its just another tiring day.... argh... i dunno why everytime alot ppl misunderstood wat i said in my blog... haiz.. anyway.. i dun like that samsung girl k... n she hor... kao.. think she is a fox... then the colin that dealer of the roadshow go let her work n replace us olympus staff! wat the fuck lor!! cause its like... we olympus give him all the free gifts n rent all the spacefor him n he earn damm damm alot like shit... n he is kicking us out! wat the fuck!! anyway amos n jordan know abt it man!! wonder if they can change the dealer!!! if not just ask him be the cashier man n shut up!!! idiot...

ok tell u all who i saw past 2 days... i saw kym ng!! she super chio in real life!! then saw tat cynthia koh again.. she speaks ang moh to her bf... LOL.. then saw yun yi!!! hahaha 4yrs nv see her!! she in MJC lor.. then that day they show me his bf then i saw it real life... wau!!! really shuai.. *drool*... hahaha.. then saw that wei heng... yucks... then diana n naomia or naodia.. aiyo the twins i until now still can differentiate.. then toilet pass by also!!! oh ya.. then ac later on at nite drop by with her sis n her mother!! hahaa.... ac said i hit her very hard that nite at monks.. then i was like... huh??? hahaha super fun man!! esp the me against the music!!! muahaha.... i wan to go monks again this fri!!! someone jio me can??? must go msg kerrie... hehee... oh ya... then i saw a few bungs i saw at monks the other day.. hahaa...

sarah: dear sarah... dun sad leh... actually nai nai really turn into a nice nice guy... thank to u.. really.. he really chance into a really nice gentleman now.. i dun think he like someone else or wat.. dun feel so insecure la... he really fu chu alot for u... haiz... i am so shock but what he did for u... i dun even know if i can do that for the one i like......

haiz... i dunno man... everytime i look at a couple holding hands joking around walking down the street... i just envy them... its like so xin fu lor... i always day dream that soon i will be like them..... able to hold her hand... walking down the street... but for not... i dunno why... i think i too rush into making the decision that i should not like her.... i guess that day i am just super duper emotionally super duper down... i am feeling very emotion unstable nowadays... haiz... i think i can cry whole day long... haiz... i dunno why... i think i am so BI lor..... i am still thinking abt tat jappy guy at monks that day... haiz... i really dun like any girl now.... i so irritated by those girls who come forward n trying to know me... esp that wall's ice cream girls.. aiyo.. keep on looking at me.. aiyo... then everyday at friendster those girls keep wanting me to add them.. siao... dream on,... i guess i should just put i am GAY at friendster... then no girls will msg... aiyo.. also got those fat fat disgusting guys also come ask me to add them... yucks... haiz..

// i dunno if i still like u or not... i just cant think now... i am feeling tired... i am very sad now... i am in a depression period... i just wan to isolate myself... i just need a break.... i cant take it anymore... i going to breakdown soon... \\