i am just super sianed...

i failed my proteomic common test again*... compare to the previous semester that i told.. i got like 49.5 and this time round.. only 42.. wtf... i really dun understand man... i studied for it but... somemore i was studying with denise and all the impt stuff i note it down and proteomic test seriously sucks big time... its forever changing its format ok... and pop out question that u NEVER try before... this exam.. i gonna study every details all notes all past year paper i not gonna miss out anything... i am just freaking tired of not clearing this last module...

when u thought that life is bad... it just went worst... my stupid NS... i just called up and check with them... they received no records of my deferment or watever n somemore they just slot me into dec 2006 intake and wanted to put me in march 2007 intake.. OH MAN KILL ME... pls stop dragging this NS fucking shit... singapore NS system is damm screwed up.. cuz all the paperwork done by those aunties who is done by those aunties who have no idea how precious is TIME... i should have gone to jc and faster get into ns and go anyhow go any local uni...

dont u all think that if u keep planning ur future but it always dun go ur way.. what is the point of planning right... life is such a screwed up... i just wanna get lucky sometime but.. NO LUCK... can i pls pls try to become psychotic n get exemptions from NS....

anyway... i was kinda cheered up by grace's dog... not my best friend grace but my borders colleague... her husband came to pick her up after work with the dog... its call SUNNY! omg... so cute can! its a big golden retriever!! one of my fav!! i super super love it can! i always have a thing with dogs! they are the most cutesy thing on earth... even the chio-est or yan dao-est human beings also cant beat their innocent looks and loyalty heart... and currently i am reading MARLEY & ME... its a book abt the author and his dog! i am quick picky abt dogs... that's why i dun touch that dog which my elder bro brought home... its so horrible... yucks.. i think no matter wat... i think i rather settle down my life with a dog than a human being huh... hahaaa... i just want to stop complicate my life and start simplified...