damm!!! i am so stuck in between to go japan or not....

reasons to go japan
1. my last chance to go japan with my japs classmate n japs teacher (she is returning japan after this sem)
2. i love japan (not good enough huh?)
3. this is the first batch to go! so its an honour to be chosen!
4. now there is 2guys 4girls going... if i dun go the other guy will be alone... u understand!!!!
5. cuz this is like amazing race k! my teacher will just dump us at airport n tell us where to go meet her by ourseleves!
6. this trip is to study more japs so that this yr end i take my japanese test i can pass!!!
7. japan is very cooling now... go shopping get nice clothes
8. can join sports camp next yr also wat...

reasons to stay...
1. i wan to go for canoe training or else i will miss 3weeks of trainings its alot! cuz b4 the trip that week i will be busy too
2. i wan to go for black eye pea concert on may!!
3. i wan to go for sports camp training and the GL training camp... its gonna be fun with me around u know!
4. becuz another yr 3 girl she is the only one not chosen to go... i felt bad for her... cuz i still got another 2 more yrs in ngee ann to go for it... but she only left this chance but she is not selected... she seems sad...
5. save money...if i go japan.. i dun have much money for shopping cuz i going to pay 2k for the trip!

help!! i am so indeceive...