yeah yeah... today fun fun day!! hehee.... today went for canoe polo training!! super duper fun... haiz i really need to buck up my throwing power... damm sucky... then later try to paddle str8... but i dunno why i no matter how hard i try paddle halfway will crook... then later on got canoe polo game!! damm fun!! is really very fun lor!!! hehehe but very tired... then i keep on capsize cause must turn n turn to get the ball... aiyo... at first i thought i nearly drown lor... haiz... cause must pull the tag out one or else cant get out of the boat... PANIC>... i capsize until i blur liao.. all the water got in... after that... allan ask wei hong to choose 5 best freshies to play against seniors... i cant believe i got in! hehehe... kao... bully us lor.. those seniors... keep on winning... hahaha...

later on we all went to town... hmm me n rui xiang... i think that is his name... yr3 senior i guess.... click very well... haha funny guy... hahaa... but anyway i left them go ps giordano alone to visit kanika they all lor... hahhaa.... actually wanted to just see them but i end up buying 2 3/4 sleeve shirt 2 cardigan and 1 berms... only cause $94.50..... the average price of 1 item is not even $20! ahhahaa.... but the cardigans n shirt going to send over to japan to my host family.... hehehe then the berms is for myself... cause i need more btms to wear to sch..... oh ya i gonna write a new wish list.. things to buy.... oh ya i just got my 2nd pay from giordano... it is $260++ so in total i got almost $800 for 6weeks in gio....

left n went to hereen to find kylie they all... so long nv see alot of them... hahhaa.... oh ya... then later they all walk in front... shao bin pull me n kylie ask us to go take neoprint!! hahah then i immediately damm excited!! hahaha then go take with them n yong quan also.. hahaha... really very nice the neoprint hahaha.... oh ya.. then later on go eat again...anyway... i announce to everyone that me n wei lun break up already!! he not my gay partner anymore lor... i got RYAN liao ok... hahaa... then i sing the shuo ai ni to ryan... haha.a. then he sing the sun yan zi - wo yao de xing fu.... he sing " wo yao de xing fu shi ALVIN..." hahahhaa.. aiyo so sweet... hahaa... then we just like gay couple walk down orchard hahaha.... oh ya!!! then ryan damm funny he always like to act sissy,... then me and him at ps cinema there.. he act ah gua then i am the man mah... then he sa jiao lor... hahaa.... damm funny... one guy look at him n shake his head!!! muahahah aiyo loser he really thinks my darling ryan is ah gua... NO LOR>.... hahaha.... more man than him ar! hahaha.... then they all watching that pirates show... i nv... so i went home... tired ah... shall blog again late.r... nite....

HURRAY!!! now life starts to rox liao!!! Xue er crisis over!!! *clips* xue er we just can settle issue easily... dun be so sad k!!! save the energy to love the whole world!! hahaa.... anyway... today went back st gabs... actually quite sian... i wasnt that thrill to see the teacher... looking forward to see my ex-classmates!!! saw benedict jie yong they all!!! hehee funny guys!! LAMERS UNITE!!! should have a 4e2 class gathering soon sia!!! then saw willy ong!! hahah damm long nv see him... then alex told me that he heard willy go jc study till damm hard... wau... i shock lor... cause he always pon lesson one... anyway... V200 rox lor!! hahaha today was looking at benedict's phone mah... damm cool!!! the function for the cam quite good... can invert lor! mine cant... i think his colour more vibrant n vivid leh.... anyway later went back NP with benjamin ho.....

then we in library study... then go for our cell bio test!!! hope that i can pass well lor... really!!! oh ya.. yest i look back at the quiz i took... kao i really think that that time i fail hor... i really damm stupid n nv study correctly lor... is all so damm chicken feet... if only i can redo it... i sure can get 80+ argh!!! some ppl really do very fast for the test lor... dunno they really that good or what... then later on went town with serene n robynne..... aiyo... the serene n robynne hor... keep seeing alot alot ppl they know sia... kao.... then i saw some ppl i dun wan to see lor... but suay suay bump into them... anyway then waited damm long for kylie.... jiazhen came also.... i was super duper shock just now lor.... kao... kylie is now attached to my ai ai, terence!!! oh my man!! damm shock... then jia zhen shock me again that she is with ben!!!!!! shock shock n more shock!!! kao i dun think can sleep well... kao.... wau lau!!! really cant believe.... anyway later on we go take np in the cinderella machine... damm nice!!! hahaha.... later on go mad monk....

