thurs maths paper was a killer... my laptop crash on wednesday... wau a lucky week... lucky got to save 90% of my photos n video in the safe mode... HOWEVER... i lost some really nice video... that april fool joke on chloe... FUCK! hey hannah i know u will curse at me but... i am sorry!

i now in a really nice mood to study la la... today morning woke up early...10am to go eat dim sum with my fuck-up aunties and my grandma... my poor grandma got some injuries on her knee then none of my aunties help her carry her bag n stuff... dunno what stuff she carrying so heavy i went to help her carry it... dunno wat kind of daughter she have man... i am sure they will be those bitches who will cry during her funeral n say things like how filial they are... FUCK OFF la... now i will cherish moment with my grandma n grandpa... cuz i always lost my paternal grandparents... dun have much impression of my ah gong cuz he have been sick when i was born... n i always go over stay with my grandma... haiz... well.. old ppl are needy ppl... so guys be nice to old ppl! or else... dunno what will happen to u when ya old...

having a bad dream not nitemare... there's a difference... abt huiling.. my pri sch friend... i dreamt that i attend her mother funeral! when her mother is still alive! n she was all alone in the funeral with no one else! freak! scary.. only me there to comfort her... haiz... i think i was dreaming abt my pri sch too... miss it alot alot alot! i dreamt abt i was playing with my pri sch friends as in the present now we all go back sch n take some nice n stupid photos! haiz.. i miss pri sch! how!

just went to friendster also... i saw grace friendster! her photo of her in australia so nice! make me miss of her so much! grace i love u!!! ahaha.... then somehow saw some st gabs friendster also.. guess wat! i saw that stupid VP friendster! everyone was like scolding him like FUCK! hahahaa...... oh ya today my one n only nice aunty told me that day the VP went over to her n ask her to sponsor st gabs in some golf tournament... sounds grand huh... FUCK OFF LA VP! kani nabei chao chee bye... i got 21points for prelim dun wan change it to 20... n always find trouble with me! fucker! i ask my aunt not to sponsor st gabs leh... cuz of u! my uncle is the boss leh.. wat u wan to do! fucker! cant stand that bastard!

oh ya then saw some of the juniors in st gabs haha quite cool la... think now st gabs is spilted to 4groups of ppl... nerd, posers, ah beng and those really cool ppl... hahah... haiz... if only i am so happening in st gabs back then... i realise i am damm NO LIFE back in st gabs... sec1 n 2 everyday go home str8 away after sch n reach home study n sleep... sec 3 n 4 stay in sch almost everyday do hw.. study.. i think i study alot in st gabs more than i have fun... i nv go town after sch before! FUCK I just realise that! i am so boring!

going off le... now its 4am... thanks for that nap in the late afternoon that cuz me to be here... need to do some stuff n study then go to sleep.... later on i wan go n run n swim!!!! i dunno see how ba hahahaa.... love u guys!

argh! cant stand it!! today didnt study much... each day getting worst... FUCK why cant i study!!! i really going into a deep shit man... fuck.. went to watch dawn of the dead with joyce ken n steff... ken was like so late can! then saw kerrie with her AHEM.... anyway... the show rox! damm funny... we laugh most of the time.... damm funny k... joyce was like scaring steff!! then i burst out laughing n joyce laughing at me! hahaha she say my laughter is addictive... ahhahaha.... anyway.. its so resident evil...as in more like the game than the movie one.... so nice!!! i like zombie!!! hehee... ROX!!

anyway later on joyce went home early... n we went to ZARA n i tried tons of shirts! all looks simply great! yes.. damm nice... anyway i got 2 t-shirts from there... total... $26.80 how cheap is it! its kids wear!! i got the largest size!! n its really nice lor!!! damm i should spent those $$... its so sinful... but i cant resist the temptation from buying cheap nice clothes!! esp when u start to think all ur clothes in ur wardrobe sux.. hahaa... i got tons of shirts... i think i can wear one per day without repeating it for a month! that is how many i have!

went AJC to see zhen ru they all play vball... hahaa so lame... hannah la... anyway was nice to see them play quite nice... zhen ru damm funny do lots of stupid but cute actions... she really look like hello kitty... hahaha.... then kai mei also damm funny i think she look like my st gabs friend that jasper... hahaha and si jia got damm funny actions too n glecy look like one of the zombie in dawn of the dead!!! hehee....

hate it! i need to study seriously!!! save me from failing someone! i think i only can help myself......

now i will change the video more often... i just realise i got alot funny vids... hahaa... currently playing is from ching! ahhaha... ben send to me... damm funny stupid ching drunk talk stupid stuff....

haiz... all u ppl! always read my blog nv tag.. make my blog looks so dead... GO AWAY LA SMALL NEH NEH POK!

