer for 敢敢做个开心人 and 播音人 so u know how funny the movie gonna be!!! its sooooo good that it will be a huge hit if its allow to screen at cathay or GV... but the director said they need $150,000 in order to screen it! its like hell lots of money..... its so sad.... this movie is really DAMM NICE... if the dvd come out i SURE BUY!!!


check out for more local films... its really very nice...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008


finally.... after 10months plus of loneliness... grace is back!!! and after 5yrs in australia... she is finally BACK FOR GOOD!!! hahaha... more time with grace! yes! hahaha...

look at all the bags!!! yeah!! it means PRESENTS for me me me me me me.... hahahahhaa grace thanks huh... u are the best! hahaha

huh! not for me! hahaha... she damm irritating... just came back then flying off to sabah for holiday in 24hrs till this sat... but lucky she got the heart to call me after she reach home ah! hahaha....

look at grace hair so flat n oily! *ahem* someone went to club the day before flying back to singapore huh... hahahaa

next yr may i will be flying to sydney to attend grace's graduation ceremony... haha

A Night with Emi Fujita...

her tickets are so expensive that i only can afford the cheap cheap one... hahaha... i just love her voice... my medication... so happy to be able to take photo with her and get her autograph!!!

she said something really nice that nite....

"in life, sometimes the sorrow is too big for us to accept... we can only accept it slowly..."
- Emi Fujita

enjoy some of her songs... its really nice... just go imeem n search her name... 

Lovin You - Emi Fujita

Tears in Heaven - Emi Fujita 藤田惠美

then there is this lady who performed before emi fujita... sachiyo... she is a japanese that have been living in singapore as long as i do!  she looks like miho's mother! hhaaha

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

i want to watch this show..... hahaha
zixin's fucking wild 22nd birthday at ATTICA!!!

zixin freaking tall sia... wear heels somemore... finally after 3yrs in germany... we can celebrate her birthday!!! woooooo!!! i am soooo tempted to go germany to study la... now she is back for holiday and is working for A*star as intern... wa lau!!!

wat a photo... hahaha ngiap i like just damm sian when zixin roar at him... hahaa

while waiting for all the late comers... me, hui ling, zixin, ac, ngiap...

then left the 3 of us camwhore while other camwhoring tooo

ac to zixin: hey... i am pregnant already.. so cant drink tonight ok? pass all the drinks to alvin... HAHA


ac n me... the usual camwhore partner... ahhaa

we have been climbing this stairs for dunno how many time!!! hahaha

the girls with vodka cranberry

the birthday girl n meeeeeeerubin

the usual gang!!! yeah!!

hahaha cant see mingxue... try harder!

me n hui ling... doing yann lin's fav pose!! hhahaa

ac's bf, le tian!

the girls again!!!



yeah man!!! time to get fucking wild n party hard babe!!!!

hahaha zixin took revenge n make ac drink!!!

wooooo dirty dancing with cock huh.... i mean kok... hahaa

wau take photo without me... how can!

wooooooo u two getting closer huh.....

sooooooo CLOSE!!! kok almost reaching for something....

and then he kissed..... ZIXIN OVER THE MOON MAN!!! after a decade! since pri sch she have been wanting and waiting for that kiss!!!!!!!!! SHE GOT IT.... OH BABY SHE'S GOT IT!!!


then jun ru also kissed zixin hahaha

the pri sch friends!!! yeah!!! first time so many of us go clubbing tgt!!! ahhaha

wau... jun ru u sooo lucky ah... so many ppl want to kiss u! SONG BO!

hui ling also kiss u! aiyo!

the green house pals...

zixin is partying damm hard!! i am slurping my test tube drink away... haha

yeah.... too much smoke... cant see us... SMOKE SCREEN FORMED!

me n ac!!! i am not drunk ok... i am just damm freaking tanned... hahaha

was playing tennis n swimming earlier in the day with ngiap hahahha

cant wait till the next MBS GATHERING!!!!

hello everybody!

this year xmas party pls take note that u have to bring a present worth $20.. must be decent n unisex... failure to do so will have to give $20 in cash instead of the present!


on top of that... we will be having pot luck at grace house... so bring the food over.. can warm it up at her place... pls take note that no NON-XMAS food pls...

acceptable food eg, mashed potato, turkey, sandwich, salah

unacceptable food eg, curry, bee hoon, sushi

hence... i wont be making japanese curry rice this year!!

pls write on the wall and state wat food u are bringing...


Monday, December 15, 2008

hanging out with my STC gang..

siao ying, herry and jessamine.... our opposing side...

me, siao mei and wei zhen....

ann siao mei dun be sad that i not going KL! muhauahuhaa....

girls with long long hair... hahaha siao mei actually tied her hair halfway... hahaha

2 hot guys... LOL

with 2 hot girls and 2 hot pizzas....

it will make u fat leh! u all sure u want to eat!! haha

hehe... JUST TIME TO EAT! lol...

we are happy family...

we are happy people...


1 very important lesson i learnt this year...  don't choose a permanent solution to solve a temporary problem.... i am living with this guilt now...maybe it will stay with me forever...

and NO! i never try to commit suicide... dun think wrongly....