ok ppl listen up!!!! i going to charge u all for $1 per ride for my vespa!!! all funds will go to purchasing of all these stuff....

1. street directory
2. parking coupons
3. petrol
4. 2T oil
5. soap & sponge
6. getting the chrome bar to put my bags n stuff ($75!!)
7. repainting my vespa
8. plastic surgery on the vespa...
9. top up of cash card

well if u all dun want to pay $1... can just simply donate those stuff above to me!!! hahahaa... oh ya if want to take photo with my vespa... that will cost u an additional for $1!!!

riding vespa made me a HAPPY BOY!!! 

me n the uncle in the shop!!! 

this is the vespa i gonna buy!!!!! 

hehehee..... everybody.. i am happy to announce that.... I PASS MY MOTORCYCLE CLASS 2B!!! HURRAY!!! i am finally qualified to ride!!! yeah baby! i gonna ride my little vespa!!! cant wait!! but i still dun have enough money!!! guess wat!!!! MY MOM STILL DUNNO ABT IT!! I DUNNO HOW TO TELL HER!!!!

damm damm freaking happy la!!! i so scare that i fail again! and that stupid indian guy that cuz me to fail... is taking the same day as me and he is just in front of me! i am 63 he is 62... fuck man... and i told myself i better stay far far away from him and dun ride so near him!!! u know when i was during the U-turn i didnt do a good one.... but that tester didnt see it! cuz too many ppl turn at one shot! then by the time he look at me i already turn finish la la la.... damm damm happy!!! i am speechless... i hope to have this super happy feeling on nation champs this year... i want to be a happy boy this national champs....

was talking to jonathan online... he told me that if meet kenta hoya i will love canoe polo even more! then i was like OH NO.... i love canoe polo so much already... i love somemore i can just simply retain n play somemore polo!!! hhahahaah.... anyway nowadays gameplay are getting better... everyone starts to learn how to play man marking but still have alot to improve in such a short time... the girls keeping are improving... both juju n tiong... the junior girls like daph n ester stsrts to know how to dribble forward more instead of doing bad passing to team mate when they dunno who to pass to.... GOOD! well... i am sick of ppl that know that they are not in IVP team then starts not to come for training.... COME ON MAN! U ARE STILL PLAYING FOR OPEN! and some of them are in IVP team also didnt even bother coming for extra poolslots on sunday... these ppl SUCKS! nowadays sunday hardly anyone use dagger cuz so few ppl come that... i might as well invite the year 1 freshies to come n paddle... i bet they are more enthu to come on sunday than the seniors... if not... i ask syaz or rudith to invite some nation team players down to use our pool slot... play against better players.. have special guest appearance every week hahaa....

I CAN RIDE VESPA!!!!

i am irritated again by my laptop.... the buttons at the taskbar keep disappearing!!! i dunno how to get it back... then now i have to keep using alt+tab... haiz... then nowadays sometime the wireless siao siao one... suddenly can connect out of the blue....

i gonna talk abt non-canoe stuff.... fri went for my bike lesson... i really hope i pass on monday for my tp test! i cant wait to ride my vespa!!! on the way home... i have to take 187 follow by 171.... when i board 187... i smell bee hoon... then when i walk to the back to sit down... i step on a box... i look down... its some noodles spilled all over the place... wau lau dunno who spill it... i think is the chao ah beng sitting in front of me... aiyo then the whole bus got the noodles smell la.... lucky i getting down in just a few stops...

when i board 171... i smell something again... it smell like durian... then i smell again.. no... its smell like some alcohol... then i think.. no..it smell like vomit... then i cant be bother then i just sleep... cuz i dun see any bags of durians around n no vomit... then when i exit the bus.... i saw this whole pool of vomit! wat the.... its brown la... yucks... i have been smelling vomit for 40mins in the bus!! yucks... what's wrong with all the buses in singapore... cant they be more like JAPAN! ----> that's why i should get a personal transport instead....

i think libang is damm funny la... nowadays during training he will sometimes say some funny stuff... hahaha... then when the girls did some mistakes they have been doing for countless time.. he just haiz.. hahaha so funny.. then he was correcting my mistakes... he said that my reaction slow... then i was puzzled... later on he explained.... my speed is fast when going for the ball but when pick up the ball its slow... i need to improve on that...

things to train on before national champs....

