DUN U JUST LOVE SARAH MCLACHLAN!!!

her new song is spinning in my mind the whooooooole day.....

sarah mclachlan - U want me 2

the lyrics sooo nice.... i really love the part she sang "... our eden's a failure..." oh man.. how good can she get! pretty good!? cuz she is soooo pretty..... sorry i need to destress so pardon my lame-ness...

You walk on by
Clueless and so high
Following your aimless path away from us
You're so far away
And what can I say
Cause I can't be the one you wanted me to be

So tell me how do you feel
It's so confusing
If you let it all go, it'll fall apart
Do you want me to stay and say I still want you
You want me too, don't you?

So what are we saying
Our eden's a failure
A made-up story to fit the picture-perfect world
The one with "I do"s
and I love you
And we are made for each other
Is forever over now?

And tell me how do you feel
It's so confusing
If you let it all go, it'll fall apart
Do you want me to stay and say I still want you
You want me too, don't you?

I hope there's forgiveness
In the distance between us
Can we make what lies ahead of us a better place to be?

So tell me, how do you feel
It's so confusing
If you let it all go, it'll fall ---
Do you want me to stay and say I still want you
You want me too, don't you?

i officially declare that i am NOT fat anymore... i am UNDER WEIGHT....

my weight is 59KG can u believe it... fuck... my normal weight is 61-62kg.... scary man... guess must be the land training the other day with my juniors... i almost died.... my knee n ankle is really in a very bad state... i think i should just totally retire from running... if not i really will sit on wheelchair pretty soon.... and i know why my year 1 juniors are all so tone... damm scary sia... hahaha... they make me feel fat.. even though i am not fat but they just make me feel fat! someone pls buy me a gym ball... it look stupid but its the best thing on earth to train abs!

today my finance service industry paper.... i thought i wont be able to finish in 3hrs but i did it in 2hrs 15mins! when i was doing all my questions i was like... omg omg distinction distinction!! i just going crazy man! i am very satisfied with my paper... and tmr gonna be accounts... all the best ERUBIN!

in 9 hrs time i will be sitting for my first paper!!!

cant believe i keep study abt bond everywhere... from my biotech course in poly i studied ionic bond, convalent bond... and now.... doing my finance module... i studying abt bond market! deferred bond, zero coupon bond.... wat's next? JAMES BOND? HAHA...

today went to cd shop to look at sarah mclachlan latest cd... closer... the greatest hit album i have most of the songs... i got the old album... only 2 new songs... can someone pls send me! LOL....

really love this song... wanted to change my blog song to this but i cant find it on imeem!!

anyway enjoy this song...

Sarah Mclachlan - U want me 2

you walk on by
clueless and so high
following your aimless path
away from us

your so far away
and what can i say
casue i cant be the one
you wanted me to be

[Chorus]
so tell me how do you feel
its so confusing
if you let it all go it will fall apart
do you want me to stay and say
"i still want you"
you want me too dont you?

(ba ba ba)

so what are we saying
our edens a failuire
a made up story to fit the
picture perfect world

the one with "i do"
and "I love you"
and "we are made for each other"
is forever over now

[chorus]

I hope theres forgiveness
in the distance between us
can we make the lives ahead of us
a better place to be

[chorus]

(ba ba ba baa da da ta X4)

PS: woodstock... i know u want me 2...

萬芳-新不了情
this song nv fail to make me cry.... LOL
i think i am addicted to emo-ing.... haha



玉置浩二 - 行かないで
tamaki koji - ikanaide
now i like this japanese old man... his songs is damm good... and i found this ultra emo song with damm nice lyrics...
行かないで -> ikanaide means dun go!

何も　見えない、　何も
ずっと　泣いてた

だけど、悲（かな）しいんじゃない
暖（あたた）かい、あなたに、触（ふ）れたのが、嬉（うれ）しくて
ああ......
行かないで、行かないで、
何时（いつ）までも、ずっと、话（はな）さないで
ああ......
行かないで、行かないで
このままで......