haahaaa...today there damm alot ppl... aiyo... really alot butch sia... only some quite cool... oh ya... nowadays i go town... is like all the les n butch is dominating the whole streets lor... kao damm damm alot... i think les one day will over take the number of gays sia... SCARY.... HAHAAA.... anyway some butch really very suai... i see already dunno whether i am str8 or "gay"... hahaha really then some butch can spike the hair better than me... anyway!!

good news!!! i got the olympus job!! yeah!! so before the job thing i going to cut my hair n do alot of stuff!! most importantly!! sun tan!! yeah!!! oh ya! i wan to buy the addidas shoe bag!!! damm cool just now i saw it at taka!!! is only $12.90 lor!! cheap cheap!! kool sia!!! oh ya... i plan already... on 911 (11 sept) i going to go sun tan with AC then later watch legally blonde with xue er... dunno whether now xue er going to remain snow white or go tan...shit la i got alot stuff to say but now is like 2.30am... later 11am i got canoe training lor!!! love canoe!!! seniors!! u all RULEZ!! love everyone of u!!! i think i going to be influence by xue er's "love everyone" ideology... hahaa...

yeah!! another great great news!!! just now was talking to terence... the other one... my canoe senior!!! he also working for the comex fair next thurs to sun!!! cool sia!! but he is doing for mac... i doing for olympus!!! hurray!!! cool sia!! hope we just next door then can talk to him!!! muahaha he damm funny sia... he got damm alot of lobang to get cheap or free stuff.... so cheapo ppl like me must go hang out with him!!! muahahaa.... haha... then he told us next sat got some beach party then got alot np ppl going then ask me go also... then say 17 can close one eye... but he say i look very boy boy kiddy... might not be able to go in.... sad-ed sia... haha.... but i like leh... i like ppl say i boy boy kiddy kiddy one!! hehee.... this shows i am 17 but look 14!!! that is what last yr i go the travel fair the auntie say one... she said i am 14 ok! kao... peng hahaha.... ok la better go liao....
tml shall blog more!!!

\\ the path to success always starts with the first step... but i dunno how to step towards ur heart.. to steal the key from ur heart... u r just simply cute!! how i wish i can plant my kiss on ur cheek n let it grow!! hehee... //

XUE ER: did i say something wrong???? xue er ah!! i am now very blur n confuse liao leh.... i nv blame u already what... then why u keep saying in ur blog abt me as if i still angry with u!!! i really forgive u!!! but dunno why u just dun think that i really forgive u!!! aiyo... i really really really FORGIVE U liao ma... tiao... i better dun type anything else already... or else it willl get worse... i will call u tml k? XUE ER! ENLIGHTEN ME BACK LEH.... what did i said wrongly... i mention that u overboard is refer to the msn issue but now i look back actually is nothing wrong..... i shall caps so u read with understanding.... THAT TIME I WAS STRESS OVER THE WEEKEND THAT'S WHY THAT DAY I LOOK AT UR BLOG I WAS DAMM SAD-ED.... BUT NOW I NV PUT THAT THING TO HEART LIAO!!

Steff: ya thanks for all that stuff in ur blog.... now i am just blur blur... everything will be fine soon... hey teach me that html code how u do that thing to the word!! so cool!!! hahaha imagine all my blog entries the word just keep on shaking no one can read sia!!! hahahaa... thanks for all ur advice... steff the advisor! hahaa... hey one day go out with u again leh then ask phy to go out!! wan to see her also!!

oh ya once again... xue er... i dunno why u say i have alot fun in np then ask me to just go ahead n have fun with them... wau lau.... i not that kind of person lor... i still got jio u out one leh... just that it crash with all ur stuff mah.... we shall watch legally blonde 2 soon k? must dye hair blonde den can watch right? my hair is very black leh.... ur hair blonde can go in ma... haha... (i know is not funny)