• faster reaction
• better goal keeping
• better dips
• able to receive ball from awkward position n funny directions...
• pick up ball n shoot without hesitation..
• pushing the zoners out of their position

today i really confirm my hypothesis that... a person who can defence well are totally useless... becuz they hardly play chaser n goal keeping... guys who are not aggressive are totally useless as well :)

gonna start studying my stuff soon... tmr is totally pack for me... going for TP test n have 4hrs of tuition to give and tues going to catch the super nice japanese movie "BE WITH YOU" with my friends and evening go over to ben ho place for BBQ with yao joyce they all....

oh ya...my besty friend grace yanni yanti is back from aussie!!! got to meet her during study n exam weeks cuz she going back soon!!!!!!!!

damm freaking irritated by my stupid wireless.... keep getting disconnected last nite...

guys thanks for all ur msgs in the tagboard... well.. guess its the attitude of the juniors that make me wanna stay on... those juniors are freaking power pack bunch guys.... yest during training they were carrying weights that i only manage to carry in year2... wau at this rate... i am gonna retire real soon... hahahaha....

well i still damm pissed abt some guys in the same... their attitude... i going to show them who is the head of the club... i not gonna let others push me around... i dun care if the person is good or bad in canoeing...if his attitude sucks... he better change or get LOST...

anyway sunday had really nice friendly with NUS... i slept early n i dunno why nowadays i cant wait up on time... guess i really need alot of sleep... having alot of sleep debt... damm damm pai sei that i was late... not just me but alot of guys were late... something needs to be done... i really hated how that person handle things... the way he does things is so watever style... i hate it... and now i seriously hate this S-HOLE (asshole)... i realise something during the friendly... not gonna say here.... anyway NUS captain henry... he looks old but he can freaking paddle damm fast man!! i have another new challenger for first ball.... and he can shoot from half court into the goal!!! OMG! its freaking amazing la... dammit... now i got 2 CANOEPOLO IDOL... NUS Blackstorm No.7 Tongli and NUS captain Henry :)

then there was once henry twin... snatch ball from me and he push the ball towards my face.. lucky i wore helmet... then i shouted..."MY FACE" hahahaa... then he ops sorry sorry.... so funny.. during the friendly i kept smiling... NUS have changed... they didnt played as dirty as before... later on... we had mix team matches... played with this other 4 NUS guy... then this guy called jiansen pass me a ball n i shot... nice beautiful goal... this shows that u doesnt have to train with one another to have the mou qi... if ur skills is there... is there!

i ref quite a few matches.... then when shawn was refereeing i stand by the side to watch... i realise something very wrong abt our guys team... everyone is so "fixed" as in they are only abt to play in the position they always play... eg, if they play zoner, then suddenly u get them to player chaser or keeper... they are just as bad as newbie! this is really terrible... no wonder a good player is someone who is flexible n versatile... no wonder i ask syaz what position tongli plays.. she said.. not fixed... during n.training they train everything... my new target... TRAIN EVERYTHING.... even left hand shooting!

i better go check my gel... now i am in the lab blogging... gonna be slightly late for training later... hope can rush back on time... :)

i didnt know some of the freshies have my blog... then i realise my blog can be easily search thru yahoo or watever search engine... nvm... u want to read just read!! dun BITCH!

anyway i enjoy training with the freshies... some of them are so funny la... when ask them do something... they are like so scare that i am going to eat them up hahahahahaa......

the whole of yesterday... i keep thinking abt alot of stuff... then something keep telling me to quit canoeing... there are times when i really want to give up... but the passion for canoe just oppose me from giving up.... looking back the 2 years.. i didnt enjoy as much as anybody else... in fact i think suffer quite alot... and the journey ahead is seems pretty gloomy...

let me remind everyone again.... dun be surprise if one day i just disappear from canoe...

talking to some ppl from other sch make me realise... that their teams are so much united and they stand up for one another... but for my side... i dun see it happening despite our few attempt for bonding camps... ppl still sit around their comfort zone...

i keep thinking again just now... if i am not in canoeing now... what will i be doing??? i guess i will be getting a part time job or give more tuition jobs to earn more $$$... spend on my japanese classes, saving up for vespa, saving up for ticket n trip to japan, spend even more money buying more clothes to make me feel good n look good.... or even just spend time with friends...

then i think again... if i continue in canoeing now... i will be just finding ways to skip my final year project to go for training... scream n shout at everyone during training and get hated by everyone else... training so hard everyday but end up not even in the team... went home late everyday... dun even have much time for projects n presentation and dun even have to for social life and even doing facial wash with scrub n moisturise my face... my fingers n feets will just continue to peel n dry n flake until it bleed... my skin will continue to be so dry n flaky...

just wonder wat is the thing that keep me from staying in canoeing...

nowadays in sch... hardly see those friends of mine that we always have fun with during my year 1... like kylie, liantee, pat and other sport camps mates... its been so long since i saw them n when i saw them today.... i can notice changes in them... like kylie became skinner n liantee become fatter hahahaa... then kylie said that i am skinner... haiz i think so too... my weight suppose to be 59kg... but now its 57.5kg... i wish i am 5kg heavier... i need more food...

now i am afraid that i cant finish my final year project on time... haiz.. wonder if i will retain if i cant finish it on time'? hahahaa... ah anyway i need to go clear up my gel... now still at the lab doing my stuff... later have NUS friendly... cant wait to play with them but.. wont be able to play against their ivp team.. haiz...

