Fri...

happy birthday to zixin!!! super duper tired today... haiz... then met ngiap at 8plus for dinner... he still thinking to go later or not... idiot lor is not i wan to say him but he everytime dunno why so against zixin lor... then dun go because its her bday..... wat the hell... hello... u can go for our sake also??? sometimes he just treat all his friends as spare tire... start to hate him again...

met ac first.. then went to marina n find ms lee!!! its been 4 yrs since i last seen her!!! my rugby teacher in pri sch!! then she shock that she is not teaching rugby now but rope skipping... then i was like *tiao* hahaa.. then she said... hello rope skipping got alot style k... hahaha... then saw other ppl also... then left for mad monks!!!

fri day... les nite on mad monks!! my fav!! muahaha.... but dun see as many chio les as last time leh... but somehow this time round got alot bung lor... then very few guys... saw this guy!!! super cute!! *drool* he look super jap man!! i think he is younger than me by 2 yrs? he is the only guy with one whole grp of bung man!!! sia la!! fierce! aiyo... i cant get u outta my head... hahaa... ya ya... then went dancing for an hrs come out cuz ac they all complaint too hot... then later was like telling ac... ac i hope later they play my fav music.. britney spears me against the musix.... wau lau!! they played it when we went in for awhile!!! super high!!!! hehee!! i super duper love that song!!! muahahaha!!! aiyo!! then later on went home liao....

sun...

kao i overslept... dun feel good today... hate that dealer at the roadshow now man... aiya got alot stuff happen just lazy to mention it... hahah horsy came over!! but was serving customer so cant talk to her.... oh ya today serve this stupid shitty american!! idiot lor... ask me if the voice recorder can do this stuff.. then i said cant only can edit it on the pc with the software... then he THREW BACK the recorder back to me n said... WAT SHIT RECORDER IS THIS!!! SONY CAN DO IT... then i counter back... THEN GO BUY SONY LA!! i super tu lan!!! idiot... fuck man!! shit this kind of ppl man... wau i super duper pissed.... anyway i dun like americans just think they are bunch of poser... think they smart... (ya right)...

oh ya!! ppl!! i declare that i am gay man!!! i will turn str8 only if BOA jio me!! muahahaa... hahhaa aiya just any chio bu come jio me lor... i still thinking of that cute guy man!! muaahahhahaa.... cannot say guy cuz his super young... ok... cute BOY!! hahaha... oh ya then samsung booth there got this chio bu!!! only weekend then come... wau lau!!! i drool lor!!! super BoA lookalike sia!!! DROOL!!!! but she is 5 yrs older than me... hahaha.... nv i just see lor... nowadays i just like to stare at gd looking ppl n just day dream........... k la better sleep early!!!!!

// i just wanna collapse onto the floor... cry out all my sufferings... all i wan is just to have someone i can be devoted to.. i wan to hold ur hand n just walk down the streets.... but it seems that all these just break into pieces of glass that can never be join again... i shall just carry on finding new glass bottle to fill it with my love... or maybe i am just fated not to love anyone?? i wonder... \\

wanted to blog yest... but something wrong with the blog... anyway.. yest wanted to like just enjoy myself at home then go for training later... who knows... amos called me and ask me to go n work cause feng yi is sick... so go down lor... if not dun think they can find any other ppl liao... trying to be a nice guy!!!

sux man... nothing... no business it just keep on raining... hate it... anyway.. dunno why suddenly got this girl came n ask for my number... siao... say her friend like me... tiao... just give lor dun wan ppl say i dao... then that girl came to ask she look like my japs friend!! chihiro... aiya anyway all cannot make it one man...

suppose to leave at 9 but delay till 10 sia... those customer damm funny... early early dun wan to come.. wait till we wan to close then come... idiot man... anyway... went to find jia zhen they all having this donation thingy at taka there... later on just went home...

today...

went to swim with ngiap... then nick came later... saw that st gabs guy think is edmund... aiyo damm paisei.. we were wearing the same trunk! *dionk* anyway.. just left n go meet roger go cut hair... nick gonna highlight his hair... then si nick keep on condemn olympus n ngiap also keep on suan me... idiot... CANON sux k!!!

went to cut my hair was really short... just like 1st 3months that time in JI hahaha... oh my god!! my hair now is just so black i miss that feeling!!! so boy boy... and now m black hair dun look black... look more like brown k... something wrong with me hair hahaa....

anyway think nick wasted his money highlight cause didnt highlight much n he paid 40... then i quickly go canoe training was super late... left at 5... then i took wrong bus,.. then no choice liao la take cab... kao... i chiong down then guess what... the equipment stuff store is not open yet... kao n i wasted $$ on cabs... haiz... aiya dun wan to say abt canoe today man... everyone just like hated each other like that... think the canoe spirit is dying... kinda pissed today... no one appreciate my effort to try to go down... n bang me here n there... is like HELLO... i am took leave on training dates... this whole month i am either working or training... not much social life... sux.. argh...

