dear blog... i miss you... you are the place that i used to rant abt stuff in my life... i am just sad... things just dun go my way.. there are some things that i want it so bad... so bad that i can just die for it... maybe ppl usually mean die for it is... you rather die than to be alive n not get it... I AM NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING SILLY PLS! just saying... i wish for a perfect life.. perfect can be boring.. yes but i dun want all these unwanted emotions... and to you... i really hope i can be there for u.. hold you and be ur guiding light.. when the world end.. i just wanna be beside you and become history...