hate studying at home.. cuz i am playing with my stuff... how man!! i cant study sure die! tml i going to watch dawn of the dead with joyce n ken!!! yeah!! i looking forward but mum where is my pocket money.... she have been running away from home n pretending that she gave me $$ le... idiot! i am so broke k!!!

oh my god man! i shall really train hard for canoe polo once exam end! michelle so damm chio cant stand it!!! she is so much chio-er than leslie... DROOL!!! eugene!!! intro me michelle... hehee... i cant believe she is single!! do i stand a chance!!?!??!? help me!!! i am CRAZY IN LOVE with her!! go find her in friendster thru canoe polo...

hahaa so funny.. i just change all my photo from samuel to all those girls then everyone was like alvin why u suddenly turn str8!! damm it! then ask me dun be so sad... ask me why i dump samuel... wat the hell!!! hahahaa....

damm!!! i am so stuck in between to go japan or not....

reasons to go japan
1. my last chance to go japan with my japs classmate n japs teacher (she is returning japan after this sem)
2. i love japan (not good enough huh?)
3. this is the first batch to go! so its an honour to be chosen!
4. now there is 2guys 4girls going... if i dun go the other guy will be alone... u understand!!!!
5. cuz this is like amazing race k! my teacher will just dump us at airport n tell us where to go meet her by ourseleves!
6. this trip is to study more japs so that this yr end i take my japanese test i can pass!!!
7. japan is very cooling now... go shopping get nice clothes
8. can join sports camp next yr also wat...

reasons to stay...
1. i wan to go for canoe training or else i will miss 3weeks of trainings its alot! cuz b4 the trip that week i will be busy too
2. i wan to go for black eye pea concert on may!!
3. i wan to go for sports camp training and the GL training camp... its gonna be fun with me around u know!
4. becuz another yr 3 girl she is the only one not chosen to go... i felt bad for her... cuz i still got another 2 more yrs in ngee ann to go for it... but she only left this chance but she is not selected... she seems sad...
5. save money...if i go japan.. i dun have much money for shopping cuz i going to pay 2k for the trip!

help!! i am so indeceive...

today skip math lessons anyway heard very few ppl went... hahaha was lazing on bed k... then got up do some more studying for my microbio pract... i think i can do quite alright for it!!! cross my fingers.... hope i wont get annie as my teacher next semester.... finally... 1 yr in NP just past by like that... yes time flies... well still have 2 more yrs to go... i really enjoy my times in NP!! all my nice n dearest friends!! looking forward to yr2 but for now... i need to mug for my exam!!!!!!!!!

today went sports camp training! was fun! hahaah... shit man... i brought the wrong shorts... should be my FBT shorts which is longer abit... ahaha cuz my long shorts all still being washed... then i looks as if i am not wearing any shorts... haha... was shock that today oliver talk to me! haha he was like suddenly... HEY ALVIN... wat colour is that on ur hair!!! he is like so hyper out of the sudden can! everyone thinks that too!!! so funny... during that sperm n egg game he kept running to me! i shy ah! hahaa... tao yan... hahaa... my sister pat!! so funny... when looking for partner... i just say come ah who wan me! my sister just came over hahaa so cute! my pretty sister!!!i think today i also kind of crazy... hahaa....

haiz... i am feeling quite sad leh... cuz i gonna miss half of the sports camp training and the whole of GL training camp... should i really let sharon go japan instead of me? haiz,.. what should i do? dee dee told me black eye pea coming singapore for concert on may too... haiz! should i give that trip a miss? go for it next yr? let sharon who is graduating with no more chances to go go first... while i still got 2 yrs to go for it? how... i am in a crossroad!!!!!!!!! help!!!

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wau lau i was laughing man... hahaaa....

i am so dead man... i fail my IPC pract!!! 10.5/40 so pathetic can! yi xing told me the result... haiz... die la... haiz... i need to really pia lor... if i flunk any of my module... i think maybe i going to change course... haiz... feeling very down now...

oh ya... yest was my japs speech contest!!! was really nervous k! i talk until so pai sei... but i dunno why everyone say i very funny... hahaha... then the japs student voted for me!! i got this waseda bear bear so cute hahaa... then i got to make some new jap friends in singapore!!1 hehee exchange number with them!!! hehehe!!! la la la.... wau then got this damm chio bu! i got her email... la la la... i shall email her...

i am selected for the osaka trip... yes i am going... alot stuff need to be done...

