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ok singaporeans! do wat u are best at! SLAM THIS IDIOT! when i was reading some blogs... i saw this.... shit this bastard... u should die instead of my team mates... cant believe there are some heartless ppl out there say this kind of thing.... he is not alone....

ok i shouldnt say who but its a group of ppl who i dun like to hang out but i have no choice to stay with them... if u are smart u know who i am talking to.... 

MR X said.... "alvin do u need to buy some rice dumplings for ur friends?" i was like why? "SO THAT U CAN THROW INTO THE RIVER N FEED THE FISH LIKE WAT THE ANCIENT CHINESE STORY LA" i was like wtf... can you dun insult my friends... i really hated want to beat them up....

then another person said last nite... wau alvin u like that need to rush all 5 places so jia liat huh? i gave him a stare... n i just ignore....

if only there is singapore version of mean girls.... it will be mean shitgaporeans... haiz...

just now book out from camp... i str8 away went over to jeremy's wake to join the rest of the guys... its my first time meeting the guys since they are back... they are ok... and saw coach.. he is very down... the whole place is packed and prime minister came... guess this is my first time seeing him live... glad that he actually came... i saw andy... i was kinda surprise after reading a blog tribute to jeremy... that andy, my NP sports camp GL is his BMT mate... and they are very close... yeah then saw junsheng there... somehow i felt dejavu... cuz we have been in the same situation but different person... perry, my canoe polo senior... its really sad to have ur friends to leave u one by one due to some tragic accident....

its really kinda funny to meet up with some of my team mates... cuz i left the team cuz my camp discourage me and i have to concentrate on my SAT test.... time is something i cant afford... and i dun want to be another weekend rowers that the team hated... yet some of you are still so nice to me.. really appreciate it...

next... went to stephen's wake with derek.... his sec sch teacher... when i reach there... i just stood there look at photo slide of stephen.... with darren n kaihong... we didnt know he is those joking kind of guy... cuz usually he is very serious n quiet during training.... i remember the very 1st few nat training when he just sat right in front of me.. i keep scratching his back.. simply cuz i cant keep up with the pace... i should have said sorry n probably say hi before training... upon reading a letter from a student for stephen... somehow i am think if i should really be a PE teacher?? its really tough to teach the younger generation but somehow i am sure teaching is very fulfilling job.... the student wrote something which really hit me...

"Mr Loh, i still have your phone number... so will you pick up the call when i give you a call?"

*tears*

during the june race.... justin, reuben, allen and weizheng... the PES C guys posing for a muscle shot... its so funny with the rest of the guys just look at them flex n flex... hahhaa....

and the recent race... the 1st race without me since i left... comments from weizheng to reuben in facebook... reuben i am sure now weizheng will give u his full attention now :)

i will be attending both their wake tmr... i hope i will be ok... i will try... and thurs i will be walk with them... our last journey together... cremation...

after talking to some people... they told me they dun really know reuben personally but reu did say hi to them... yeah reuben is a really friendly guy... guess i should really learn from him... smile... always...

weizheng... i am glad that the media finally put a correct photo of you and did some write up for you... the way u carry yourself... i will learn from you... to be a better person and take good care of everyone else around us.... i will really miss you....