kao cant really sleep.... d/l lots of midi and put in my hp... so cool... i going to make everyone so jealous in the mrt tml... and just now the jacky wu show hebe was using my phone~!!! hehehe nokia sux lor especially that 7250... the camera is just to make ppl buy the phone lor... the quality sux to the core.. that day debbie showed me... haiz panasonic still the best.... but nihon keitai [japs hp] is really the best of the best... mine is nothing compare to them~!!!! kao i saw those J-phone~! there is a light outside when u press the button can use as touchlight~! and got 7 diff colours lor.. the the external screen is also colour screen and is 65,000 colours~! just like my internal screen argh~!! damm jealous... and their camera got flash, take video, d/l game still can put memory card~! argh...

cant stand ppl who i hate reading my blot lor.... uninvited guest... when i am angry i dun care who the hell is that person even it is my parents or my sch principal.... so what if ppl think i am childish... right in my mind i am thinking alot... more on consequences... cant stand those ppl outside look mature then inside so naive... think that just saying sorry can resolve everything... if sorry really can solve everything... then who is that idiot who says action speaks more than words? me? me? me? i also cant stand those ppl who suddenly talk to u when they lose a friend... if i am the person i will feel like a spare tire... and just wack that person~! the reason why i dun forgive ppl so easily is because when i am hurt, i just dun wan to talk to them person anymore... cause the thought of being hurt again is much more painful then the first time... and when u forgive ppl easily... they tends to be much more insensitive.. and will hurt u more easily... n dun judge a book by its cover... n another reason that i dun forgive ppl easily is that sometimes ppl say sorry to u... they dun just mean it... and not from their heart at all.... i just dun care if one day everyone by myside just drifted off... cause it is my life... everyone in this world live alone... ppl just walk in n out of ur life... usually i just weight a person by it pros n cons... no point being with a person with so much cons that might influence u... and when u wan it ur way... u tends not to be influence by others decision... but at the same u got to be flexible and sensible enough to know whether you should just give way or still insist ur stand...

haiz~! i dunno how to say ngiap lor... nowadays getting more n more pissed by him... i suddenly think that i dunno why i am his close friends lor... we were like so drifted in sec sch until last yr sec 4... n i had a strong feeling i might lose him sooner or later... i usually not close to guys... just more click with girls.. dunno why... just got too much bad points of him that i dun wan to told him off in his face directly... cause last time told him abt that ice water thing he already damm saded lor... i dun think he is a person who can just change instantly when u comment abt his behavior....

really feel damm fed up when that day i heard ppl saying i backstab... say what i always talk behind his back... pls lor that guy had a major attitude problem lor... not even i find fault with him... everybody else does just that they rather stand at his side then mine lor... and since he got such a weird attitude problem... i am afraid that my frankness will cause death of either him or ME~! you nv know... then dunno who also say wan to bring knife to stab me if i fault with her... hmph... some ppl just dunno what i do to ppl i hate when i saw them on streets... i will just take any pole and wack the shit out of them.... after the chalet incident i just awake from my funland... and realise the danger of the lead characters in the chalet... i find that they are all damm fake... everybody has a fake side even i do... just that how often u use it... and i found them a frequent user of the fake side... haiz the more i dwell into the matter the more flaw i will find.... dun mention that day at seoul garden... only ppl on my table talk to me... then the other table was like keeping a look out at me as if i going to transform into a alien and send them to outer space... but still enjoy the company of cheryl and pinz... aiyo the pinz keep on giving me food to eat.. aiyoyo... next time her husband from a hunk can really transform into a pig... pinz* be careful wors~! then the horse always so funny... her that unique laughter~! horse rules right? then xue er was not there also... or else got alot of things to talk abt... now that bhx gang disband liao dunno how to group nicholas and cheryl and pinz... i guess just say scouts n guides... hehe..

sammy just jio me to crash acjc... i going there lor,.... anyway i dun really like sajc now... hope can transfer from sajc to acjc lor... cause now acjc is top 5... and is BETTER than tjc n ajc... n the ppl in acjc rox~! wear st gabs uniform crash then wear acs badge from sammy then i will look just like any other acs i ppl... muhahahaa vanessa and hannah should be there... and other giants`~! and go find sheryl also.... dunno whether got any st gabs ppl in acjc.... wonder my sch that 6 pointer alan law go where...