Serene: really ma... our class is splitted by an iron curtain... cant u see? it is so clear.... my blog i dunno beside u n melissa n jeremy still got who read... ops... shall censor the name out.... just that some of the guys in our class always go do their stuff after lesson n nv wait for the rest one lor... then always just hang around with their grp instead of the whole class....(i smell the word BORED)

anyway... today kao i woke up damm late lor... 5pm.. yest sleep at 4am.... woke up very angry lor cause waste so much time!!! sux sia.... anyway did go canoe training... i went out buy alot food.... oh ya i drink that black soy bean milk liao... taste nice but still abit weird weird leh... i dunno why but just WEIRD... then i go look at CD... aiyo the sun yan zi new album there put that is the album just before she go for a year break... then went home realise that really true sia... sun yan zi is having one yr break... haiz... now i suddenly siao abt her she having break... poor girl.. rest well n come back soon!!! love sun yan zi!! MUACK!! hahaa... oh ya can u all believe that actually now i think i like sun yan zi more than BoA? but w-inds still rox lor!! hahaa... aiyo i really damm admire keita lor... his hair is damm damm damm NICE... but i dun think i long hair nice leh... look stupid! hahaa... but i wan to have that kind of hair like keita in the LOVE IS MESSAGE MTV..... the song name just dun make sense! but i like the song... hahaha japs are like that... always put eng words together without making any sense....

oh ya... nowadays i like feeling kind of itchy ---> long time nv gp shopping.... but i cant waste money! i got tons of shirts... hahaha but i just got to get a new bottoms.... wan to go giordano soon leh... i need to buy presents for my jap host mother... long time nv send her stuff n nv call her... *feeling bad* then must go developed the photo.... oh ya.. xue er must jio u out either this or next week cause must show u that time mbs chalet the photo... oh ya.. now i got a new plan to have alot money in my account!!! everytime i must maintain the $$$ to the next hundreds... eg. i got $580... then i must faster save then put $20 in... then i will have $600 then after that slowly slowly save then when near to the next hundred will keep on finding money to put in... then when take out money must faster put it back!!! hehee.... haiz dun think can go japan sia this dec.... argh... cause i think in order for my tokyo-kitago trip works... must at least save till $1500... $600 for the airfare... $300 for transport $300 for accomodation $300 not enough for shopping so will ask my mother for some more to go shopping... japs stuff ex ok! hahaa.... but cheapo ppl like me got alot ways to get stuff... go 2nd hand shop!!! i going 2nd hand shop to buy tons of japs CD!! is damm cheap got $3 to $10 one lor!!! hahaha.....

my plan for tml is wake up at 10am then go sun tan... then swim swim till 3pm... then after that must study study study..... oh ya.. cell bio test just change ti 3 to 5... so dun need to rush to st gabs so early.... *claps* nv buy any present for any teacher leh... how huh... feel like getting some gift... ppl give me some idea pls!!!

// i really dunno what u are thinking in ur head now... i really like u alot... but sometime u are nice to me.. sometime mean... i just dun get it... give me a clearer hint? or else the fire will just die out... \\

woke up late PURPOSELY today... ahaa cant blame me la yest was extremely tired... then have to go back sch again... can u feel the word "SUX" around... but NP ROX... hahah... went back to meet vicki jeremy n boon tat to do on our business stuff... we doing our free gift stuff.... and i was like trying to learn how to use nokia software but dunno why that damm thing just cant be d/l.... anyway after that we go library n talk... then saw kervin n thane together!! shock!! didnt know both of them knew each other!! haha... then chatted awhile... nice pals... then search for place in library to settle down.... KAO LOR.... what the hell..... study week got more ppl in the library than usual sia!!! then we no choice go to that place got music n headphones one... then we all listen to music n discuss... damm the NP authority lor... they wan to save $$$ until too extreme lor... the library is like not air conditioned at all lor... everywhere is damm stuffy...

