thurs....

was freaking late for sch... but just in time for my presentation... the mizuno attire is freaking nice hehe... yao said it was like some jappy sch! tala... better than the polo girls shirt huh... hahaha... now the polo seniors n the junior girls had their own team shirt so... let's see what the junior guys will get for themselves.. today aqua pract is damm disgusting la... watched the video how is fish disected.. its not like wat u see those wet market style la... wet market they cut open n just throw those stomach away... but this one... we have to play with the kidney spleen stomach n stuff la.. YUCKS! then i was sitting infront.. i didnt know i was just sitting beside a pail of thawed dead fishes! no wonder so stinks sia! fuck... then mel n yeewen bought rabbits! DAMM CUTE!!! i love mel's rabbit freaking freaking cute! it brown in colour oh my god i didnt realise how cute can rabbit be man! later on went to pick up the students for the intro of canoe polo... some of them are really into the sports but the others just paddle around for fun... hope to see joshua phang n farhan join us! both of them looks good... have to comment abt the guys... some of them really have no initiative to go over n help out... they just squat there n stare n stare n look n look n watch n watch n wait n wait... feel like throwing shotover over... by the way shotover is a heavy paddle... hahaa

anyway after they left.. training started... then i just do some ball throwing with weiqiang first... really need to train my shooting n passing... everyone in the game play an important role no matter which position u are playing... like wat walter said... "i score, its my team mate give a good pass to me n i shoot.. without my team mate i cant score..." walter training really very effective as in it is how training should be like... can u imagine if we really train this way before SRRR... we would have been able to be in top 8! i am still really sad over the fact that we lost to SPD n red tide2... both clinched the 10th n 9th spot...n us... 11th... nvm... soon we will be in single digit position... anyway i dunno why during our training... i cant sprint that fast... seriously i felt that i am not going as fast as i should be... walter is really doing this really good training for us... having the slower paddler to go first then the average one n the fast one... so the slow one will go first n then the fast one have to catch up... this is really fun... i was aiming to catch up with mark but but determination is much better than me n he manage to keep me behind him... my forearms were like having stage fright that kind of feeling... i guess i really need to gym.. i have not been in gym for dunno how long sia... i remembered a year ago... how derek asked us to paddle round the pool with our shotover... i was the slowest then.. my strokes were so screwed n i looks like i am gonna give up but i nv thought of giving up... i always endure tough trainings... i told myself even though i am the slowest but i will nv give up... every extra paddle u go... is actually means that i am pushing myself a bit more...

fri....
i hate my maths teacher... she is so bitchy n PMSy nowadays... she make me hate maths... unlike stanley tan who really taught me well n gave me a reason to love maths... i need to start studying from next sunday onwards.. meaning i most prob is pulling out from sprinting... i need to balance both side... but i promise i will go kallang for sprinting after my this semester... and now there is alot stuff for me to do... PQS report, aqua report n presentation and amb presentation... and i am doom! i really love my that blue long sleeve shirt from topman... so super duper nice... had the 3 on 3... gracie not with us but the akai tsunami will fight hard!! lets get no.1... last time my team is no.2... we should get no.1 this time round but i wont be able to play the finals... sad*

sat...
walter didnt came down from 11... n alot guys were late... so me n lin lead the training... did the same thing as on thurs... really love doing that now... then later on do pass sprint n shoot... i was the keeper... great chance got me to train keeping... manage to keep most of the balls... later on start to play game n walter n stanley n libang were there to guide us... after debrief walter n the senior guys were doing some stupid jumping into the pool... damm funny! hahaha... help them took some nice shots... well.. i sold my ngage at $190... now i using that spoilt 8850... only can msg... sian i wan get another old but nice cheap phone...

sun...
i failed my practical for bike for the 4th time... fuck it la... i did nothing wrong lor just that i wobble abit n fuck them for saying i nv check my blindspot... u wan me turn my head 360 degree then u all happy is it... neh neh la... damm tulan la... stupid instructors... hate it... later on went for pool slot... lucky got boat for me even though i went at 10plus like that... its nice seeing june tiong training at the pool... really nice to see her putting so much effort in it... i going to push myself to be like her train n be very determine... now i gonna train hard n more often... from 5 times a week.. i going to train 6times a week... in case i got into national team i can keep up with the training... i didnt know syaz national training is 4 times a week n she came for sch training too... she power pack sia... but damm sad ah... that day saw the polo forum... the guys selection is cancelled... damm sad la... the girls one still have... guess there is too many guys in the national team... so now i have to be more outstanding in order to get in.... like wat walter said... all of us should aim to be better than jeremy rather than be just like him... so i am DETERMINE to be BETTER THAN JEREMY!!