haiz.. why nowadays some ppl just so harsh towards me... didnt offend them.. i am puzzled.. i dunno why ppl think that i am fake sometimes... i didnt hide anything from them... when i say something i really mean it... i cant tell a lie.. i will stumble over my words.. everything its too fast for me to catch up... i need a break.. i have not been really resting since poly started for me since year1.. i think i have some hidden illness... i think i have cancer... i think i will die at a young age... i think i think too much...