later on just go vally point... ask serene how to go there cause i dunno whether is it that valley point i know.... oh ya... reach there at first was like abt 8 ppl... then later on *BOMB*! 21 ppl!!! tiao... i was the youngest... and like i know abt most of the stuff lor... kao... then get to know that actually olympus is damm good.,. and a good camera is base on the lens n not other stuff.... hmmm.... know something? canon buy lens from olympus!!! but olympus movie mode dun have sound one... argh... i really love that olympus camera that time takky advertise one... anyway i was like damm shock abt how many camera olympus can sell during a roadshow lor.... kao is so much better than working in giordano cause got commission one!!! sell one cam got $5... then one day usually can sell 20!!!! kao!! anyway really hope they choose me to work!!! i love cam n hp!!! hahaha... then those ppl in the office quite friendly... nice ppl... really damm funny that guy who present the stuff to us but i was like kind of turn off by the propaganda lor... he kept saying that XD card is the best... haiz in real fact... xd card not that common the more common one is actually SD card lor... and xd card is cheap lor! cheaper than SD card!! why he say ex!!! tiao....

MY DEAREST XUE ER: the previous blog wasnt meant to say that u very bad la... but sometime just overboard lor... no la i wont so xiao qi abt ur honesty.. cause i also very direct like u.... i dunno why yest i like use so much metaphour? is it like that spell hahaha.... anyway cheer up ok!! what i said i really mean it lor!!! really!!! oh ya... xue er... u said u change... actually u very WEIRD!!! sometimes u just switch to n flo ur old n new self lor... like ur old self is that talk n hurt ppl without thinking then new self is the quiet n think alot before u talk.... u get what i mean!! really... nowadays u are like that!! so u are not fickle!! the real FREAK-kle is me!!! hahaha...yeah what u said is thru... u live for urself... so do i.... but everyone need a pillar to rely on why they are down... *knock* anyway... i really nv put that issue too seriously lor... maybe because i was very stress over the weekend then see that stuff u wrote so get upsetted easily... anyway i wont wan to lose u as a best friend lor.... same thing goes to u...(coz ur bday coming in 2months time!!) that's why... hahaha... cheer up... now just study n conc on ur o level ok!!!!

just now serene gave me her blog webby... nice nice to read.. haha... damm funny... kao alot ppl like to say me "stupid" in their blog.... stupid alvin then what what what.... then stupid alvin what what what again.... haiz... anyway nowadays feel like going around the sch hugging all my friends... ahahhaha!! friends craze period!!! warning!!! oh ha today saw karen!!! i couldnt recognise her lor she wore speaks n spike up nicely!!!! reallly didnt know is her until she call me!!! she rox!! nice pal.... i dunno why i click so well with butch!! hahaa.... say me gay or whatever i dun care.... nowadays i am just have this sympathy attitude towards those transgender ppl... cause nowadays so much aticle is abt them... u read those stories is like so sad lor... this society just dun accept them... is really not their fault that they become like that.... everyone should have this scientific view... cause is due to some genetic error that's why girl born in boy body or vice versa.... then usually u read is abt guy change sex to gal... but have u all ever read abt how a girl change sex to a guy... i was bewilder.... she really damm poor thing lor...

ALVIN's QUOTE: we should accept the way they are... even though is just one person accpet them they will be just as happy compare to none... at least someone understand them... aiyo u ppl should really watch that korean show call bungee jump is quite similar to this! PPL!! dun discriminate against those that are not str8... i shall quoto some christian stuff even though i not into the religion.... god doesnt make everyone perfect! ppl say that singapore is actually a quite open minded ppl.... my DAMM FOOT SIA.... still got so many ppl so hum ji all these... the other day i was reading the straits times that prime minister wants singaporean to be more vocal...voice out express their view until they are told or warn by the government that their action is not right... then the newspaper interview most ppl... everyone just said that even though they wont do anything cause it is not IN OUT CULTURE! sometimes we need changes in culture... just like my fav hist teacher jackie cheng said.... "CHANGES IS CONSTANT"... anyway shant bored u all to dead...

oh ya.. anyway this fri after cell bio test my class suggest to go sentosa to play n stay overnite... hmmm actually dun mind but look at the pathetic ppl in my class... they are quite fun but not those kind that u would wanna hang out in orchard la... except some la.... now i still consider tml should go canoe land training... hmmm.... must see tml how much i studied.... ok better go liao... type so much.... anyway... xue er.... i love u alot as a friend!! what i type just like a reflection for u... u know me i not good in words... i might try to say soomething but i cant express it in a proper manner... hope u understand!!!

