alright.. time for some wordy entry instead of a pictorial one...

time management....

currently... i am so stress over things coming right to me every weekends... so much to do... so little time... yes i have been saying this for dunnno how long man... how i really wish i can have a break... a peaceful one... perhaps i should just off my phone, off my mac... just play corrinne may new album n just stare right at the sky... lost in my world of thoughts... by the way my current blog song list is corrinne may latest album songs... all these are my fav tracks from the album n of course i am listening to it everyday in REPEAT MODE! sound crazy? no i am not.... her songs are my medicine for kicking those freaking stress away... keep me moving on... if u all like her songs pls BUY and DO NOT DOWNLOAD..... CHEAPSKATE LA ALREADY DOWNLOAD MP3!!!

with the coming weeks looking busy as usual... army open house preparation is very demanding... and for next next week the whole week is BURN by army open house... i dun understand the neeed for it... U SEE EVERYTHING ON NDP ALREADY!

ppl always ask me... HEY HOW ARE U!... and i always replied... busy as usual or SAME LOR.... hahhahaa

i think i have to stop going for safsa training for quite a long period of time.... army open house and canoepolo nat champs is coming... no time to commit... now i just want to take things really slow... do one thing at a time.... and yeah my SAT is coming up... 3 nov...

SAT

currently... i managed to complete both english n maths part but still left with the creative writing side... still trying my best to absorb those new bombastic vocabs.... trying to fix my grammar problems... yeah... everything is looking quite good... i just did 26questions of math before i sleep.... did it in 48mins! 3wrong n skip 1... so i got 22 of it correct.... not bad but... i really need to stick to my timing.... 1 section is 25mins for 20questions! and i just flip at the sample test of SAT.... OMG its 3hrs 30mins long!!! i never in my whole life taken any test that is THIS LONG! not even o level or poly exam... there are like 10sections of it in mixture of english n maths.... oh man... i guess i probably need to fully charge myself the day before the test! good news is that.. i am motivated to study for SAT... its the exact feeling i felt for studying for my o level... setting goals... enjoying wat i am study... have not felt this for a long time...

major mistake

guess.. its good that u make a mistake in life... knowing biotech is not for me... i touch my heart... i feel n path out my way to life... marketing, advertising and public relations is in my blood... i shall stick to it... tap my talent to the fullest... i dun want see BCD in my grades in uni anymore... i just want A... lotsa of it....

Right ankle....

went for medical review at NUH on friday... i wait for 963 for almost 1hr! i am so pissed that the LTA still want to increase transport fare... bad service n still increase price... haiz... anyway.... waited for 1hr 30mins before my turn to see the doc... torn ligament... he said... its be torn for quite some time... n physiotherepy for 2months is not enough... i need to seriously put in more effort for another 3 more months of physio.... he quoted something which make me laugh.... WE ARE NOT KNIFE-HAPPY people... hahahaha for those damm ass who dun understand means... they dun anyhow ask u got for surgery n i dun wanna go too... PES status will drop to C for awhile...

somehow... i can feel the soreness in my right ankle getting more n more prominent... i really cant stand for long... i felt like an old man... lucky my passion in sport in canoepolo not runnning or basketball or soccer which requires me to run jump n watever gotta do with my legs....

my besties....

ac n grace received corrinne may cd that is autographed with their NAMES! hahaha they went crazy upon receiving it... yeah... i freaking miss them man... i used to talk to them so much abt everything n anyting... now... i do tell some closer friends abt wat i am thinking n stuff but... not as much as wat i talk to ac n grace abt.... sometime... i just felt very very lost... often i drown in my own world of thoughts.... i need a safe haven! someone pls provide me one!!!

someone i used to love....

once in a while... i will just happen to click on some friendster profiles of those ppl i used to like... look at the photo of them with their bf... i just dun understand why i always fail in any dating process... no one believes that there are actually girls who reject me... sad but its the truth man... on the other hand... i looking at some adults... they are single n successful... so contented with wat they have... i do understand why they rather stay single... guess being single... u are more focus with wat u are doing... haiz.. guess i shall just share my love with all my friends huh! and stop asking when will i get a girlfriend... its not that i dun want... its they dun want... get it? LOL.....

rudith....

she is soooo nonsense... just as i blog this... she ask me to see this
http://www.trevvy.com/scoops/article.php?a_id=191&c_id=4
wtf! its jun kang! my LEE brother... hahaha dots... n rudith is stalking guys around ntu! all u ppl better be careful! she will lure u with her tasty "DONUT" hahahahaha