something from hannah's blog with i didnt blog... well same thought so kinda borrow from her....

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ooh then later kerrie and zhenru went back to study.so the rest of us chilled at MACs.i felt so out cos this is the first meeting with e gang and it's so impromptu and cos alv has showed me many of the videos with them inside,it feels wierd like meeting the characters of the videos up close and personal.and yes, alvin did take my feelings on meeting them.haha they were soooo nice to sign autographs for me.wow.anyway felicia told me that ayer rajah construction site collapsed.not again.and i realized something.on the day nicoll highway collapse, AJC won SA 3-0 in the quater-finals.today ayer rajah collapse, SA won AJC 3-0.irony?maybe.as we were walking to our transport stations, huishan (my junior) and huizhi, both ajc team players said something that made me feel bad.

"why u guys (me and alvin) never come today?u know zhenru, glecy and marlene played so badly today?u guys werent here to cheer and support us.when u guys came to support us, they were so on form, play so well." right.i really wanted to go watch.i dont know bout alv but he would still wanna watch.man im not saying that we are some important person.if we go, they would win that kinda thing.i just feel bad.i wasnt there to just be there.whether anot they win or lose is another thing.they win ill be elated,everything mad!they lose,at least i will be there.but.i dont know.

why am i typing like that?i dont know.maybe cos i feel dead.not dead.just sad.like i dont know.i didnt do well for the maths paper.but i feel worse that they lost.shed as many tears, regret as many times, but nothing's gonna change.gonna get off now.just hope everyone keep their spirits up.keep on going!and AJC girls.im proud of ya and will always be!!u guys rock!SNORTS.that reminds me of alvin and samuel.alvin made samuel and him snort in my face.one on the left and one on the right.haha great sound effect.dual sound.wow.outta here.
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ya i am kinda sad for the AJC girls... i really wish i was there to cheer them on... DAMM the maths paper why cant they put it at 9-11am instead like the other 2 papers... somethings fate is always out there to play with us.... FUCK the FATE!