hahahaa.... i dunno i should cry or laugh or disappointed or react to the fact that i am currently not in the IVP team... i really did much better than the previous 2 weeks in gameplay... on thurs i was in the blue side with lin and beng n shawn n jianwen... we put up a pretty good fight... anyway i think i know wat's stanley's motive :) well those who dun deserve to be in the IVP team now should better buck up... i am sure i will be back into my top 5 position...

i think half pool is so hard to train tactic... its different... u can cramp those ppl easily in half pool but in full pool ppl just escape... now doing strength training... hope that i dun get injure while doing it... my left arm nearly pop out on wed... now back muscle is aching abit... i need a back massage! i damm angry with the fact that my KNEEGUARDS & SOCKS are GONE! wat the hell la... its stinky.. its ugly.. its dirty.. dunno which assO took it... i just went to value$1 shop to find cant get the $1 kneeguard liao... sian man... now i got blisters la.. i need to get more sponge!!!

i simply love some of my freshies... those are so funny n adorable... hahahaa... and peter is HOT among the freshies.. hahaha.. i realise... its just one week left to study week!! i need to start studying for my proteomics n other stuff... i feel like retain to stay in canoeing n have more fun with the year 1... i wish i am year 1... i do look like year 1... gonna be busy next week...

did i told u all that i got a new adidas bag! la la.. nice n i m happy.. hahahaa argh damm tired... shall blog too much..

wau... really busy... i cant imagine life without being busy... or maybe i will nv ever get to taste the feeling of being slack...

thurs...
it was the IVP selection.. i really played like shit... i think i better go gym often... i everytime have to take care every small things that ppl dun do it... maybe i should be called as a maid rather than a president... i didnt perform at the level i am at... why? cuz my team mates didnt put in their effort... its so saddening to see ur very own team mates playing with u for so long and still doing that same old mistakes that u been shouting at them to change... one thing abt us human is that we dun like changes... we just like to sit in our comfort zone... until when something treaten u... then u start to change... TOO LATE... "IF U DUN CHANGE, U EXTINCT!" this is so so true...

i just dun see those ppl who are going to be in the IVP team making an effort... esp when i ask some of them to come for sunday slots... they replied saying that sunday is their only rest day... this kind of attitude how to win 2nd for IVP this year? i am training 5 times a week and keep pushing myself to run n run... is because i dun wan to let my team down... i have been a burden for the team since the very first day i join... i remember sitting at that green patch doing ball passing and i cant pass long distance at all... everyone did push up for me... and endurance training in pool... i was the slowest... right now... i did improve my shooting n speed... but i have alot more to improve on... i am gonna focus on paddling with my arm wider apart... and shooting at corners n shooting while keep not looking...

been watching some polo videos... i realise... sometimes camping at the side is good... u just sneak behind the zoners n get ur friend to pass to u n u SHOOT! its good to watch how ppl play...

sat
i thought jeremy read the mails wrongly... but its the divers fault... they make a booking for half pool but didnt turn up n end up we got back our full pool and cancel friendly with TP guys... but lucky libang brought his team mates down to play with us... alot empty spaces in centre but no one go in... all play too defensive... sad to say again alot of my team mates always like to play outside... n they always want to shoot in for personal glory... they nv help others to push those zoners out of their position...

i miss alot of good pass from some guys and miss a few shots... need to improve more on ball handling... balls keep slipping from my hands... i am glad that shot a goal against kenneth... even though its a goal but i not satisfied... cuz he was sort of out of position... i will shoot in one to one with him someday... my boats keep getting full...

for the girls friendly... i was filming at 2nd floor.. its a great view to film it... i really rocks as a video cameraman... hahahaha.... ok anyway the junior girls did pretty bad... that time with NTU was much better... they better train to paddle fast... cuz TP using dagger can go as fast as some of them in vampire... that is a threat already... i realise something... the TP girls really damm smart... they use girl's weakness to play against girls... listen to my analysis...

1. girls usually can block off shots going into the upper goal... so they lobe the ball n tiong cant block.
2. girls with less experience will usually tends to any how pass or dunno who to pass to when she all her team mates are being mark... if u look at the video carefully... the TP girls defense tactic is using man make... instead of 2-2-1 or 1-3-1.. they using 4-1... all 4 take one person then the person not taken is the one holding on to the ball n she will panic n will lose the ball n opponent get it...

so junior girls... i know u all will read my blog... have more confidence when playing... dun scare of them... if possible always dribble on ur own.. at the last game june chen was quite good... she did a nice ball shielding from the opponent... good one!

guys team in a really bad shape.. we better pull up our socks n play as a great team...

i have no social life so... everything is in polo... u dun understand... then JOIN POLO....