// i wan hold u... even a stroll down the street would be just like walking in heaven to me... let me be with u... \\

aiyo!!!

Sat..

wake up kind if late but my mum drove me to sch was on time.. the CATS teacher intro a guy from the innohub n he told us alot of stuff that our students had invent n i was damm damm wow wow wow by their stuff.... n i am now so into giving ideas to them... i think i going to type a proposal to the teacher then he pass to that guy... later on was wuaa test it was like easy but abit tricky.. anyway did it n free!!! but sad thing is that they gonna change our wuaa teacher next term... kao... she is damm bloody good lor... why change!!! argh....

later on meet ken then go watch the canoe polo competition later on lor... kao i didnt realise that SMU is just further down the road from NJC there lor... i was like past by there so many many time by didnt notice... poor seniors!! they trained so hard by defeated by sch from SP & NUS... argh... damm those ppl... but we all very poor thing also because of alot restriction so cant have many pool training... canoe polo is a damm nice sports to play n watch lor... kao i was damm surprise by how SP played... they are damm super lor... must take REVENGE!! i left at 3plus went to japanese sch at changi...

saw sharon at the bus stop... went there with her... hahaha poor girls... they all have to quite damm damm bloody long to get to wear their yukata... but i was like just wait for 10mins... hahaha... it was freaking nice lor... brings back so much memories esp. those times when i was in kitago... i still remember my host mother help me put on my kimono... *tears* i miss kitago... then saw the folk dance they dance on the stage... i did that when i was in kitago too... many ppl were there... mostly singaporeans... florence looks very nice on her yukata... plus pink colour hello kitty slippers... later on walk around with serene they all... wanted to catch goldfish but i going chalet later on lor.. they will die... i dun wan to be so cruel lor... then big bro came... hahah he help serene ask a jap guy to take photo with her... hahah damm funny he like one ah beng pat on his shoulder n ask him to take photo with serene... hahaha.... i dun think that guy shuai leh.. really... i saw better one than him lor... later on sandip they all came... then we catch up on stuff... then went to find japs to know them... but this stupid fat bitch damm cold blanket immediately say NO! feel like wacking the fats out of her... really i love the whole thing!! so fun!! then after everything went to help those ppl clear up... n i got cca points for just clearing up for 30mins is damm worth it lor... later went back the room... saw a family sitting at our place... then me n serene we all went DAMM CUTE!!! that boy name tomohiro!! he is 8 but look like 6 n his hair is like keita long time ago... long n str8 dyed with dark brown!!! damm nice!! wan to kidnap him as my son!! so cute!!! then took photo with him...

later on went to jermaine chalet... my canoe senior... aiyo so pai sei i nv buy her any present... hehee... then so few ppl there... i shouldnt have go there lor... should go home sleep.... then nothing much go sleep... so tired..

sun....

then wake up early go watch competition again.... was too tired to watch some match... but was not as nice as yest.... then after our seniors' match.. we all went home lor... then when i reach home.. i read xue er's blog... wau lau i was so sad lor... really damm sad lor... n totally disappointed... that nite talking to her on the phone... i thought that she was like just gonna tease me again or just disturb me... but she wrote it on her blog until i am a person with no life lor... and until i am totally dun fit to be human... i just got a shock of my life that my 10 yrs best friend just said something so hurting in public before saying that to me... i was too sad to type my blog... and guess what... xue er at that moment i got tears in my eyes... i was really sad i dunno why i react that but it just comes out naturally... then i go n sleep... it was like 6pm lor... n i sleep till next day 7am....

mon...