何时（いつ）か、心は何时か
远（とお）い 何処（どこ）かで
皆（みんな） 思（おも）い出になると
知（し）らなくて いいのに、知（し）らなくて いいのに
ああ......
行かないで、行かないで、
どんな时でも 话さないで
ああ......
行かないで、行かないで、
このままで......


ああ......
行かないで、行かないで、
何时（いつ）までも、ずっと、话（はな）さないで
ああ......
行かないで、行かないで、
このままで......

this xmas.... i will get this... la la la....

santa claus is very nice this year... hahaha

speedisback.blogspot.com

thanks to other speed fans all around the world!!! seriously... if u think there are only fans in singapore outside japan.... u are wrong... i shocked to even know that the person who set up that website is from CHILE!!! and others from brazil n south america!!! i am in shock!! hahaha... but damm cool la... they really got alot updates... i felt so lousy la... hahaha... but i seriously got no time to find alot stuff abt SPEED... so i have to rely on that blog to update with SPEED..... i really love this song... it's slowly building up in me.... nice!! i love the chorus part... this vid comes with the english translation! wa... damm nice i like!!! it may be fate that bring us together..... awwww SPEED..... u all are meant to be together... ERUBIN LOVE SPEED!

so i watched the video n the translation should be right... hahaha... i damm lousy.. i must read the word then translate if not just hear.. the translation is half right... hahaha

so the chorus is this!

we met each other because we are supposed to...

i feel like i had been waiting for you for a long time...

i am going to wipe my tears and start walking towards our future...

if i reach my arms for you, i can get you someday....

even if the future awaits for me is hard...

its a proof that we are alive...

all i need is you...

i dont need anything else...

i can get over any hard time...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

TRICK OR TREAT??

wont be celebrating halloween this yr... sorry for being boring but my exam is in 1week time! gonna mug... i hope to get HD (high distinction) for all my modules... meanwhile i shall intro u all another EMO song... forgiven by within temptation.... this song is DAMM NICE.... her voice is sooooo nice like evanescence!

enjoy...

Within Temptation - Forgiven

Couldn't save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Oh, time has passed you by

Ooh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
Ooh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can't warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away

Ooh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
Ooh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own
And here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

I've been so lost since you've gone
Why not me before you
Why did fate deceive me
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

おかえりなさい！

*welcome back*

yeah.... i have been downloading like 2GB plus of SPEED videos... and i just love them as much as i do before.... because of them... i studied japanese.... i just love how they love each other... always full of love!

cant wait to buy their single! oh man! and i am gonna learn how to sing this song!!!!!

meanwhile enjoy あしたのそら(ashita no sora)(tomorrow's sky)!

PS: this is their 1st single that is titled in JAPANESE! other single's title is ENGLISH! 

IF U DUNNO WAT IS FAMILY GUY..... U HAVE NO LIFE!

IT'S THE BEST MEDICINE TO CURE EMO-NESS! HAHAHA

福原美穂 - ひまわり
Fukuhara Miho - Himawari

nowadays i am kinda crazy over jap songs again... especially SPEED... so i happen to bump into this song.... its dammm nice... the mtv so sad!! it seems like japs are very fond of himawari.... which is sunflower... i love sunflower too... LOL.... 

i have been downloading plenty of SPEED videos... just when i thought i almost have all SPEED live performance on tv... i realised there are even more vids out there!! now my hard disk is once again FULL!!! u know i wanted to learn japanese last time so that i understand SPEED's song's lyrics.... and once again upon listening... i realised... YES I UNDERSTAND MOST OF IT! awww soooo sweeet la the song... hahaha... so now i got a new goal... is to understand wat SPEED talk about during their interview... so far i only can catch some here some there... so still pretty much lost in translation...

oh well... enjoy the song :)