1. write letters to the professor in japs abt how excited i feel abt the trip....
2. introduce myself to my host family...
all these must send to them before i go over...
3. buy gifts for my host families...
4. buy tripod for my camera, extra memory card and extra batt and extra case!!!
5. extend my passport thing...

but now i cant be too happy abt it cuz i really need to study! i dun wan to fail i dun wan to repeat!!!!!!!!!!!

today went for canoe polo... there some ppl come to film n take photo of us playing canoe polo... cuz they need it for the sch some stuff la dunno la... was talking to sharon today... told me tons of stuff abt biotech in yr n attachment stuff... haiz... must pia ah!!!!

after so damm long! i finally get to blog!!! yes i was damm busy n stress... i got back my microbio test n i got 47.5... well expected... failed... but was ok cuz i really didnt study much n didnt fail so badly la... try to pull up during exam n for my pract test ba... for my ipc test i got 16/20 was alright... could got 18 but i got careless mistake! did my scienticfic notebook test... all questions was damm easy but when i do the last question! i was stuck! freak man i dunno how to do! shit.. 12 marks got!! bye!! hahaa....

next week having my ipc pract n microbio pract... so glad that my canoe training stop this week n i get to concentrate on my test... yup shall mug on now... just another 3weeks everything going to be over... having my jap speech on TUES!!! yes i have not memorise everything yet....

these few days have been helping out at the convention centre with the CCA booth... promoting for sports camp... saw alot ppl coming to NP!! oh ya stupid desmond dun wan join canoe... wack him... then i saw evelyn today! she really didnt change much she is still with her bf! that guy which i saw last yr wow... steady relationship!! good good keep it up... then saw the PS giordano guy!! hahaha i know him! actually saw him the other day but he walk damm fast didnt stop him! then today he sign up for sports camp!!! rox! heheee

anyway the video on the left right is wat i did... damm funny hahaha cant stop laughing sia... get to know alot ppl these few days! yeah time to socialise with many many people!!!! just went for track n field AGM... was fun.. oh ya andrew became the president for track! i cant believe it man! i was SURPRISE!!! yeah man... with me as publicity... track n canoe going to bond!! n other sports too... oh ya i think its great to hang out with eugene! he intro me alot ppl from other CCA! hehee.... yeah man! we need to support other cca n support from them too!!!!

oh ya btw i got canon ixus i!!!! rox man i love it alot!!! its bronze n its so beautiful!!! rox! super slim can! its is like same size as my t6t10 phone... hehehe talking abt hp... i going to change phone to v200 tml!! gonna get it at 350!!! anyone wan to buy my t610 at $300??? msg me man!!! hehehee

sux sux sux...rouge sux!!!! yest went there with nicholas, fung, pinyue, kenneth, jamie and nel... saw hao!!! hahaa friendly as usual n we took photo as usual as well hahaa... nice to see familiar faces... then saw kevin and thane too... aiyo... as usual... jc party u always see alot of girls acting like a bitch there... yucks hate it... so AA...

went in... then heard the music... aiyo sux sux sux.... dunno what kind of shit music... its that kind of music that u will dance but just wont get high.... i wasnt sweating at all.... poor nicholas the birthday.... saw me also sad... cuz everytime he see me at clubbing i always damm high n siao siao one.... he felt so bad... not his fault la... its the rouge's fault...

pin yue damm popular there sia... always got alot guys keep dancing beside her... then got this guy! i know him! joe... acs baker that waterpolo player... cuz that time xue er show me the acs baker year book then she keep saying this guy damm cute.... then i remember his face... aiyo dance with pin yue! hahaa.... then later on i just go around then so sian most of the time i was like... ALONE! kao... then i went to get drink... then pin yue come over... then ask her where is that guy... she was like aiyo he asshole... touch my butt then still touch my breasts... then i was laughing hahahaa....

then later on all of us were sitting at the sofa... feeling sian! bored... n sleepy... then i msg hao n complaint to him abt the place... he agreed n wanted to treat me drinks but dun really in the mood for drinks cuz i am like really going to die there.... if u give me another choice whether to hang out in library or rouge.... i choose LIBRARY!!! get it!

when i was about to leave that damm place... they play outkast heya!!! wau lau i suddenly high!!! i drag fung to the dance floor... cant find pin yue! hahaha!! then dance dance dance... la la.... then fung said he dun feel like dancing... left me ALONE again... then somehow... nicholas pull me from nowhere n dance with his friends... these 2 girls... then ok... i just dance lor... dance with this girl... jean... from sajc heard from pin yue... then it was like damm funny... we were like dancing damm close n i usually the farthest i would touch a girl is the butt... not breast like joe.... then she ask me am i horny!!!!!! wat the hell... i was like NO! seriously n really NO! i dance for the sake of dance of enjoyment not SEX!! hello!!! then wanted to like get her number... not cuz she chio... cuz i think if u dance with a girl so close n nv get her number... will make her pai sei... i wanted to get it from her after everything ended but somehow pin yue came n ask for her phone said she was leaving... then i also wan to leave with them... but nick dun wan go yet so we like stay for awhile... then suddenly black eye pea hey mama make me high again drag pin yue to dance again! hahaha....

worst thing of the day.... when i took cab home with nick... he drop first... then near my house there... i took out my wallet... i was super shock that my money is all gone! totally... $32.... wau lau... then i ask uncle drop me at 7-11 there n i draw money from the atm... sux! nv go back rouge again!