woke up start packing stuff.... cause got lesson later on... today mrs tang she went too fast liao la... aiyo... then after class discuss with jeremy n the rest abt the business stuff... we gonna set up our own business for 2days at J8... so all of u must support huh!!! oh ya.. we brainstorm on what to sell... and i thought of something for vicki to do... shant tell u all what we selling hahaa... secret ok... just pop by at J8 next month... will tell u all more info... then later went to find benjamin go panasonic center upgrade his GD88 software... then it tooks 1hr n 30mins so we go eat then later go queensway walk walk... kao he really dun mind buying a average shirt for $30!!! i can buy 3 t-shirts with $30 lor... just keep walking round... then later on went back collect... haha he damm funny he told me his class that girl called joyce damm funny... say i will click well with her... cause he say i very out-going... then i was like... huh...since when i am out-going? ppl say i damm dao lor... hahaa... anyway he told me that when she was young she take her own shit n throw at dog! hahaha.... damm funny... then soon went back sch for canoe training....

today damm xiong lor... i ran round campus... then later go gym... then today i did 120 pushups 3 laps round the tracks 50 situps then swim practise ball throwing... oh ya... later on dunno why some say i am evil alvin.. cause got 2 alvin.. the other one is my ex-classmate... then call me evil alvin to differentiate us... kao... then i was like who the hell say i am evil... then they say dowell... FUCK lor... that bastard is such a hum ji... keep going around n telling everyone i am evil n all the bad stuff.... chee bye lor... i was like ok ok towards him... idiot lor... he should reflect on himself before comment on others lor.. i dun go around telling ppl he damm bad what... cause i let other ppl judge him instead... i am now freaking furious abt it lor... argh... REVENGE... i dun wan him in the POLO team lor... bastard he really damm cold blanket... yest at irc he said abt the seniors did badly that kind of shit n said if we lose again next year we should join magnum force (NP cheerleading)... FUCK IT la... IF U CANT WIN OTHERS DUN BLAME ON OTHERS... N DUN DRAG US ALONG LOR... we are not so sissified like u!!

my poor pat mei mei today got bad cramps on her legs... then she cry... she say she wan to give up... but mei!! must not give up ok!! got us behind u!! push on!! hope she is fine now.... then as usual went to eat with them...

XUE ER: xue er.. i tell u lor i really dunno why everytime u piss me i just dun get angry long... maybe because i just dun wanna spoilt this 10yrs friendship lor... whatever u said in ur latest blog is true lor... friendships sometimes cant resist strong tide... n just fall apart... u been very close to me this yr and u should know how i sank the ships of many friends i once very close with n all in a sudden just fall apart overnite.... it is because that everyone has their own judgement on whether the other party had gone over their limits n is there any potential chances that this healed ship still can survive another strong tide... no one wan to be hurt by the same person twice... once bitten twice shy 3rd time still dare to try? but i this time round just only angry n saded for awhile only... cause i learn to be more kan de kai... i really very good to u already lor... u know everytime u keep on saying "ok lor u do/say it again then u not my 10yrs friends" is just like u say ur that friend who say "do i look like i care" it gives me a very irritating attitude lor... then u know alot of little comments always hurt me but i just try to swallow it down like a poisonous drug.... like last yr Xmas at AC house... when i just put my lousy nokia 3310 phone on the table n u said "kao so lousy phone also wan to show off" then i was like what the hell i where got show off i just put on table cannot meh... the normal alvin would just throw his jap curry rice at the table n take his bag n went back home... n wont contact any friends for 2weeks.... but i didnt... i just sat there n remedies my wound with tears from my heart... sometimes small insults can cause great wounds lor... then that japs summer festival when i first knew abt it the first one i thought was u lor... jio u first lor not like some slut... then told u that time we went cut hair n fish n co with kai si... i reminded u again n again... i bought the tix for u first but in the end u just say.. sorry i going to watch Zpop concert... kao i was like tiao..fine lor... then when i was at there i was really hoping u were there so i can talk n share alot stuff with u but u went zpop lor... but anyway that's the past... anyway just have to forgive u... just like gareth gates song.... anyone could make that stupid mistake... i do also make mistakes... *positive alvin* cheer up!!

// dun listen to what that bastard said abt me... have ur own judgement n u can find that unpolished diamond right in my fragile heart \\