// i just hate to love u... cause loving u is just like killing me slowly.. i dun wan to commit sucide by loving u... my heart is crying.. i dun wan my heart to suffer... if this carrys on... i am just being an idiot with no life... i cant stand it... i going crazy... u just dun appreciate it... i am trying not to hate u..... i guess i should just give up... do watever u wan... i cant be bother....\\

yo yo yo...

sun...

went for my japs test... kao!! damm alot of ppl!!! kao so scary really alot ppl took the test sia.... so happy i brought my green jacket my okasan got for me... the classroom was so cold!!! freezing even though i wore jacket lor... then i just anyhow do la... cant be bother... hahaha...

went to harbour front n meet them... only shi ting grace zi xin nai ac n me lor... then the sky black black we decide not to go beach cuz it would rain somehow... so we walk round sentosa!!! heheeh.... quite fun la!! then told alot nice nice photo with nai's camera.... olympus MJU 300... LOL!!! got this photo look like some cheerleading pose!!! muahaha... super nice lor all the pics.. hehee....

later on nai nai went to queensway buy his boots... then his parents drove us to grace house!!! its been 4 yrs!!! since i went to grace house!! i miss tong tong!! her dog!!! aiyo miss everything!! grace room is nice!! her bed is big n nice!! aiyo!!! then we snatch to see MJC yearbook!! eh super happening leh that is what i think la... ac also think so!!! muahahaha!!! then she was like.. eh alvin we should have go JC for a year then go poly man.. siao la!! waste time... hahaa... anyway later on we walk to canadian pizza to eat... on the way... alot of stuff change!! miss the place so much... i guess once grace left for aust... i wont have the chance to visit the place la...

then xue er came n was furious cause i nv told her we change our venue... cause canadian pizza only deliver dun have dine in... kao... then i told her... u dun have phone wat... then she counter back say i should call her house... then is like she is not at home liao ma... haiz... tiao... then during the dinner was so fierce sia... even ac they all dun dare to talk to her... XUE ER!! i think u are getting this very spoilt princess kind of attitude lor... better change k!! or else... even i cant stand it liao man!!!

later on we walk to grace house behind that garden... aiyo some kids just so childish n kao peh us for making alot of noises... but hello... its not ur house lor... immature!! then we played ice & fire!!! super nice!! hahaha... aiyo... dam funny then ac bang onto zixin... sia la... car accident... hahaha... super fun... but gtg lor cause its late.. n ac next day got sch...

mon...

went training.... no one there!!!!!!!!!! only me!! tiao kao all went to help out with the extro camp sia.... then i do my own push up n running lor.... aiyo saw this couple running touch here n there... kao i wan to puke lor... hello... if u wan to run just run.. if u wan to date just go town... if u wan to have sex.. just go hotel k... dun come to the track n kiss n touch n do that kind of stuff lor... wau lau... wat a turn off... then went to serangoon swimming pool meet ngiap to swim...

he is so late man.. first time there... aiya no mood to swim.. then later on go sim lim with him then go spy on those salesman... see how they sell camera... idiot... say bad things abt olympus! PUI!!! i dun like panasonic n recommend me panasonic one... idiot... then si ngiap... he PANG SEH me lor... went out with his MJ friends to eat BO JIO me lor... then still say i thick skin wan to go join him...... WAU LAU.... PISSED... idiot... then i call my dear dear ryan... he come down.. but make me wait damm long also... oh ya... my face was swollen today!! looks fat!! haiz... anyway went town lor... then ryan go pirece his ear haha... stupid guy so funny... idiot!! oh ya!! then i saw karen!!! stupid idiot!!! she not coming for canoe liao lor... wau lau... haiz...

tues...

my eye lids swollen!!! swollen until i from double eye lids to single eyelids!!!!!!!! so swollen man!! kao die!! then i wore specs to work lor... i look so fat... abit like pan wei bo... hahaha.... i guess i am allergic to something man... haiz anyway bad day... kanna accuse of spoiling that c-5060 cam but feng yi know that is not i spoil one lor... think must be that epson guy spoil one lor... i use nv spoil k... haiz anyway forget it... i need more $$$ nowadays to eat more... getting so hungry so easily... hmmm i am still waiting for my pay sia... argh.... i need to start to do my xmas shopping list... tml i going for training hope got ppl ar!!! guess will meet nai nai go swim first... anyway... go sleep le.... oyasumi!!! i wan to get my new balance shoes on thurs!!!!!!!!

// i just wanna love u... \\